One day...

I was stressed because of a problem in my dorm.

I did wonder, was what I had did okay or not?   

To make it clear, It was about a public toilet in my dorm.

A junior ever asked me, 

" Hey senpai, is it okay to do ritual ablution here?  "

He meant at a crane right on the toilet terrace. 

And the ritual was just a kind of cleaning your self before going to pray.

It was one of a few  a 'must' ritual to do in my religion.

" I am sure, it's fine "

" Isn't there dirty? "

" If it is, then, just how dirty would our dorm be? Then, There would be no proper place to pray anymore. "

" Hmmm... "

" Just looked at our holy-teacher, he do pray at this dorm with us in daily. If what are you afraid of true, our teacher will not pray at this dorm from the start. "

" Ah... I see. That's understandable. Thanks senpai! "

A day after...

There was a accident that changed my point of view. 

I saw with my own eyes how other people didn't care about cleaness of toilet terrace.

It's hard to explain, but the only thing ya need to know that I began to asked my self  the same question infmgot from my junior yesterday

' is it okay? '

I was stressed by that...

When I went home, I asked my father about that.

He told me to just pray outside instead of praying on the form of I was really disturbed by this. 

I was not satisfied with the answer I got.

So I was trully thinking hard about that until I fallen a sleep.

When I wake up, my mouth saying by it self using the holy-language I didn't understand of.

' Gufron, kalimaturrabbi '

I was stunned...

I didn't know what it meant at all...

But I do know that it was a holy-language. 

So I did make a status on my Whatapp so that I won't forget it.

I went to my dorm that day.

As soon as I meet my spiritual teacher, I asked directly, 

" it means, 'Forgiveness is a sentence from my God' "

Then my teacher explained.

' The God was the most mercifull. He would forgive it because it was too hard to watch after and most people didn't think much about that. 

The Most important thing is that you have tried to  keep the cleaness for yourself so far.

That enough reason for the God to give you a forgiveness about any little mistake about that which are hard to be avoided "

I was really satisfied about the answer because I began to understand  the reason of it.

Several days after...

I had just awared that there was really a sentence of 'Gufron, kalimaturabbi ' in the holy book I read.

I was speechless...

From that time, I love to sing  that words repeatly. 

' Forgiveness, Is the sentence from my God '

' Forgiveness, Is the answer from my God '

' Forgiveness, Is the sentence from my God '

' Forgiveness, Is the answer from my God '

' Forgiveness, Is the sentence from my God '

' Forgiveness, Is the answer from my God '