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(Charlie's point of view)

 

"Guess what, I'm back in my own hell again. I wanna spend more time wit Felix, but a day's gotta end. I slowly opened the door, I could hear everyone having fun, they're doing all this for my cousin, which they never gave me. The food, karaoke's and beers. It's all because he won the quiz bee contest and got the third place, they didn't even care about me being the school's math quiz bee champion, I've tried my best but I'm getting used to it being like this."

 

Charlie's dad: Hey! you're home go fetch me some ice.

I ignored him and went straight up stairs to go to my room. As if I care giving you ice, you never even gave me attention. I opened my door to see my messy room as usual, I wish I was a organized as Felix. I heard footsteps coming towards my door. It's probably mom or dad on my way to scold me, as always. 

CM: *opens door* Charlie, let Jared stay in your room for a while you got that?
C: Sure whatever let him in.
CM: And also don't rub off your... Irresponsible attitude on Jared.
C: I'm not the irresponsible one in here mom just let him in.
CM: You can come in now Jared, don't hang out too much with Charlie if you don't wanna get your room dirty like this.
J: Oh, no *Chuckles* my room is way worse than this
CM: Silly I'm going down stairs now ok? call me if you need anything.
J: sure aunt Vanessa.

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J: Hey, uhh I was the one who asked aunt if I could com here in your room I'll go downstairs if you don't want me to-
C: Are you kidding? I like it when my favorite cousin's here.

Jared's my cousin, Yes I get compared a lot to him, but that doesn't mean I'll hate him, he's really nice, we've been close since I was a child. I played a lot with him and told most of secrets to him, Felix and Jared are the only person who knows that I'm a bisexual. If I told my parents they'd probably kick me out, I'm already a disappointment and they're a bunch of homo phobics. Good thing Jared's well educated, he understands everything, well next to Felix, that boy's irreplaceable.

J: So any progress?
C: Progress in what?
J: You know *Smirks*
C: I don't get it, just spill it.
J: Your "destiny"
C: oh, right Felix.
J: uh huh, I heard you were walking with home.
C: *chuckles* as usual.
J: aww that's really sweet, well any progress, any feelings developed?
C: Sadly no, just same as usual, walking home, but I did treat him ice cream. It's nice to see him smile everyday, it sets up my mood, but the only problem is, it's like he has a sta;ker and I don't want him to get hurt, I was planning to help but-  what's with the face?
J: what? *Laughs* oh geez you're so in love.
C: If only he isn't dense. He still thinks of my efforts as a best friend, but I see him more than that.
J: Right, it's already been three or four years?

Yes, I'm in love with my best friend, it started at our first day. I don't really know but people like Felix always makes my heart melt. Knowing his situation makes me want to give all my love more, I would do anything for Felix. Anything.

 

J: Hey? you spaced out for a bit what's going on in your head?
C: oh nothing just thinking about what to do tomorrow at school.
J: School? it's holiday tomorrow.
C: oh right. Guess I'm stuck here with mom and dad. Oh! it reminds me Felix needs help with catching his stalker.
J: Stalker? that's creepy.
C: I know, that's why I gotta help him.
J: kyaaah! Knight in shining armor!
C: Shut up.
J: Flustered as always. But tell me, what if Felix chooses someone over you?
C: What do you mean?
J: you know, there would always be someone who would try to take away the person you love. you never know.
C: That's like near impossible, but you do know the saying if you love him, let him go.
J: Won't you fight for your love?
C: I would but, the decision isn't mine I can't force someone to love me.

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But come to think of it, it's going to hurt like hell. But I gotta let him decide, let's not think of this, tomorrow I'm going to Felix's house to help him out with this stuff. I almost forgot I haven't eaten yet, let me text Felix first.

J: hey I'm going down to get food, what do you wanna eat?
C: I don't really know though, make our food the same
J: Sure, I'll go now.

I opened my phone and saw a message from Felix, I opened my inbox to see read what he sent. "The stalker knows what time I go home, it's getting really creepier now". My heart raised, I called him on his phone immediately. He isn't picking his phone up, I'm getting more worried, what if something happened. I rushed down stairs and went through the door.

CM: Where are you going it's already late?
C: Felix, I'm going to Felix's house
CM: No, do you wanna get caught outside? try to leave and I'm grounding you.
C: but-
CM: No buts, get back in your room.

I quickly went back up stairs and check my phone. "Is everything alright?" Jared asked. "No, Felix's stalker is getting more creepier, he know what time he goes home, I tried calling Felix several times but he isn't answering". "Calm down, calm down alright. Felix is smart, he would deal with this strategically, you know him right?" He replied, "But Felix he-", "Do you trust him?" he exclaimed then I replied "Yes of course I do", "Good" *Message tone pings* "Speak of the devil, go and check it"

I opened my phone, it's a relief Felix texted me again. "Come over my house tomorrow, if you're not busy I need your help" 

J: What'd he say?
C: He wants me to come over he said h needs help.
J: Good, do you want me to come?
C: You know Felix, he's not really good with new people.
J: Right, but in case you need extra help you can call me over alright?
C: Sure, thanks Jared.
J: My pleasure.

We spent the night chatting, playing video games and a lot more, I wish I could do this with Felix too, maybe one day, I get to be with him.

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