There a brutal murder and suicide involved in this chapter. If you are not good with that kind of thing, you can skip immediately to chapter 1
Life is like a leaf carried by a wave. You won't know where the waves will take you. Only hard work and patience can help you control the direction of your goals. If you just stay put, the waves will take you to places you don't know about, whether it is misery or success. These waves are destiny. This is my belief in what life is.
Well, enough getting philosophical. Hello there, my name is Ari. I was born as a rich second generation. Full fledge an arrogant man. Yeah, I admit I am arrogant, and I look down on others. All my friends love me, and they are slaves to my money. I have no worries in the world. Even if I didn't study well and laze around in school, I would eventually inherit my father's business.
That's what I always thought until one day. My father offends someone from above. My father's business declares bankruptcy. All his assets were liquidated, and his savings were all used up. Suddenly, my family turned into ruin and fell into poverty.
I can't get used to it. All my 'friends' avoid me. They act like they don't know who I am. Fortunately, I still have some loyal friends. But they can't help me at all. They had their own problem. I understand why my mother's temper turns worse. She always scolded me and even beat me up with a broomstick. I just bear it. What can I do to complain?. The one at fault is me from the beginning. All I do is laze around and do nothing. I didn't even have a job. My mother keeps urging me to find a job. So I did, but I don't have the qualifications to get the desired job. I regret not taking school seriously. So all I can find is an odd job and heavy lifting. Of course, I couldn't bear it and quit the second day. Eventually, I found another job at the port warehouse. But this job is more torture than the last one. Not only do I have to lift a heavy box full of fish, but I also have to do it inside a container with a temperature below freezing. The management didn't even provide us with proper equipment for the job environment. Only one day working at the port, I immediately had a heavy fever and was sick for the next seven days. They fired me on the second day. They didn't even give me the promised hourly salary.
My mother then continually scolded me for my uselessness. Suppose you ask what my father is doing. He just lazes around all day, just like me. Where our income comes from, you ask?. It is from my mother doing all kinds of jobs. My mother grew up in poverty and later married my father. She's not an arrogant lady and is always humble, and doesn't flaunt her wealth. She is always gentle and kind and reminds me not to be arrogant for being rich and studying well. And yet, did I listen to her?. Of course not; I am a piece of shit and deserve to be beaten. Now we fall into poverty, and all our income comes from her. It is only natural for her temper to change. Sometimes I am glad to be beaten by her. Which sometimes worries me. Am I masochistic?.
One day, a pandemic hit, and work is much more difficult to come by. My mother's temper becomes worse and worse. She sometimes fights with my father. And then, one day, I saw it with my own eye. She killed my father. She stabbed him with a knife over and over. I just see her brutality in silence. I don't know how to react. And then she approaches me. I don't feel any fear. I know what is going to happen. And yet I didn't run away. I am also already tired of this life. I have already considered suicide countless times. But always dismiss the thought. I am afraid my mother will lose her reason if I do. But it seems that doesn't matter. She still loses her sense. When she approaches me, I only smile at her. She slowly stabbed me in the chest and said.
"Don't forgive me for this."
I smiled and said.
"You don't do anything wrong mother... I understand it well. I deserve this. "
Yes... I deserve this end. A garbage man like me deserves this tragic end. My mother then burst into crying.
"Why you always!!... If you understand you should... " She chokes at her own word and then continues. " Forget it, I hope you repent on your next life. Don't do the same mistake. I only ho... "
My consciousness slowly fade. I couldn't hear what my mother said. The last thing I see is my mother, who stabs her own throat. Then everything becomes black.
One day, a pandemic hit, and work is much more difficult to come by.
wait did this chapt release before covid or during covid? if not then the author is a damn prophet
I am not a prophet, this is released when the pandemic first hit.
thought i wish I were...
@Askun I see you are trying to cover up but it’s of no use. Mad Scientist-dono will get you
That made me tear up so good job 🥲
Thank you for reading!!.
If there's going to be a ton of angst in this story, I want to know now.
Thank you for reading.
hmmm... well. I say, this is quite balance story.
this is just a soft spoiler so i am gonna lable it as such.
I am Curently writing the climax that revolving about MC past live. Act one climax, not the story as a whole.
Interesting
Thank you for this chapter!
Do aria and Irana get together? If not who does the MC get together with? Male or Female?
I might have to label it as a spoiler... but is not really spoiler.
I never have consider Aria to develop any some sort of relationship in this story [note: in this story]. I might imply she is a lily, but that's now the case. I mean... she is Bisexual... yeah...
As for Aria and Irana Relationship. Real spoiler.
The both always reincarnated in the same world as best friend, close relative, sibling or even child and parents. I never consider both of them as a lovers more so as traveling companion. But if you ask me will the two of them be together. I say no... their bond is more like a sibling than a lovers. But who know, i might change it later.
@Askun hey, I noticed you added a 'Girls Love Subplot' tag so will aria and Irana get together? Also will this be a harem?
@Liber8T Is a subplot, so is the side character rather than the main character.
@Askun awww so no Yuri mc?
And also other author use that tag for the mc too.
@Liber8T That's weird... is obviosly say subplot. And there a main Tag for girls love entirely. Unless they have the main girls love tag, having Girls Love subplot to represent the MC is a bit weird IMO.
@Askun no it's more likely they place that when the romance between fmc and female love interest is NOT the main focus... So the mc will not have a girlfriend?
@Liber8T All I can say is that Aria will not have a romantic type of relationship.
@Askun sad I like yuri
@aikuru13 me 2