I'm not giving up though you guys have supported me and have been extremely patient with me and for that I'm unbelievably grateful. It won't be perfect but I promise I'll see Mari's story through to the end.
Every day is radically different some days i feel like i could fight the whole world and others I have to use all my strength just to crawl out of bed. I'm so sorry for letting you guys down. My writing has been slow, dull and subpar lately and I hate it.
Mentally well that's a lot harder to mend. Lately I've been hating both my writing and myself, I feel like trash, like nothing i do is good enough and frankly I hate myself. I suffer with chronic anxiety and I quite possibly have depression though I'm not diagnosed.
The other side I'm going to label as health both physically and mental. I've been extremely sick for most of June which ultimately culminated in a rather nasty and severe eye infection. That's more or less healed now though so physically I'm fine.
Hello everyone it's time for long overdue update! I know that I've been silent but now it's time to talk about everything. My hiatus can be neatly separated into two different factors. The first is the technical I'm still without a computer I'm borrowing one so I'm able to type this message.
My computer should be fixed within the very near future so I can return to updating on a regular basis.