Until now, I was writing to make my stories like a complex and beautiful gameboard of chess, where each character is a piece and each player does optimal moves.
Such gameboard would be both thought-provoking and interesting, though not necessairly entertaining in the shallow sense of the world.
Because if humans want to get merely entertained, they should go watch some flash Hollywood movie where explosions go bang bang or maybe sniff a couple of lines of cocaine every day like I used to do. There's your dopamine rush and happiness, and you don't need to put effort into anything complicated like reading a novel to feel happy and content with life.
However, now I think, that merely creating a gameboard isn't enough. Now a certain ambition is born within my heart, I think I want to create a gameboard that's capable of touching humans on a deeper and emotional level, just like my favorite fictions did to me. Not merely be thought-provoking, which is superficial, but also go deeper to the depth of a person's soul.
The only reason I didn't attempt it until now, is because I was humble and didn't think such a brain-damaged and ruined person as myself can attempt such a colossal task and succeed.
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its just a shadows house fanfic. btw shadows house is one of my favorite manga, and I'm very active in the fanbase, as well as owning physical copies of the manga volumnes- this is just my love letter to the series
Wow!!!!! That's a nice choice I like Guren and my favorite character is Ferid I haven't seen the Manga bit, I heard it only some chapters after the anime I like Crowly too!!!
oh no, manga is A LOT of chapters after the anime, and it even has a spin off light novel about guren and mahiru, tho frankly speaking I haven't read these spin offs (yet)