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What would his life been like if he wasn't himself, was a question Ray has asked himself hundreds of time. He was not comfortable in his own flesh, nor could he sleep well at night. He had thought to take his own lives hundreds of time, but he never could.

the nagging in the back of his head, the voices of the dead. he could not die before he hears them again, and that was impossible they have already died. However, his guts would stir whatever he tried to accept his fact.

He had to live in denial, fake his hope, survive to see the impossible. because at the end of the day, he was always powerless, he was and will always be ORDINARY.