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I wake up, I remember everything that happened last time.

Tears begin to fall from my eyes.

I remember the last promise of my beloved

Something awakens within me

I couldn't feel it at this time

But my future self knows it well

I see another tide of time rising from my body as the epicenter

An ugly smile begins to bloom on your face

I look at my past self with nostalgia

-You are thinking something very dangerous there is my friend- an old voice sounds behind us

We both turn around

His smile deepens

The old man furrows his eyebrows in confusion, he thinks, it is clear that what he was thinking a moment ago, but just with one word his thoughts ceased as if they never existed, his mind is blank.

My past self sees an old man without a beard, long silky white hair, ceremonial robes that you would see a monk wear.

-Why am I alive if I can know? - I say after ceasing my thoughts, following my father's advice that a situation has to escalate as much as possible, my theory is that you can read my mind at this moment so I stopped thinking and started improvising.

The old man in front of me keeps furrowing his eyebrows and responds

-Well, it is clear that you are not, you can check your pulse and tell me if your heart beats- he says while still frowning

I check my body, my clothes are a mess, but my blood no longer bathes me and my breathing doesn't exist, I don't feel my pulse, but.

I still have a blank mind

-Oh, why would this be? Did you do something to my head? - I tell you sincerely

But my answer doesn't seem to please him

-I didn't do anything to your head, you're dead right now, you're in soul form - he says grumpily without stopping to frown

-Soul shape huh? - I say to myself

- Are you strange, you know? - says the old man

-Because you say it, in my home they told me that it was very normal - I reply kindly

-Well, because normally the souls I pick up get excited by the situation, or they stay in a state of madness for a while - he says looking at me strangely

- Get excited about the situation you say? - I say while my smile changes a little

-I will give you an option, leave the cycle of reincarnation and reincarnate in another world with your memories -

-Wait because you occupy that rencarne in your world? - I say with doubt

-That you don't need to know - he tells me dryly

My eyes sharpen, I imagine that those memories will be decided by you, no?

-Of course! I will seal dangerous memories like creating machines in your soul - he says with a smile

- And why don't you destroy them - my voice resonates with curiosity

-Despair - his voice sounds full of joy

-I like to see people who try to get out of their despair, but of course I consider your memories cheating so I refuse to give them to you - he says as he begins to laugh

My smile fills with madness

And I start to laugh

He looks at me strangely

-Well since you already know I hope you entertain me - he says while moving his hand slightly towards me.

The future me moves its Matime towards my soul and scans the changes, I feel as if something in my mind disappears, but my smile does not disappear, my laughter does not stop, my future me sees it, around my brain there are guttural inscriptions like if it were a cave, seeing the smile of his past self, the future self begins to laugh

Why am I laughing you ask?

I have a chance to keep my promise, how can I not get excited?

At what level did my speculation of the old man in front of me reach?

Can you read my thoughts, says I'm a soul, says to send me to another world, isn't it clear anymore?

A God

Knowing that

How can I not laugh?

My laughter echoes throughout the white room

The emotion of being able to pursue again what I want and fulfill all my promises fills me

My body trembles

The thoughts of my past self and my future self align

The old man realizes that after so long a thought appears in his head

… ..

What is it to be alive?

That strange thought that doesn't align with the situation comes from this man's head.

And the man laughing like crazy while looking into my eyes, his eyes are as clear as if his laugh was a lie.

I tell the man that I find strange

-Well, it's time for you to go, I hope you survive long enough - I say remembering how all those who sent die early and a laugh leaves my lips

Randomly cast the soul of man to the world, if he reincarnates as a human it will be his happiness, but also his curse.

I start to laugh out loud as I watch the soul fall after a while in a woman's womb

The bad thing is that I do not influence this world, just observe that it hurts, I sigh and sit in an armchair that I make appear

-Well how will you live your life now - I say with a smile

I have always been a benevolent God after all, any other God would have sealed his memories until adolescence.

His life begins normal, the man does nothing strange

Learn blacksmithing with his brother and father

He plays with his mother and brother daily

When she is a teenager and her father and mother have died, she follows her brother

The war between countries begins

His brother says the king of this country is scum, in fact he has proof

The king of that country does not manage finances well and the nobles are corrupt until they can, the taxes are excessive, when a noble sees someone who does not like he murders him and if it is someone who likes him, he kidnaps him, the same with him. king who does public torture.

His brother says he wants to be king to free this country

The man says that of course he would have been waiting

This gets interesting ahahaha

I start to laugh to see what's coming

…… ..

A revolt

The man conventioned with rumors and words an entire kingdom to side with his brother and make a revolt to assassinate the king and all the corrupt nobles.

Citizens and farmers take up arms and go against the corrupt militia

Chaos

Slaughter

I laugh out loud at every scene

They end up winning

The man's brother cuts off the king's head and proclaims himself king

All citizens support it

Time goes by

The man moves away from his brother and goes to live in a nameless town far from the kingdom

He spends his time living as he wishes, he does nothing excessive, I get bored so I see his brother

His brother is more entertaining, according to the kingdom he imposed new laws, with the nobles who did not have negative histories, he made the kingdom grow and the entire population loved him, his kingdom was a marvel, he ended up hunting with a female soldier who fights with him, the woman as his queen had a daughter with him.

In the end, whenever she could, she brought her daughter to the man.

In the end, the man's brother would go with his daughter to another continent to meet her mother, who first went as a diplomat.

But just the day they were leaving

Something strange happened

The daughter said something to the man

The man began to babble as if a child had a new toy

The daughter left

The man started acting crazy shaking

The next few days he started preparing for something with magic

Wait

Wait

Because right now?

Couldn't you do it a long time ago?

Did you give up on your promise or not?

Did you go crazy for a girl?

I remember the dangerous thought that man had when I brought his soul before he entered the cycle of reincarnation.

Even in the face of death.

Even if the world falls.

Even if the universe ceases to exist.

Even if it takes me millions of years.

Even if it takes thousands of lives.

Even if the chances are 0.

Those thoughts ran through his head endlessly, repeating themselves over and over and over and over again, after a while of hearing them I got tired and spoke to him, but when I spoke to him he just thought something else before his mind went blank , to one who tried, I could hear his last thought as if it were a whisper

I see the man finish his preparations after years, his thoughts are only focused on what his strange brother's daughter told him.

But when he goes to his basement, when he sits still in a hole for years, when his heartbeat is about to end, before he lets his story see more, an unconscious thought appears, perhaps it was his dearest wish before he died, eh? , in the end he did not fall into the despair he was looking for, but his story entertained me brings back memories that same thought that he thought as a whisper when he met me, his words overlap in my head I feel a chill run down my back and it confuses me since I am a god I should never feel fear or cold but ignore that thought and feeling and I keep remembering what the man said with nostalgia and I repeat his words.

-I'll find you-

……

The shake of the present sees the shake of the past drop dead

A smile blooms inside my mind

So my crazy bet turned out well?

Who would say that I did it the first time

I laugh in my mind

Time begins to flow into the present

Time is still creating

But there is a difference right now

Instead of recovering my body I decide to continue with only my mind

Seeing my past gave me many ideas the meaning of the past I understand now

It's not like it's that simple to go for a walk and understand

It's just that I had forgotten something important from my past, which is why it was impossible for me to grasp it until now after so many attempts.

I feel everything that I have grasped

My thoughts swirl

Time keeps flowing

I can feel it with my will

I give my will to the Matime

The time in my body goes back

I start to modify my interior with MaTime

The MaTime that flows through my veins

Begins to assimilate my whole body as an entity

My whole body is covered in Matime

My memories start to fade, but I already had a countermeasure for that

From a bag made of time and will my stored memories, just when I returned to the present save them, set it for every time I lose a memory, the memory returns to my head

I bring a hammer made of MaTime and will to my body

I start to hammer

Time itself trembles

The MaTime begins to mold itself based on my will and the hammer

Starts to compress on itself

The mana in my body joins the Matime

My will inside the Matime begins to change

Time itself begins to change

Complete what I had wanted from the start

My will becomes one with time

Now that the mana is the will of the world but it is stopped in time, it does not do anything but decoration so I focus on the Matime

With the hammer I transmit my will

The Ocean of Matime inside of me begins to change

I had an idea when I was traveling to the past

And I found it interesting enough to bet it all right now

The hammer keeps ringing inside my mind

As has always been

The MaTime keeps compressing, it gets smaller every time

With every hammer blow the ocean turns into a river, and the river turns into a lake

In the end the Matime goes from covering my whole body to being only in my navel

It becomes the size of a soccer ball

But that's still not what I'm looking for

I keep hammering

MaTime keeps compressing

I stop

The pressure coming out of the MaTime is terrifying

Just its existence makes time tremble around me as if it brings a new change

I see the MaTime that I shaped into an Ingot inside my navel

But

I'm still made of my will

MaTime comes out of the ingot as if it were tentacles

Fortunately for one who turned back the time of my body, I have not made it flow in time yet

If not, the pain that I would feel at this moment would be unimaginable

I watch as the new MaTime in my body flows

Its consistency if it was water before

Now it's lava flowing through my veins

I make it flow for a while

The pressure starts to drop until the river of time flows normally

When I'm satisfied I let it cycle by itself

I turn back time in my body so as not to collapse from pain

I feel my thoughts racing

And my body recovered

Before I give my body time, there is a task to accomplish only within my mind

I look around with MaTime

I start to write a new note with my will in the river of time

Title?

Pinnacle

I look around me and feel the time with my mind and I feel at home

Because i realize

Time keeps flowing