I had explain to my mother why I was carrying six swords that is how it of went

but I didn’t have to because apparently elder had told her beforehand it surprised me how far he planned ahead after one fight and how my mother was okay with it

———————————————————————A week later

I had gotten used to the bokken quite easily despite it not having a cross guard but. I could not see that moment I had when training repeatedly 

2 weeks later

The Moment Happened again I can’t seem to grasp why it happens is

5 weeks later

I now know why after asking elder to train with me he had taken me camping in the wilderness

It was at when I was focused and calm while fishing for food catching fish with my hands That I understood to make a future were one could not escape to create that possibility