[ 3 ☽ 14 ☼ 2014 年 ]

Winter 2014 - Chuunibyou 10

Watched: Now
Impression: Incredible
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Shichimiya's love points went up by x1000 in this episode. It's almost without a doubt that she's my favorite character this season. Ready for a massive photodump?

This episode really hit hard for me. The bed rolling-around really did it, because it reminds me of the time I was... as emotionally unsteady as she was. xD

There's this feeling that you have when you turn around a look at the clock. Oh. It's 2:00AM or 3:00AM, and you know that you have to get up for school at 6:00 tomorrow.

It's not because you've been going to bed late or anything. It's actually because you've been awake in bed for three hours straight. You can't sleep. You're not tired, but you don't want to go outside your room because you don't want anyone to see you in this state... because... well, you're not exactly in your most attractive state.

It's like this night after night after night. It goes like this for days, so you're not even surprised anymore that you're not sleeping. You just can't stop thinking about her (or him), and how impossible your feelings really are...

One thing's for sure. That area around your chest hurts a lot.

It's really lonely when you're being chuunibyou by yourself you know? I mean, sure it's fun when you're being silly with your friends. But... when your friends aren't with you... want's the point of playing chuunibyou?

What's the point?

I mean, you know it's so fake anyways. You might not admit it, but you know you're just putting on an act.

 Hey wait. This is actually miserable. Shichimiya can actually hear Rikka and Yuuta downstairs... being... together. That's miserable. To hear that every day? Every morning? You're all alone by yourself, and you hear them downstairs?

It really makes you wish... you could be Rikka, even for just a minute? Why does Rikka get all the good things?

You know it's bad, and you shouldn't be thinking this. It's not good to be jealous. You'd be a terrible person to want someone who's already taken. Jealousy is bad. You know it. But... But...

Are you a terrible person for thinking horrible things?

I guess the only thing you can do is put on that mask again.

But it won't stay on.

Fuck that.

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【 cloudii - written 1817 days ago 】