Nobody spoke much, beyond assuring each other that nobody had been seriously wounded. As the chimeras burned, I healed some scratches on the two while they sat on their rumps trying to catch their breath. Both of them shuddered when I cast the magic, but they were too worn out to protest much.
When I was done, I made Bruna lay down and sleep again. While I was doing so, I also apologized for the magic I used on her to make her duck, but she waved it off.
Ceria faced me once her sister was snoring and said, "Lady, you said you're carrying a charm to keep a blood slave sane or something?"
I nodded. "In case what happened with that healer happens again, I have a bracelet with me that is similar to the one your sister is wearing. In Orestania, blood slaves are required by law to wear an anti-slavery charm."
She pursed her lips, then noted, "And I guess that bracelet that Bruna is wearing was meant for yourself."
"Yes."
"I wondered why you happened to be carrying such a thing."
"I had wondered what I was going to say if either of you asked. I guess I would have had to tell you the truth about myself. But you never asked."
After another long silence, she tipped her head. "Does the fact that you were carrying the blood slave bracelet mean that you were expecting to do it to one of us?"
"No, it means that I was afraid that I might. I have already made a mistake once. I needed to have an anti-slavery bracelet with me, in case I did it again. New blood slaves experience a sort of delirium that would be very dangerous in a place like this."
She raised her knees and wrapped them with her arms, growing a distant look. Then said, "You didn't answer the question I asked about our chances. Not really."
I thought about it, and nodded. "Our chances of getting to the surface if we do nothing are terrible. Frankly, I don't expect that we all make it. Think about trying to protect Bruna while bringing her in her current condition. I figure at least one of you two would die. And if we face another attack like this last one..."
I didn't finish the thought. Ceria dropped her head, but didn't respond.
"If Bruna feeds on you..." I began, then wondered. "Does she talk about it that way?"
Ceria gave a giggle. "I suppose you could say that. She calls it 'having a snack'."
I stared at her, slightly slack-jawed, then shook my head.
She giggled again. "I guess she's trying to make it sound less monster-like."
With a nod, I said, "I can understand that."
What had just come to mind was me telling a prostitute that I want to have a 'sip of her wine.'
"Well," I resumed, "With Bruna in good shape, if we only face ordinary low level monsters I think we probably make it. But if we face anything like the last attack, then forget it. I figure I can survive, but... maybe both of you die."
"Even though we survived the last attack pretty well?"
"I caught her off-guard. If you were listening, you know I faced the same demon in the past. I survived before because a powerful ally caught her off-guard while she was fighting me. I survived this one because she didn't expect my enchanted bolt. But the bolt I used on that chimera was my last one. I only have regular ones left. To beat her again, I need to pull out another surprise, and I don't think I have another surprise for her."
She was silent, so I added, "And all of this assumes I can make it out without needing mana. Or that I can feed on you as well. If I do, we'll have to wait here longer, though. You'll need to recover."
"But if you make me... if you use that slave thing, you get mana plus more skills and our chances get way better."
"It's not just me," I answered. "Yes, it will let me use your magic with much higher power than you are capable of right now. But you also get a big power up, because you tap into my magic capacity. You channel additional mana through me. You also get higher power."
One's magic capacity is a combination of the volume of pneuma one has and the efficiency with which one uses it to draw mana. My capacity takes after Mother, and hers is astronomical. It is impossible for me to run out of pneuma before magic depletes my stable mana. But, it seemed like when Melione drew mana through me, it didn't deplete my stable mana. She kept drawing and drawing, until her own pneuma became exhausted, but by drawing extra through me, she received much more mana for the same amount of pneuma.
No, I hadn't figured out entirely what was going on, but my best guess was, somehow she was using her own pneuma to draw mana, but using my efficiency, my 'extremely high potential', rather than her own. And I was betting that Ceria would get the same benefit.
If Ceria could fire magic strikes and power barriers at my strength, she would become more powerful than Arken. She could keep Bruna absolutely safe.
After another long pause, then she asked, "It really doesn't matter than I'm not a virgin?"
I looked at her with some disbelief. She was referring to old folklore that a modern Orestanian really should know is nonsense. "Ceria, I already told you that I normally pay courtesans for blood, didn't I?"
"Oh. That's right." She gave a light laugh.
Not many virgin courtesans out there, you know?
Then, her next question. "Is it really like having sex?"
Instant deep crimson blush. On me, I mean. Tiana's sensibilities had serious trouble with this subject, and took over again. "I... um... have no experience with... that manner of embrace, so..."
Ceria smirked and her voice shook. "'That manner of (snort) embrace (giggle)'..."
"Ceria, please don't laugh at me..." I begged. "I'm only fifteen. Do you really think..."
She stared at me, then shook her head. "Well, that's true. I didn't do it until Bruna started. I guess I was seventeen. Or maybe I was still sixteen."
I did the math and became astonished. "Bruna started that young?"
"Well, Mom had a lot of trouble affording those magic things she was buying for her. So we started sneaking away from home and selling it. Bruna didn't want me to go with her, but I insisted if she had to do it, then Big Sister would do it too."
With the exception of vampires, mana feeders can use tools loaded with mortal mana instead of feeding. But such items are expensive, and must be recharged often. A single mother probably would have trouble affording them.
It hit me that this meant Bruna had been able to find perverts who would pay for sex with a twelve or thirteen-year-old. I felt disgusted.
After enjoying watching my reaction, Ceria said, "Mom beat us black and blue when she finally learned what we were doing, but then she made us go adventuring with her to earn money for mana charges instead. That's how we got started."
Although I knew Huade was a brutal world for young people, this was really disturbing to me. But at fourteen years old when she joined our party, Melione had already been a veteran adventurer. Her first expedition had been at Lute's age, a mere ten years old. It was hard to hear about the lives of people who hadn't had Tiana's privileged life. Now I was hearing that these two girls had both worked as prostitutes...
Wanting to change the subject, I decided to answer the original question as best as I could. "The courtesans tell me it's quite not the same, but it feels just as good."
The vampire magic did simulate sexual pleasure for the one being fed upon. Tiana had even caused her donors to climax before. It had alarmed her so much the first time a donor had one that she apologized profusely, which had elicited a long bout of laughter from the girl.
"What about for you?"
"I don't know what sex is like," I said, coloring again.
"Come on. You've done it to yourself, haven't you?"
I blushed deeper, and dodged the question. "For me, it isn't like sex. It's like I'm enjoying the world's most delicious food. It's an incredibly satisfying meal."
She smirked again. "So I look tasty to you?"
The blush wasn't going away any time soon. I admitted, "You look very tasty."
My answer put a blush on her cheek too. She looked away and planted her head on her knees, then admitted something that shocked me. "I already made up my decision during the fight, Lady. I'm just delaying the inevitable here. Is there something you can do to help me get started?"
"To help you?"
"Do you kiss me first, or something?"
I wasn't sure how to answer. Tiana had never initiated a kiss with those she fed on. A few of the prostitutes had kissed her, but she always stopped them before it continued very long.
Without an answer from me, she continued, "Should I offer myself to you, or tell you to take me or something?"
I winced. "Ceria, I'm not going to have sex with you. I'm going to feed on you."
We had both accepted what we were going to be doing, by that point.
"Are you ready to do it now?" I asked.
She pursed her lips, then nodded. "But to tell you the truth, I'm terrified at the moment. Use your vampire power on me or something."
"First I want to hear you clearly state it, so I know I'm not making any mistake. Are you only offering to feed me, or are you offering to become my blood slave?"
With a huff, she twisted her mouth, then said, "I'm taking your power up, Lady. Bruna and I almost lost to that chimera. I need more power. My conditions are that you give me that bracelet and that you help me protect my sister. In return, I'll be your blood slave. Is that good enough?"
I nodded, then drew in a deep breath, hating myself for not seeing another way. I hadn't told her, but as a four-attribute mage, Ceria had a high charm resistance. I would have to force the enslavement with a harder dose of magic and a longer than normal feeding.
After insuring that I had the blood slave's bracelet within reach and ready to use, I looked into her eyes, gave her the heaviest charm I had ever projected and spoke my Command.
"Ceria, submit to me."
Thanks for the chapter.
needed to have a anti-slavery bracelet
have an anti-slavery
well spotted. Thank you.
For someone that's so against making a blood slave she's advocating for it pretty badly. I know it's an important plot point to get her OP, but that's pretty shitty of her. All she needed to do was to suck a little of her blood throughout the journey. It's already explained that those with strong inner mana won't succumb as quickly. Then Bruna does a little quickie and the two protect her while she recovers. And voila, go home.
Would you seriously want to have s*x with your sibling?
I feel like there's a lot missing in this example. I think, It's because their practically surrounded underground, facing strong and prePared opponents this time, that a power up is needed. Purification won't be that effective anymore.
@Petrichor Would you choose having s*x with your sister or keeping your freedom? Because as a blood slave killing that same sister while she sleeps or even smiling and disemboweling yourself while having s*x with that sister will be something you gladly do as long as your Master tells you too. It's not a small thing that she's asking her to do.
@Reader1 seeing as the MC already protected them till now, I would choose the slavery which can be circumvented with the arm ring, yes.
@markos Purification is still highly effective, the only issue is whether her miasma goes out of control. You're right in saying that she's against powerful opponents but that was only known for certain in this chapter, when the Asura came back. My problem is that before they were in complete sh*t city, she was already advocating for blood slavery as the first option, instead of also asking for a recharge of blood.
@Petrichor What guarantee do you have that she will give you the arm ring? How can you trust this strange, powerful, half vampire fairy knight that brought you down deep into the dungeons knowing that one of your only chances of getting back out would be to enslave yourself to her? It's a matter of trust and morality. People have pretended to be nice for less benefits.
I have to agree with @markos, I feel that you're stripping a LOT out to make this argument. The fact that they are all facing death at this moment is a BIG one. the other biggie is that it would save the girls from having to resort to incest. While it might be a fetish to some, to these two sisters, it seems that it's NOT something that they would enjoy doing and that it literally is a last resort. Putting those two things together and ignoring everything else, that pretty much makes a case for die with pride, live with immense guilt and live with a smaller amount of guilt. No matter how you slice this, it's not an easy choice, but a regular person would chose the lesser evil that allows for survival.
@Reader1 I don't really see it that way . . . but in the end it's the authors desicion . . .
@Reader1 Uh, than it ismy fault for being cocky in the first place?
@Reader1 They have about as much a guarantee that she'll give the arm ring as they will all make it out of there alive. At this point, all you can do is prepare for the worst and hope for the best. Also, as far as trust and morality, you're placing YOUR morality into the character. At this point you're straw manning when we already know the base for T's personality. She's already given one arm band away at this point and the girls both still have the option to say no. But to answer your question, if she REALLY wanted to be sure, she could simply ask for the arm band in advance. Side note, T's also being tracked by her mother and if she DOES do something like that her mother will destroy her as noted earlier that she almost killed T in her room before she found out she was pregnant. So at this point, your argument, while a valid concern is moot due to T's mother, because she will go full Terminator mode on T if she does that.
@Petrichor Is it your fault? No, I just think in this situation the blame falls squarely on Tiana's shoulders as the defacto party leader. She should have turned back from Bruna first became affected, and definitely could have turned back once she realized the gnomes were overrun. What she's doing now is a really bad stop gap measure that didn't need to have happened.
@Bigdsweetz These aren't regular people though. Please remember these are the same girls that watched their previous (temp) teammate get carted out of the mine a broken mess and shrugged it off. And also the same girls that had the willpower to sell themselves so that Bruna could continue suriving from an early age. Having to finger her sister should fall pretty low on the "things i can't do to live" scale.
And yes, they are facing likely and imminent death, but there's still a chance they get out alive (or there was before they kept delaying and getting weaker). Blood slavery however is a 100% chance of losing yourself to Tiana's will.
I'm not saying it's an awful option, because the pros outweighs the cons long run. What I am saying however, is that Tiana's immaturity as a party leader is what brought them to this precipice
@Petrichor Is it your fault? No, I just think in this situation the blame falls squarely on Tiana's shoulders as the defacto party leader. She should have turned back from Bruna first became affected, and definitely could have turned back once she realized the gnomes were overrun. What she's doing now is a really bad stop gap measure that didn't need to have happened.
Is it though? She's currently in a city that's secretly being run by demons. If she goes back to the city, what are the chances that they will not be over run when they get back? What are the chances that they will get any help? It's already been stated that the guild there isn't going to help them, so going back does exactly what? She's going to go and get the elf to help her? The one missing a leg? The blood slave that she has? If she leaves that means that they have a chance to A.) move the 3 to a more secure location. B.) shore up their defenses and makes the attack that much harder in the future.
If T's mother goes and helps her, that leaves the King as well as the kingdom in a tight spot especially since it could be seen as an invasion or an opening that the demon king is looking for (they already had a demon pop up to try and take T out on her home soil).
So while turning back IS an option, it's a bad one tbh. At this point, it's damned if you do, damned if you don't. At least T has the small element of being underestimated, and if she does make a blood slave and powers up the both of them, that puts more numbers on her side than against.
I mean, there's always the option of going back and finding an uber strong person to make a blood slave, but what good will that do when/if the demon king decides to hold the hero hostage? Because they'd be a fool not to.
@Bigdsweetz T's mother didn't kill Tiana simply because she would have to go into hiding afterwards to escape the aftermath of killing the King's knight. If Tiana goes around making blood slaves willy nilly however, she already has full justification to persecute and kill her lawfully.
I'm not placing my morality on the character, I (as a reader) am aware that's she would fulfill her end of the bargain. My comment is simply that from the perspective of the other characters, what she's doing can be perceived as pretty despicable and contrived.
@Bigdsweetz
If T's mother goes and helps her, that leaves the King as well as the kingdom in a tight spot especially since it could be seen as an invasion or an opening that the demon king is looking for (they already had a demon pop up to try and take T out on her home soil).
Not true at all. The world only sees T's mom as a strong human mage. It's already shown (when she almost killed Tiana) that she can move about without being sensed by anyone (including her OP invisibility spell). It would only take a few hours to fly back, get a stable mana recharge via some blood, and then come back with the super powerful fairy (queen) and Dark mage servant. Can't be an invasion if you don't know about it. (yes the security is tight, but again, she can turn invisible so it's not impossible to sneak in)
I mean, there's always the option of going back and finding an uber strong person to make a blood slave, but what good will that do when/if the demon king decides to hold the hero hostage?
See this, this is the problem. Already you're seeing Tiana getting blood slaves as a valid, acceptable option. BUT IT'S NOT. I'm not saying this because of emotions either, I'm saying that based on the logic and morality of the world she is in, having a Blood Slave is one of the biggest taboos. DELIBERATELY making one? Even worse. Remember that her father was killed for the same reasoning as this.
@Reader1
@Bigdsweetz These aren't regular people though. Please remember these are the same girls that watched their previous (temp) teammate get carted out of the mine a broken mess and shrugged it off. And also the same girls that had the willpower to sell themselves so that Bruna could continue suriving from an early age. Having to finger her sister should fall pretty low on the "things i can't do to live" scale.
And yes, they are facing likely and imminent death, but there's still a chance they get out alive (or there was before they kept delaying and getting weaker). Blood slavery however is a 100% chance of losing yourself to Tiana's will.
I'm not saying it's an awful option, because the pros outweighs the cons long run. What I am saying however, is that Tiana's immaturity as a party leader is what brought them to this precipice
Have you been reading the same story as I have? The two sisters are disgusted by having to do that. Neither of them want to do that. Yeah it's an option, but it's a horrible one that neither of them want to do. There's no way that you can read what's been written and say it's not that big of a deal. If it wasn't, they would have already done so. ALSO, if it wasn't that big deal of an option, WHY WOULD THE ONE SISTER THINK OF BECOME A BLOOD SLAVE OVER FINGER BANGING HER SISTER. It's obviously something she REALLY doesn't want to do if the though of being a blood slave is more captivating that "just finger her sister."
Let me flip this for you. If you were trapped in a situation where you could POSSIBLY become the slave of someone who could make you immensely stronger or banging your mom in order to get her back into fighting shape, what would you choose?
Remember, this isn't a hentai where they are step siblings, these are blood related siblings. Unless you're from Alabama, I pretty sure you'd choose the power up over incest. Once again, if that's your thing, then I recant my statement, and I'm not judging, however I will say that most people would opt not to.
The thing about them going back up when she first started is very valid. However they didn't so we're past the option of what they SHOULD have done, and what options are they left with. I mean, feel free to write a fan-fic that changes there. I'd read it to see how you go about it from there because I'd be curious to see if the city jumped them as soon as they got back because the way I see it, they are going to need those 3 in order to fight their way out the city. Do remember, it's currently under demon control and if you think they are going to "just" let T waltz out the front gate especially after she had to announce herself when she showed up in the belly of the beast and nobody rang an important demon to let them know would be a serious bit of plot armor or a terrible mistake.
@Bigdsweetz
Let me flip this for you. If you were trapped in a situation where you could POSSIBLY become the slave of someone who could make you immensely stronger or banging your mom in order to get her back into fighting shape, what would you choose?
It's not outright s*x though; if it was i'd understand. But if I had to finger a family member to save their life than yea I would. Heck, if it was a guy i'd still but my digits to good use. I'm from the Caribbean, slavery (when it wasn't a total mindf*ck like blood slavery is) was already something we fought against tooth and nail. I would not give up my right to my own mind easily, so I'd choose the finger banging any day.
Do remember, it's currently under demon control and if you think they are going to "just" let T waltz out the front gate especially after she had to announce herself when she showed up in the belly of the beast and nobody rang an important demon to let them know would be a serious bit of plot armor or a terrible mistake.
I honestly don't think that the control of the city would be as overt as that; to be able to conjure an army and take down the one fairy knight seems illogical but we'll see. (dun dun dun)
@Reader1 No, her father was killed for what he did to his blood slaves. If one becomes one willingly, that's different. Two, you're sticking your morality on this world and her. If I for one had the option to become stronger by being a blood slave and still have a chance and being in control of myself, I'd roll the dice on that especially in the circumstances that they are currently in.
The other thing is that you're assuming that the demon king has no way to know about T's mother's wearabouts. Just because T doesn't have the ability to tell doesn't mean that the Demon King doesn't. So this entire debate that we could possibly have is built on air, so I'm going to just leave this alone.
Side side note. Even if T's mother DID show up via using her invisible skill, as soon as she started fighting the demons would know and I'm pretty sure they have the ability for long rang communication. So unless she went in Sam Fisher style and got the 3 out without anyone knowing, then no matter how you slice this, there's going to be a moment, albeit, possibly a small moment, where the demons could and probably would strike. Also, remember, T's mother isn't the only one who can move about unknown. Do remember that a demon showed up and attacked T on her home turf and nobody knew until she stuck. So T's mother isn't the only one who can do this. Also, if she's so strong why hasn't she just taken out the demon lord herself instead of them summoning a hero? My opinion? There are too many unknowns and she doesn't want to risk losing because the possibly would have to be a strong one to stay her hand.
Also, the wold see her mother as a strong human, there is ZERO way in hell that the demon king doesn't know who her mother is. She's a FAIRY knight. So SOMEONE has to be a fairy in her bloodline in order to be a fairy knight and EVERYONE knows that it wasn't her father.
@Reader1
I honestly don't think that the control of the city would be as overt as that; to be able to conjure an army and take down the one fairy knight seems illogical but we'll see. (dun dun dun)
Isn't there already an army in the cavern?
It's not outright s*x though; if it was i'd understand. But if I had to finger a family member to save their life than yea I would. Heck, if it was a guy i'd still but my digits to good use. I'm from the Caribbean, slavery (when it wasn't a total mindf*ck like blood slavery is) was already something we fought against tooth and nail. I would not give up my right to my own mind easily, so I'd choose the finger banging any day.
Coming from someone who's black, I get it. Also, coming from someone who was forced into traumatic sexual experiences as a child, I can firmly tell you that incest would be something I'd die before doing, and I've done things that would make po*n stars blush.
You and I will just have to agree to disagree. Either way, I'm looking forward to seeing how this pans out.
@Bigdsweetz
Also, the wold see her mother as a strong human, there is ZERO way in hell that the demon king doesn't know who her mother is. She's a FAIRY knight. So SOMEONE has to be a fairy in her bloodline in order to be a fairy knight and EVERYONE knows that it wasn't her father.
It's clear from the Asura that not everyone believes this to be true. I can't speak for the demon king as we haven't gotten any concrete evidence on who or what this character is like.
I do agree that your blood slave treatment argument holds water but only if there was some tangible benefit for those involved. That said, what reason could there possibly be for people to choose to lose their minds to a Vampire? We already know from the MC's reaction and the side characters speeches that it's not a normal thing to share power with the master.
Lastly though, i'm once again not placing my morality on this world or the character. What you would do for a power up doesn't change the fact that making someone a blood slave is a reprehensible decision. Should the Ceria take the power up? Almost definitely, yes. The chances of living are extremely high if she does. Would I appreciate reading about their struggle to get out without taking the obvious route to power? I 100% would.
@Bigdsweetz
Coming from someone who's black, I get it. Also, coming from someone who was forced into traumatic sexual experiences as a child, I can firmly tell you that incest would be something I'd die before doing, and I've done things that would make po*n stars blush.
Sorry to hear that you went through some stuff. If it's coming from a point of trauma (in comparison to my nonchalant attitude towards it) then I see and concede to your point.
I also look forward to how this ends. I hope she keeps the spear too, and becomes a Magic Fairy Valkyrie.
@Reader1 @Reader1
Ok, so this is going to dig into my more sexual side. I literally have men and women who have asked to become my slave. They want to be removed from making decisions and want me to be in complete control in and out of the bedroom. While this might not be common anywhere, it's a lot more common than people think. When I was in the military, I had a guy that I was bunkmates with that literally had a mental breakdown AFTER we were done with bootcamp. What was his problem? He was going to have to start making decisions for himself. That's not to say that he never made any decisions before, it's just that he never had to take responsibility for any decisions and DIDN'T WANT TO.
There are a LOT of people who are like that in the world. Who are more than happy to be at the service of someone else and not have to worry about the day to day and just do what they are told. You'd really be surprised. The men call me Sir, and the women refer to me as Master. And no I didn't even have to teach them to do that, whoever trained them did that. If you really want to see for yourself. Go on and sign up for a fetlife account and you'll see just how many people are looking for "masters". Yeah, it might start in the bedroom, but for a lot of the people there, being stripped of responsibility is a blessing to them. Other's like you and me, don't want to relinquish it. I get where you're going, but don't forget that you're view point isn't everyone's.
@Reader1
Thank you and yeah. Childhood was....rough to say nonetheless..... Anyway, I totally get where you're coming from. I wasn't trying to "win" an argument, I just wanted you to see another side...
I have a wild life which has led me to see the world through a different lens than most people.
E.g. My best friend (female), is currently dating a web cam girl/stripper in Cali and in Virginia she is the mistress of a married woman.
Yeah........
@Bigdsweetz You're welcome. I actually am on Fetlife, and my ex (female) was my sub. What a crazy small world this is. The guy who you say broke down is an interesting case as I haven't witnessed as severe a reaction as that regarding control, but I can relate to the thought of loosing (not losing) control for a little bit, which is why i read, this is my time to not make decisions and just go with the flow of the author.
Anyway, I totally get where you're coming from. I wasn't trying to "win" an argument, I just wanted you to see another side...
This was my goal as well; I'm actually quite satisfied with how the discussion ended as I think that we all got our points across.
@Reader1 Gotcha, ethically this is very much on the grey side. But for the practicality of it for the current mission and future endeavours...it will help the current Tiana. On a side note using purification continuously can’t be a viable option for the group and given how useful it is they need it a lot, either way they are kinda screwed.
But for Tiana’s guilty all I can say is that if the HR lady (a literal angel) doesn’t tell her to stop, I feel like she still can excused, even if it is due to a technicality.
@markos Does the HR Lady have the same morality as everyone else though?
@Reader1 The big question is does she have morals or does she simply follow orders.
@Reader1 Nope not at all it stuck Robert's soul into Tiana's body with putting little thought for Robert's opinion.
But an angle for this universe seems to be more concerned with the net effect / common good, aka the balance of the world than individual matters.
In short the practically of an action can out way the means by which it's results where gain, because the "good" will outweigh the "bad " for them, so it seems.
The HR lady method will be a good measure by which what action can and cannot be taken, after all if a machine like angle disagrees with you than you ducked up.
@Bigdsweetz I think she does have some sense of personality. Consider the fact that she's always reading while Tianna wakes up, I think that's her familiarizing herself with the thought process of humans to do her job better when she's deciding where to allocate people.
@Reader1 I do agree that there is some sense of personality there with you. Just trying to see how much. Would actually like to see her do a Baymax (Big hero 6), and grow more of one due to her interactions with T.
@Bigdsweetz I like her personality as is, actually. I just think we haven't seen the full scope of it as their meetings are short and succinct