Hey new readers, VRMMO-magnutt here, and before you start reading my novels I just wanted you to know

When I write I think of myself as
(1)An amateur painter, I have no idea what Im doing, Im dumb as fuck in terms of seeing the bigger picture, Im just splattering paint all over my canvas... But don't hold that against me... Im not trying to create a masterpiece, Im just having fun in my own wacky way through my creations.
(2)A Restaurants Head chef, My Restaurant is my novel, my chapters are my dishes, and my readers are my customers, I make what I have to make, if you don't like it you can freely express what is wrong with the dishes and the restaurant itself but you have no power on the restaurant. You either take the dish Im serving you or up and leave. Im only saying this because Im not trying to become a 5 star restaurant, Im trying to avoid bankruptcy whilst still doing what I love.