Shen Yun Tian comes inside the room rushedly without cares about his appearance. He grabs the scissor in Li Na’s hands and throws it away.

Before, as usual, he would look into the screens that view all Li Na’s angle. The hidden camera captures all her actions including her emotions.

Shen Yun Tian’s couldn’t help but think that today Li Na’s seems a bit unusual. He always sees the anger and desperation in those eyes but now her eyes filled with sadness and sorrow.

Maybe he is the reason why Li Na shows that emotion. But Shen Yun Tian couldn’t let her go. No matter how she cried or yell at him. It’s impossible.

When he sees how Li Na slaps herself hard, Shen Yun Tian feels the pain right on his own face. Why must she hurt herself? Does she want to be with Ru Feng that she wants to inflict pain on herself?

Shen Yun Tian sigh. To see Li Na be with someone else would drive him crazy. The only one that can be with her is only himself. Even to the extent of imprisoning her. Or even letting himself being hated. It’s okay.

As he looks into the screen, the scenery makes Shen Yun Tian stumped. His eyes couldn’t help but stick to it.

It looks like Li Na just bathed and she is wiping her body. She looks so beautiful and enchanting. Those drops of water that lining her body makes its hard for him to breathe.

He knows that he needs to pull his eyes away to respect Li Na’s privacy but maybe this is the only chance for him to appreciate Li Na’s beauty.

Each of her movement makes Shen Yun Tian’s heart trembling hard. He wished to substitute the robe on Li Na’s body so he will be the one to embrace Li Na.

Shen Yun Tian notices how sometimes Li Na’s would smile. It gives him a sense of being teased but he is sure that Li Na couldn’t able to identify the cameras he installed. Even if she had found out the camera, Li Na would immediately pull away all of them.

However, when he sees how Li Na looks at the scissors in her hand intently, Shen Yun Tian feels a sense of foreboding. Immediately he runs to her room when Li Na raises the scissors to her neck.

“What are you doing, Li Na?” Shen Yun Tian tone’s leak with heavy pressure. Their close approximating makes Li Na’s body trembles. His hot breaths keep grazing Li Na’s small body making her body become hot.

Shen Yun Tian notices how Li Na is trembling. He remembered that she really hates his touch so he releases his hold and steps back to give some space for Li Na.

“Tell me, what do you want to do?” Shen Yun Tian staring at her. Since they have a huge difference in height, Li Na has to look up to see Shen Yun Tian’s face.

Li Na notices how strong his chest is compared to her own and it’s making him more dependable. From his chest, her eyes move to his throat that moving up and down as he swallows his saliva.

Her eyes travel further to Shen Yun Tian’s face to trace it. She notices how younger he is compared to the time she was dead before but still there is maturity aura that surrounding him. There are no more weary and tired eyes. Even the loneliness aura he omits before is not there.

All of his features now appease the disturbance of Li Na’s heart. Finally, she feels a sense of relief. Li Na couldn’t help but wanting to hold Shen Yun Tian. The frustration she keeps in her heart before is still there so she wants to do what she wished before. Touch him. Feels him.

Shen Yun Tian noticed how Li Na just keeps quiet and stared at him silently. Just as he wants to ask Li Na once more, suddenly Li Na tiptoeing and pulled his neck down. She hugs him tightly.

The word that Shen Yun Tian prepared to ask suddenly disappear. He doesn’t know what to say. This is the first time Li Na voluntary touch him and it makes him panic.

“Li Na?” He wants to ask her what happened but he feels wet on his chest. Her trembling hand on his neck seems so small and vulnerable.

It’s normal for Li Na to scream and yell at him but the crying Li Na makes him clueless and at loss. He doesn’t know how to deal with this situation.

Shen Yun Tian raises his hand but doesn’t know where to put it. If he puts it behind Li Na’s back, would she accept it?

After a few contemplations, Shen Yun Tian decides to drop it down. He didn’t dare to take the chance because he is afraid that doing more would only making her become angry. Thus he just standing there stiffly.

They are just standing there at the center of the room quietly while Shen Yun Tian waiting for Li Na to calm down.

Tears uncontrollable flow out from Li Na’s eyes. Finally she able to reach him. Feels him. As she expected, his body is so warm. Even though his atmosphere is so cold but the truth he gives out the gentle feeling.

Li Na’s finger can’t help but shaken when she touched his skin. She tightens her hold on him and makes their body closer as she leaned on his chest.

After Li Na gain her composure back, she noticed how Shen Yun Tina’s muscle become tenser the longer she stays in his arm.

Slowly she looks up and sees his face. Shen Yun Tian’s jaw is tight as if taking a great toll. His heart is beating loudly making his breath unstable.

Do holding him makes he angry? Does he think that she is weird? Li Na starts feeling self-conscious.

Slowly she let go her hold. “I am sorry, Mr. Shen” Her frame slouched forward under Shen Yun Tian’s gaze.

Seeing her action only making Shen Yun Tian’s frown deeper. Why did she act like this? She is not someone that would openly apologize especially to someone like him.

“I repeat, what are you going to do just before, Li Na?” He still remembers how Li Na hurts herself. And now, she is crying. What is she planning? He wants to know everything about her even her inner thought.

“I..” Li Na doesn’t know what to say. How can she say that because she wants to see him so she does that? It will only make Shen Yun Tian strangely looks at her.

Her eyes wildly look around the room in search for something to say and finally focused on the scissors that he had thrown away before. An idea flickered in her mind.

Li Na moves away from Shen Yun Tian and takes the scissors. She confidently raised it near her neck and show a gesture. “Look, I just want to cut my hair. What do you think I would do, Mr. Shen?” She innocently asks him.

The answer didn't ease Shen Yun Tian’s pressure. “Don’t cut it by yourself, I will ask for a stylist for you”. He takes the scissors from Li Na’s hand.

Even if Li Na really doesn’t have any bad thought, he wouldn’t want letting any sharp objects be around her. After this, all the attendants will be reminded of this.

“No! I don’t want a stranger cuts my hair!” Li Na expresses her unwillingness by shaking her head. Her spoiled eye look at Shen Yun Tian.

Shen Yun Tian frowns. Is Li Na insists to cuts her hair so she can do the worse he thinks about? Does she? A heavy pressure leaking from him.

“Then, what do you want?” He sharpens his gaze and stares right into Li Na’s eyes. This makes her getting scared under his gaze. She thought that since she wants to approach him, she wouldn’t be afraid of him.

But the thing is, she never been in a state under his eyes. At the time she was dead, she only lingering around as a spirit but being the actual person in front him is different compared to that invisible spirit.

Li Na musters her courage to approach Shen Yun Tian. Her hand is trembling while handing the scissors right into his hand.“If I cant cuts my own hair, you cut it for me”.

Once she finished utters her request, Li Na notices how his hand quivers. Li Na perceives that once more Shen Yun Tian becomes stiff.

Shen Yun Tian is a really awkward person. As he doesn’t know what to do or say, he will show emotionless expression.

And that somehow a low pressure would be released resulting people avoiding him including Li Na herself. This is the reason why she never notices his feeling.

That's why she takes all his actions is only a way to control her. Dominating her.

“Me? You want me to cut your hair?” He asks in disbelieve. Li Na knows that she never let he touch her before. But now to offer her own hair looks like she is asking for his caress. Even Li Na her self feels embarrassed to say that.

But she wouldn’t back away. “Yes. Mr. Shen, please help me”. Li Na takes initiative to pull his hand to the chair and sits with her back in front of him.

She nervously waits for his hand to reach for her hair. And after feels his touch, Li Na finally calms down. S

As Li Na feels that Shen Yun Tian’s hand moves just like she wants, she slowly closes her eyes. Enjoying the way he cares for her. His moves are gentle and slow. Afraid to hurt her.

Their close approximate remind Li Na about the warmth that she missed. And about how this man keeps hugging her while calling her name. it brings tears to her eyes again.

“Its done”. He said just after finished trim her last wild hair. Li Na turns her body and hugs Shen Yun Tian.

“Mr. Shen...Mr. Shen...Mr. Shen...” She calls her name just like how he called her before. This time Li Na feels her hugs reciprocate. Shen Yun Tian slowly patting her back.

Li Na looks up with her teary eyes. “I would not leave you”. She promised him. This time she wouldn’t be foolish like her past life.