You have encountered: One Wild Crippling Depression!

I've been posting for a minimum of once every 3 days for the past 2.5 years. I need a break. If I were to list off the problems that popped up in the past few weeks, it'd take way too long. Unexpected bills, problems with the house, client going into a coma, screwed up my foot and walking is a bitch... You know, the usual.

However, I've been pushing through this BS just assuming I'll get over it, and I'm not. I'm the kind of guy who breaks both legs and finishes a 15-hour shift because I assume I can just walk it off, then wind up having to take a month off of work because I aggravated a chipped bone and hairline fracture into a visit to the emergency room. I need to actually focus on fixing things because I just slept for almost two days for no reason other than I didn't want to get out of bed. I got a problem and to get over this, I need to focus on fixing myself.

Especially since the crap I just wrote. I need to throw out the entire next three chapters. I... I'm just too depressed. I need to get in the right mind before I write again. I'd rather publish nothing than this crap. So I'm going to take a few weeks off, play some dopamine drip game, work on cleaning the house, and see about healing up enough to get back to jogging, then work on a bunch of backed-up projects.

Posting this isn't easy, but if I don't, I'm just going to keep spiraling.

Sorry about this, but I need to admit I got a problem before I can fix it.

So next, I got to fix this.

See you in a month or so, and with any luck, I'll come back with a far larger set of reserve chapters.

 - Bob