Year 2928

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I looked at the beautiful sky, feeling quite empty. I’d been living for death and now that death was seconds away, I didn’t know what to feel.

Lately, the question I always asked why.

Why did I end up like this? Why was I treated like this? All I’ve ever done was...love.

I knew I wasn’t the cleverest or the most lovable person. But I also knew I tried. I tried to mold myself into someone my mother would love but it never worked. I tried to be someone he would love but...that didn’t work either.

Was I wrong to try for love?

Ha. Seeing as I was currently standing on a platform with a noose around my neck, I suppose I was indeed wrong. And foolish.

Oh, I was so foolish. I was blinded by love and acted for love. I did stupid things and perhaps if I had stopped at stupid, I wouldn’t be here.

I sighed inwardly then I felt gravity pull me down.