Ohh. Okay. I just thought maybe we had conversation about something. And "abusedeve" name is not call for help it's just name I came up when I played reworked evelynn in league of legends and fell to silver or bronze while playing her when I was gold before so pretty much made joke name.
Also I didn't mean it that way when I said thrown off by your name. I just meant that it drew my interest because whoever could choose that name has to be Interesting
It's fine I get heated myself over what I'm passionate and I can understand escapism stuff. I as a person love when stuff is as close to reality as possible of course don't need everything real I love fantasy and nice sci-fi but I need some of that real stuff some real emotions and stuff.