Okay so I talked to my family about my concerns, and they insist I continue learning code, but they'll support me no matter my choice. That said I decided to continue learning to code and write in my spare time. Once I finish book 2 I'll release chapters twice a week but until then you will only see chapters I've completed on patreon. I already finished chapter one and it's up on patreon still working on chapter 2 that said, don't expect new chapters on even patreon soon. I've had a bladder infection on and off for the past few months since I think late summer. It's drained me to the point that even when conserving energy I can barely stay up for 12 hours and get sleepy once I've been up for 8 hours. Now that said I have taken antibiotics um... 4 times? er.. rounds... ya 4 rounds.

Although it seems to weaken the infection, reduced symptoms persist afterwards and by the time i get a new round of antibiotics in my the symptoms have already gotten stronger. The symptoms aren't as bad as in the begining but my energy is not good, as described. I talked with a doctor over the phone describing my current symptoms and even after explain my hypothesis and situation with the antibiotics , she completely disregarded my opinion and said she doesn't think it's a bladder infection, she's not giving me more antibiotics and to see my primary doctor or a specialist. Which frustrates because  doctors always do that and while I know I am not a doctor, I feel like I should at least have my opinion considered. After all I'm the one sick here.

So that all said with my energies as they are now I won't be working more on book 2 till I'm better. So while You can subscribe to my patreon I wouldn't advise it.

That said even though I have decided to pursue coding I often do feel torn between two paths. These days I feel hopeless about the future because of my lack of strong progress. That said I've learned a lot and won't be studying code or working of writing until I've recovered.

I'm sorry if I've disappointed or upset you, but my health is important and I'm not about to pass out at my computer.

I hope everyone is doing well and survives the pandemic.

Here's to hoping my home America doesn't have a 2nd civil war.

I better not get drafted, I'll probably die in basic training if do.

Have a good one and good luck.

P.S. I am a man so bladder infections are uncommon for my gender but I have had one before when I was younger. Also if your worried if I caught it via something sexual, don't because I am a virgin who is abstaining for s*x. Also earlier in my sickness I was diagnosed with a bladder infection so if the whole phone doctor thing confused you well there you go. There was one more thing I wanted to put here, but I forgot what it was. Bye!