I felt scared 

I experienced the coldest chill run down my spine 

I felt the cool sweat  running down my face

I felt as if 

The dark shadows around were creeping closer to me

They seemed to be reaching out their hand to grab me  

I didn't want to be here I wanted to run 

once again in my short life I was helpless

this seemed to be the norm of my life

weak and helpless 

I felt the atmosphere change as if the people around just now noticed one of them was dead 

with a three-foot spear protruding from her back t

There was something in the air

Something that I can't put a finger on 

something that didn't feel right 

I tried to get up and find the woman who was this boy's mother in my dream 

but once I found myself unable to move 

fuck this dream or whatever this was 

my gaze never left the foot of the altar

where moments ago stood the terrifying

 goddess with black gem eyes sprouting something at me

now just in a blink 

 Poof, she was gone 

Replacing her was the man who was scaring the carp out of me 

Pollux stood there with his predatory smile starting right at me 

I had no doubt it was at me he was  smiling so viciously

I could see the evil glint in his eyes

then Pollux began to walk sideways away

 from the statue never breaking his  sinister smile

his evil grin grew wider until it almost reached his ears  

his gaze never breaking eye contact with me 

ll the while I like a fool just lay there on the floor staring at him in unexplainable horror and fear for no reason

I had no idea why I was so scared

when Pollux was quite a distance away from the state he stopped and  turned his head away from me breaking our intense eye contact 

then he joined his hands as if he was praying 

he closed his eyes and bowed his head slightly 

I saw another  very bizarre scene 

a blood-red aura began to engulf him from head to toe

there was also another red glow surrounding him and around the place where his feet was planted

it became darker and darker

the darkness began to swallow the area around him

I couldn't breathe

My chest tightened and tightened

tears were welling up in my eyes but I couldn't stop them from pouring out

I started hyperventilating

all I ever wanted was to live a normal life

and murder some assholes not be stuck in a horrifying nightmare 

suffering a fate worse than death

the feeling of pure terror overtook my body I screamed trying to scream

my throat raw

I didn't care how loud I screamed I just wanted out

"POLLUX!" I cried and shouted his name desperately 

but it was all in my mind 

I wanted out I needed to be free

but no sound came from my mouth

the darkness around Pollux kept on growing

 flooding   the white marble floor in a perfect circle until  it was completely covering a good portion of the floor 

weren't the people all around me going to do anything 

weren't they going to arrest this man for killing one of their own 

mercifully my head began to move and look around 

I was petrified 

there were black clocked men were standing everywhere holding a black red square box emitting the same blood-red glow from them 

all the people around me  were looking at them with a terrified expressions

good

they had a similar reaction as I did

then I wasn't the only one who could see them

not understanding why they were not reacting the way I hoped 

the looked as if they were they began to panic

so why weren't they doing something

if they were panicking couldn't some do something at the very least they could run away from here but

I looked closely at everyone and soon realized

 

the crowd wasn't moving I mean at all no breathing no eye lashing no nothing

they  stood there as if turned to stone unmoving with the terrified expression plastered on their face 

"WILL SOMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!" I screamed in a desperate tone in my childish voice 

the boy actually spoke 

good maybe I could get some answers 

I was beyond scared and confused

but

no one responded to my outburst no one spoke a word no one even moved an inch

what was happening I asked myself over and over again 

I was losing my mind

I wanted to shout the question again hoping to get an answer this time around 

but once again no voice came from my mouth 

I felt my head turn and Pollux was once again in my vision 

I was surprised 

right in front of me where moments ago there was nothing 

stood a massive horrifying black statue of a bald faceless man with 12 arms protruding from his body from his back like wings of an angle 

and he was surrounded by a very large demonic red glow

His face like the faceless men had no eyes   his mouth had no mouth 

his ears were like the faceless man's ears 

his torso, arms, and legs  all had no joints 

where you look at him it seems like he was floating 

it looked as if his legs were sprouting from his torso as if he was becoming a creature from the abyss 

Every single one of the 12 hands of the state held a different object 

one held a spear 

one held a burning torch 

one held a cage

 another a red dagger

 one held a ball that was half-filled with water

 one held a huge scythe

 one held a sword 

two held different colour gems

 one held a hoe 

and one held a helmet 

while another held a head of a creature I had never seen such a terrifying sight

The statue looked alive somehow 

Pollux suddenly let out a shrill scream of pure terror                                                             

the man's shoulders became wide and six illusionary red arms appeared protruding from his back

time stopped

when suddenly he opened his hand in the direction of the statue 

Poof his hand burst into a black hole 

The ground where the man stood started to quake as the black hole in his hand grew larger 

And

out flew a black gem from the hole

He grabbed it with his other hand 

the gem in his hand began to glow in a dark blood-red colour.

The Blackhole disappeared leaving a bleeding gushing hand that was healing rather quickly

He then got back on his knees as if praying and repenting 

My attention went back to the statue 

the black statue was so black it looked like liquid darkness was flowing under its skin

A heard a shout before I could figure out some more details 

I looked at Pollux

He was standing up with the blood-red aura dancing around him sticking to him like a bubble of hot tar

he began to growl as he looked at the statue  the statue's head was engulfed in darkness

pollux's aura burned brighter as he growled louder 

The next thing I knew  the man was looking back at me 

I watched as Pollux raised his arm and pointed his spear at me

when the fuck did he get a spear 

the spear was the same charcoal deep dark black as the statue

I felt like I was being ripped apart inside I wanted to scream

I wanted to get help 

help! I screamed

someone, please  help me I needed to run but

 I felt paralyzed in my place

my mind was blank I had no control over my body

The Pollux began to speak it wasn't the same

 the voice that I had come to know and associate with Pollux

The soft yet hard voice that belonged to Pollux 

This voice was deep 

 almost a metallic voice 

"oh no," I thought to myself

This was not the same Pollux I knew 

I tried to stand up but felt as if someone was pushing me down again 

"By the will of the true light, I come before you"

"To bless you to soothe you to help you"

Pollux was shouting at the top of his voice 

Making me deeply uncomfortable 

"Open your hearts lost souls as the light has been brought to you"

"Let the grace of the light shower upon the unworthy"

"So they might see the true path of light"

"The light always preserves the honour of the worthy"

"Light has fought darkness for our sake from the beginning of time" 

Then Pollux rose up into the air the 

Held the spear in one hand while the other held the gem 

Any damage to his hand had disappeared 

"Brothers and sister I bring you the light"

"For you have forsaken it"

"We are the children of light"

"The messenger of death cannot touch us for we are the children of light"

He was interrupted before he could go on about his weird speech 

"Sterculius what are you doing?"

It was the same melodious intoxicating voice of my mother 

The woman in question also rose up in the air she was still naked not bothering to put on a robe or something 

She flew or rather floated toward Sterculius 

The man began to laugh maniacally at the sight 

"You fool of a woman can't you tell?"

My mother had no expression before sterculius spoke she was calm cool and collected 

But now her face turned dark and ugly from anger 

She looked at Sterculius with disgust  "I don't care about any of you Sterculius you and your group has been a nuisance in the order for a long time, so if you want to lose your head keep talking like this"

Sterculius skilled even more happily at her comment 

"High priest of Karana I the high priest of light in the name of Sobroe challenge you for leadership of the order"

My mother froze for a second 

"Sterculius have you renounced the will of Karana," she asked shock evident in her shaky voice 

The man in question just smiled seemingly pleased with himself 

"Karana is not a kind master nor is she my deity anymore"

"So I don't fear you woman"

 " I only came to this dammed place with my fellow members to fulfill my free will"

he said like a schoolboy trying to score marks 

"We only came here to seek our true place in this world"

My mother was shaking with anger now 

"You have gone mad," she said with gritted teeth her hands now clenched into fists 

"Hahaha, you foolish priestess"

"Doesn't our beloved doctrine say as there those above there those who are below and none shall claim superiority"

"You of all of us have gone mad," she said

My mother didn't raise her voice  I knew she was close to the breaking point   " the doctrine can't be violated"

"I am not violating the doctrine" sterculius shouted in anger 

"I am following the doctrine just a little differently"

"You and your people have used the doctrine to suppress us for so long"

"Tell us, priestess, where is it written in our beloved doctrine that my people have to live like cattle"

"Where is it written that we have to be miserable and wretched ?"

He said shouting  "we aren't allowed even the most common basic decency"

"Our sick are not allowed even the least comfort"

"We have no right to love as humans do, we are stripped of our right to love"

"And of course we cannot exist in any kind of respect or freedom"

"We are treated like pets our women taken from our homes to pleasure your people our children serve as slaves in your home and our men fight your wars"

"We do all that yet we aren't allowed even basic decency and decency is the most basic and most basic of all the tenants of your doctrine"

"Go ahead and tell me where it is written"

"You tell me this just because your people say we are below you, then we are?"

"Do you even know what you are talking about?"

she was angered more and more now her face getting harder with anger

"What are you talking about!"

" Are you so blind priestess to the cruelty of your people?"

My mother didn't answer 

"As there are gods above there are gods below what was up now shall be down"

Sterculius shouted with anger and rage I was too familiar with 

I began to have the distinct impression that I was having a conversation with an insane person, but yet he was speaking quite lucidly 

But from what I could understand I wasn't seeing the whole picture 

She paused for a second to let her anger catch up with her  "You are wrong about all of that, we do not..........

"shut up" sterculius shouted 

He raised his hand holding the gem 

"No longer shall we be the people down below for we are superior"

The gem rose from his hand and began to spin turning white 

My mother backed away in a second. Putting on a fighting stance 

" let the children of light be blessed in your grace" 

Sterculius began to shout 

"For these self-willed lost souls have no faith, no grace and no light in their life"

"They are filled with greed, self-interest, pride, cruelty and lust"

"Purge them of their sins"

"Let the light shine brightly in darkness"

Then together as one the faceless men in black robes and Sterculius shouted 

"Let there be light"

The faceless men in black robes got down on their knees and began chanting in a strange yet familiar language 

I could have sworn I had heard it before somewhere but I couldn't tell from where 

The gem doing above sterculius head began to shine brightly emitting such a strong light that I was completely blinded 

Soon the blinding bright light devoured everything in my vision 

I felt a wave of heat engulf me soon my I felt    intense pain and being dragged away  I thought I was going to die soon 

A strange smell of burning charcoal attacked my nostrils 

But soon I felt a cool sensation rise up from my legs to the rest of my body elevating the pain 

I soon relaxed even though it lasted only a few seconds I understood something I was being burnt alive 

Soon the pain stopped and I opened my eyes

What I saw can only be described as horrifying 

Everyone had been burnt to death

 there were only bones and ashes left 

Slowly I raised my head and saw Sterculius now turned into a red coloured version of the monster statue 

"What have you done?" My mother shrieked 

"What have I done?" He asked

"Insanity" she was weeping with her face turned towards the molten stone now all red 

"The same thing you did with her child?" 

Sterculius asked with hatred in his voice.

My mother looked confused years were running freely from her face along with snot and blood

"What are you talking about your monster?"

"You killed My child and everyone else including your kin and race "

The man turned monster just laughed

"What of her child?"

"What child what are you talking bout you mad man" she shrieked 

"The child of your beloved husband"

My mother froze up 

"Yes, now you remember the woman whom you had killed"

" my sweet wife "

Now his voice had lost the deep metallic tone it had in the beginning but turned soft and tender 

"She violated the doctrine she copulated with the high race"

My mother said to my shock 

"She was raped" the monster screamed

"He raped her he was supposed to punish not my wife and certainly not her child"

My mother was shaking 

She gave a weak smile

She had stopped crying 

Then she straightened her back

"You have violated our sacred doctrine sterculius we are the people of love and compassion you have forsaken the path of Karana"

The monster flicked his spear and pointed it at her 

"Where was your love when you sentenced her to death by ripping where was your compassion when burnt her child alive "

"You people were the spawn of darkness who did nothing but indulge themselves in debauchery"

My mother did not answer just shook her head 

"You will pay for your crimes "

Monster tilled his head amused 

"Oh, will I now?"

My mother closed her eyes and a pink fog came to her

She seemed to be dazed 

But soon she opened her eyes again

"I have a gift for you sterculius" she said

A bright golden laughing buddha appeared behind her 

The monster backed away raising his spear 

"The gift of death," she said as she charged towards him 

The red aura around the monster also flared and he too charged my mother 

They seemed to be a dance of knives and swords 

I watched with horror as the monster of a man and my mother clashed 

Pink and red colours sparked 

In my perception all, I could see was my mother and monster would clash then back away then clash again 

It seemed as if I was watching firework 

I had thought that as soon I began to cultivate I would never feel hopeless defences and scared 

But here I was once again in the very same place 

The fireworks continued each clash causing a shock wave strong enough to push me around 

The waves had already destroyed what little bones were left completely earning any trace of the people that were here moments ago 

My mother backed away once and instead of clashing again she began to chant 

"My soul is shackled"

"The key is my mind"

"Through peace, I will gain enlightenment"

"Through enlightenment, I will free my will"

"My will shall awaken my mind"

" and my mind shall break my shackles"

" allowing my soul to break free from this prison"

" allowing my will to rule my soul giving me control over my desires and emotions "

Then the translucent buddha behind became real and saw a golden beam of light like a laser launch toward the monster 

The monster desperately dogged the ray of golden light 

"I will kill you"  my mother shouted 

The monster while dancing in mid-air avoiding the ray of golden light began to chant to 

It was the same way the faceless men were chanting the same strange and familiar language 

It sounded like chirping insects 

Soon the tell hands behind sterculius detached from his back and transformed into 

6 blood-red dragons pounced toward my mother 

She dodged the first three dragons  but the fourth was too close for her 

It clawed her arm the sickening crunch reverberated across the forest 

"My soul is shackled," she said  as she crouched

And the golden beam of light hit the 5 and 6th dragons it slowed them down but did not kill them 

My heart was pending madly 

While my mother was busy dealing with. The dragons 

Sterculius stood in mid-air watching the scene with a smirk on his face 

I saw another dragon bite at My mother's leg and she continued to dodge          

She looked behind herself  and one by one the dragon's were falling to the ground dead 

Without me noticing she had at some point taken out a white silver axe that pierced through the dragon skin like a hot knife going through butter

Then sterculius also flew towards her attacking with his spear along with 4 reaming dragons 

My mother opened up her palm and a pink lotus sprouted and devoured another dragon soon the 4 dragons became 3 and before long the whole dragon group were pouncing on my mother desperately 

Sterculius  thrust his spear when she was distracted and pierced her stomach 

"No!" I shouted in my brain 

My mother backed away as the buddha appeared in front of her taking the brunt of the attacks 

As soon she got a little distance between her and sterculius and the dragons

She made a hand symbol and began to chant                            

Soon a massive bronze bell appeared behind 

She used her axe like a baseball bat and hit the bell toward the groups of dragons Sterculius and the buddha 

The bronze bell fell on them and crushed and decapitated the dragons 

Somehow sterculius escaped and was running away 

She jumped backwards and shot a blast of energy at sterculius

She made another hand sign the bell flew toward the man as he was distracted by the earlier attack the bell easily caught him off-guard 

Sterculius was backing away with the buddha and heard a faint shriek come from my mother's lips 

His eyes widened with fear 

He turned around and ran toward my mother 

He drew out the spear  and parried my mother's attack with an axe

As he backed way the bell came out of nowhere and fell on him 

There was an eerie silence after that 

Then a blood-curdling scream that was trapped within the bell echoed out in pain and rage 

All the dragons that were crushed during the attack began to appear attacking the bell but to no avail 

Soon they too disappeared and silence once again returned

The bell began to shrink from a size of a bus to the size of a bike 

Suddenly I felt the warm embrace of my mother who was hugging me tightly 

I turned to look at her my body back in my control 

"Thank the goddess you are alive"

I looked at her she was not in good condition 

Her left hand was missing along with her right eye and  her right ear

There were cuts and buses all over her body 

Her hair was tangled and torn but she was still breathing 

considering the big hole in her stomach 

I tried to speak but she put a finger on my lips

"Be quiet my son and listen I don't have long"

"I don't want to see you go through the same nightmare I went so you will leave this place and forget all about it"

She used her mouth to remove a silver finger groom her hands and shoved it in my hands

I looked at it 

Holy shit it was the same ring 

The ring that formally belonged to Granny Yu

I felt tears forming in my eyes 

She began stroking my hair

"You must run my son otherwise your father will find you"

As she spoke she began to cough up blood 

"I will give you everything you need to survive"

"I am dying child so listen well there will be no life without inner peace and there will be no peace with love and compassion"

Before I could say or do Anything she place her index finger on my forehead 

Then I felt a great intense pain in my head 

I looked toward my mother to ask her what happened  but she was no longer there

"Oh  you are in trouble again child," said a very angry voice

I turned toward the voice and saw a young boy standing in front of me wearing a strange black robe

"You should come quickly the heart waits for you"

Then charged at me hitting me square then face I saw a blinding light. I felt a searing burning sensation in my eyes and face.

And when I opened my eyes 

I saw the concerned face of sam the ghost 

"took you long enough to wake up I thought you were dead" 

What the fuck was happening to me