: basement somewhere in the wide universe:
I feel sore
I thought people wake up refreshed why the hell did my body dysfunction
I open my eyes slowly and see black everywhere with a weird smell of iron
adjusting my back to a nearby wall I try to steady myself and wait for my eyes adjust to the darkness
hmmmmm...
hmmmmmmmmm...
it seems I've been kidnaped
-No shit sherlock-
who the fuck would want me?
those idiots, if they just walked to my parents and said we want this thing they will be ecstatic to throw me
-true Maybe they want your organs-
nah ... no way ... I mean in this day and age crime rate is so high that they can take organs from the thugs in the streets whom are fighting frequently
welp it’s obvious they made a mistake so let’s inform them
''Ahem .. Hello ''
no one is here?
''HELLO DEAR KIDNAPPERS I THINK YOU MADE A MISTAKE''
ohh I hear the upstairs door unlocking
And there seem to be a bald asian male with a white gown and a black bag descending the stairs slowly and dramatically
what the fuck move baldy move we don’t have all day
wait actually we do
carry on
tik tak tik tak tik tak
damn is this psychological warfare I need to keep my cool
He arrived at the door of the cell
ohh yeah am in a cell weird
''hey baldy you made a mistake''
he empties the bag beside me in the cell then go to the corner ignoring me and opens the lights
Holy shit that’s my friend Damien
why is he dismembered and disemboweled?
I think am going to puke
fuck just what the fuck
I glare at baldy and say with a voice that seems to be not created by my gentle vocal cords
Baldy smiles triumphally at me
''HEY YOU FUCKER WHY THE FUCK DID YOU DISMEMBER HIM AND FORGOT TO BRING THE OTHER LEG''
Baldy seemed dazed by my inquiry
but damn... you did the deed and brought him to scare me and all but why is there only one leg
what happened to the other one?
I mean it won’t just jump and leave
hmm are they sloppy?
welp that mean they don’t know about my family situation, but they didn’t mistake who am I
Because they got my best bud here minus a leg to scare me
''So what do you want''
baldy got over his daze
''haha we just want to do a ritual here, so we need your cooperation, or we will kill your family''
''wow just wow you dumb fuck did you shave your brain with your hair. You realize that you killed my friend before tryin to make a deal why the hell would I believe you''
Holy shit am to composed in this horrific situation
it seems like am a man of many talents
call me Die hard Veres nothing can scare me hahaha
''ok then we will torture you till you are ready''
he then left
what.,,,,. ? just like that ?
that’s not how to negotiate oiii come try again am not good with pain
damn I got kidnapped by muscle brains
welp am tired lets sleep
I woke up by cold water splashed on my face figuratively and in reality
waking up abruptly realizing I wasn’t dreaming, and Damien is dead I felt sad
not miserable cuz I don’t think am capable of heightened emotions
-that’s why we aren’t psychopaths we feel damn it-
nice one Watson I felt the emotion
stak!!
ohh the motherfucker stabbed my hand
''aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa''
''starting 1st session ritual candidate 057''
and he started to cut my fingers in some kind of intervals that I can’t know cuz am writhing in agony
''ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh''
''ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh''
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I can hear the screaming inside my head nonstop
it felt so surreal
yesterday was a normal day as always in my insignificant life
I never bothered any one
true I acted out sometime but didn’t harm anyone
Why is it me that has to feel this pain
heck I don’t even know why they took me
''hhaaah haaahh ''
catching my breath after he cut my forth finger
I can feel my face now. My tears dripping with the snot
and I see the fucker with his stone face
he didn’t even flinch nor smiled to enjoy or any other emotion
systematically cutting me down
''First session ends with candidate still seems to articulate some thoughts of animosity'’
stone face took my fingers and drugged me to sleep
thank god didn’t want to feel the pain anymore
I woke up in a hazy state not sure am awake or not
I feel the pain and hunger I didn’t eat for who knows long
I learnt that time is a concept of perception as it is a universal fact
pain will recede .... injuries will heal ..... emotions will fade
time only moving constantly
hunger eating me from within
don’t have the time to think clearly
why is it me? why am I here? Who should I hate?
is it even worth to hate?
If I leave alive and its A gigantic if
should I peruse justice or vengeance
am I capable of these things?
I wanted to die when I was living normally
Now that am chained and tortured every time, I wake is it worth to continue the struggle
do I just give up
NO
NO
NO
I CANT EVEN GIVE UP BECAUSE AM POWERLESS
MY LIFE IN THE HAND OF OTHERS BECAUSE
I WASTED MY LIFE
trusted no one loved no one
am I going to die alone in pain?
tortured and discarded
I was lenient on others abusing me because I felt that am worthless
But Why ohh GOD why is it the worthless me being bothered?
Are you even real?
Don’t people plead mercy and ask for saving in these moments?
But for me You ARE AS REAL AS THE OTHER VOICES IN MY HEAD
WHERE ARE YOU FUCKERS
WHY WHEN THE PAIN CAME YOU WENT QUIET
YOU ALL MISSED WITH MY LIFE WHEN I WAS IN PEICE
BUT WHEN PAIN CAME YOU DISAPPEARED
''Day 14 candidate 057 seem unresponsive ''
''Day 17 candidate 057 eyes shows no desire to rebel''
''Day 20 candidate 057 been chosen for the ritual take him now''
