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I Didn’t Even Want to Live, But God Forced Me to Reincarnate!
I Didn’t Even Want to Live, But God Forced Me to Reincarnate!
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Characters
Reinst Carnatia Grabberton
MC's name in her first life (before reincarnation).

First daughter of Duke Grabberton, born from the wife with a nobler position.

She was raised to be a queen in the future.
Herbert Secht Grabberton
The current head of Grabberton family, a duchal family that governs the West area of Riviera country.
Dahlia van Petersburg
Duke Grabberton's second wife, holds a higher position than the first wife.

Reinst and Domi's biological mother.
Kania Lowee
Duke Grabberton's first wife, but with lower position. Biological mother of Clyde.
Clyde Horace Grabberton
Duke Grabberton's first son, born from the first wife of lower position, Kania.

Same age as Reinst.
Dominick Robin Grabberton
Reinst's little brother of the same mother and father. The heir of the Grabberton family.

He was born when Reinst was 9 years old.
Alrescha Lyra Hartmann
MC's name after her reincarnation.

Daughter of the Duke of Hartmann.
Icarus Valkyane Hartmann
The current Duke of Hartmann (East Riviera). Lyra (MC)'s father. Nicknamed as "Cyan".
Cassiophelia de la Sanctuaria
Wife of the current Duke of Hartmann, Lyra and Altaire's mother. Nicknamed "Cassie" to close ones and "Ophelia" to others.
Altaire Ophiuscus Hartmann
The first child and the only son of the current Duke of Hartmann, Lyra's big brother (3 years older).
Niina
Beastman race, silver wolf tribe. Works as a maid at the current Duke of Hartmann's house.
Clavis
Niina's son, Altaire's best friend and aide.
Meredea
A young Royal Magician, Cassie's subordinate.
Shaula Schafer
The current queen of Riviera. Luca and Leticia's mother.
Lucius Aideen seo Navarrete
Nicknamed Luca. The first prince and the crown prince. He's around the same age as Lyra. He is somehow way more mature than his age...?!
Gale
One of the Royal Spies, Dad's friend, of a dwarf's bloodline.
Rupert
One of the Royal Spies, Dad's friend. Has a beautiful appearance that people often mistake his gender.
Fiona

A green-haired girl of an elven descent that Lyra encountered during her vacation to Chinosato town. She lives together with her sickly mother and a father of a mixed elven descent. Her mother owns a flower shop, while her father works as a soldier. She has an emerald eyes and a notable beautiful voice. 

Candice

Miss Trouble or Trouble-neechan who attacked Lyra and Altaire during their vacation in Chinosato. Notable for her madness and lightning magic affinity. Her life was saved by her master--a young boy with neon yellow eyes and red hair that resembles dried blood. 

Elise Elandia

The youngest daughter of Elandia main family. She is 2 years older than Lyra and enrolls in Harmonia Academy as well. Nicknamed 'El-El' by her friends.

Phillip Elandia

The 'mastermind' behind the Hartmann family's assault in Chinosato town, a member of the Elandia branch family. Died horribly in prison cell during questioning. 

Raphael Elandia

The head of the Elandia family. Elise's father.

Firis

Cyan's beloved mother who died of an illness when Cyan was young. She had a galaxy blue hair that Lyra and Altaire inherited. Her eyes were also blue. Cyan noted that Lyra resembled Firis. 

Leticia Dorothea seo Navarrete

Luca's little sister, 4 years younger than Luca. Her eyes are green and her hair is red, just like her big brother. The pampered and likable princess.

Kiri Elsworth

Luca's close aide and the future royal knight. He's an adopted son of the current head of the royal knights who didn't have any son. Possesses yellow eyes and messy dark green hair. He is quite timid. 

Fenix

Cassie's Familiar, a phoenix that usually resides within the royal castle's treasury room, guarding all the items inside. 

Cheryll Nicole Loera

Reinst's 'self-proclaimed' best friend and might have been her only friend. Nicole enrolled in the same school as Reinst and Clyde--and she ended up marrying Clyde. She is the sole heir of the Loera main family.

Cynthia

A member of the royal spies. She's quite close with Rupert and Gale. She doesn't have an innate ability to do transformation or illusion magic, but she's an aspiring master of disguise through her own ways. 

Iris Sorreil

A timid girl that Lyra befriended during her entrance exams. She enrolled to the same class as Lyra, much to their delight. Iris has grey eyes and grey hair. She is the Sorreil family's illegitimate daughter who grew up as a commoner with her commoner mother prior to her mother's passing. She doesn't seem to be favored by the Sorreil family that much as they left her alone in Harmonia Academy's boarding house. Aspires to be an alchemist. She has a close childhood friend: Harvey. 

Harvey

A blacksmith's son who enrolled to the same class as Altaire. He's quite protective of his long lost childhood friend, Iris. 

Titus Rou seo Navarrete

The current king of Riviera country. He's close to Cyan as the two of them worked together in punishing the previous generation of the Hartmann family. In a love marriage with Shaula Schafer. 

Physical features: brown hair and green eyes.

Crbnklr Azcc-Tnerre Tkmkzch (Carbuncle)

The dragon girl who came all the way from the Dragon's Heritage (a continent where dragons live) just because she's fascinated and curious with non-Draconis (non-dragon races). She's a strong electric magic user with electric eyes and bright marigold long hair. When she's in her half-dragon mode, her long tail, wings, and dragon horns are exposed along with a dazzling red gemstone on her forehead and some faint red marks on her cheeks. She looks like a 11-12 year-old girl but her real age seems to have reached past a century already...

She decided to stay in Harmonia Academy after finding out about Altaire and Lyra who she sensed a dragon bloodline from. She lives in the same dormitory room as Iris.

Reinell Fyunez Kronychle Loera

Nicknamed "Ein" or "Eine"--the only son of Loera main family, or in other words, Clyde and Nicole's only son. He inherits the Loera family's [Oracle] quite strongly and is a bright kid who's quite competitive. 

Yanze

A mysterious young boy with neon yellow eyes and red hair that resembles dried blood. He didn't seem to age. He was the actual mastermind behind the attack on Lyra and Altaire at Chinosato city. 

Location
Riviera
A country governed mainly by humans.
East Riviera
The area under the governance of Hartmann ducal family.
West Riviera
The area under the governance of Grabberton ducal family.
Chinosato town
A town located in an island in the East, the Estrada Island. It is a frontier/border region, bordering Riviera country with Naraka--Oni's territory.
Sphaela

The world's name or the equal word for the Earth.

Naraka

The territory governed by the Oni. Other major race living there would be the beastmen. Located east from the Riviera.

Cielle

Territory governed by the Elves. Other major race found here is the Dwarf. Located west to the Riviera.

Miscellaneous
Oracle
Special abilities that one might have. It could be an inherited ability through bloodline, and the power varies. The royal family and the four ducal houses of Riviera are known to have an inherited Oracle.
Time Unit

In Sphaela, 1 year = 12 months, with 1 month = 5 weeks, 1 week = 7 days. In other words, a year in Sphaela is 420 days long.

Insight

The royal family's [Oracle]. The inheritance is random and the power may vary. Holders of this Oracle will have an increased rate of maturity and wisdom. Normally, strongest Insight holder will be appointed as the next ruler. 

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    Jemini
    Status: chapter 89 – introduction

    Bears all the hallmarks of a series in which the writer lost their direction and ran out of good ideas. As of chapter 89, the MC faced only 1 real threat which was resolved in the space of a few chapters. It started off strong and interesting, but all of the interesting concepts were gradually abandoned. The series seemed to promise the possibility the MC's parents were onto her reincarnated nature and trying to figure it out, but that never went anywhere.  It got us excited for the idea the MC might actually reveal it and it could create a real interesting dynamic, but that was when the MC was 4 and now she's 8 so it doesn't look like that will ever happen.

    With that plot-line abandoned, and the previous threat having quietly disappeared with nothing else significant coming up, the story gradually started to slip down hill as the writer seemed to run out of good ideas and seemed unwilling to actually capitalize on any of the interesting plot points from the earlier chapters. However, the story REALLY fell flat on it's face once the twins were introduced. It became real clear the artist suddenly became hell bent on making the twins the main characters of the story and take the spot-light away from the actual MC. It was like they ran out of ideas and just stopped liking their original MC, so they just gushed on and on and on about those twins. I found it unbearable and just had to drop the series.

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    Old_Man
    Status: c 35

    Low IQ story with Castrated-nese I mean Japanese unrealistic anti-violence stance. The scum of the earth do not die unless they are monsters, at the decision of the protagonists, leaving the protagonists constantly in danger and the antagonists escaping with their plot-armored lives. The text of the story is quite unnecessarily repetitive and also full of useless details. The writing is not concise. It is a brain-draining experience to read this story. The MC also has overly irrational phobias which are left as-is, and our MC doesn't take their new enjoyable life seriously because they do not train for self-defense. The story has a fun premise but it's rather infuriating to read. I'm out.

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    Clozdark
    Status: chapter 209

    I am writing this review since "I Didn't Even Want to Live, But God Forced Me to Reincarnate!" was a novel that I used to be enjoy since the beginning it's released from novelupdates, But unfortunately can be called complete at chapter 185/186.

    Before begin I hope my review didn't hurt the author and if the author want to discuss about this review you can leave PM or write at my status.

    Title is something that bound the story as general since title mostly contain the core idea of the story, unfortunately the core story of this novel which is the personal conflict of main character Lyra and her past life Reinst got unsatisfactory closure at chapter 185, and from chapter 186 her view of life already changed.

    What I mean by unsatisfactory closure is her gaining familiar that suddenly give the personal ending goal before the story complete by severing the bonds of her past life, and it's not the best idea since most reader attracted to this story is because of her past life which is become very flavorful sauce for this story, and taking it away is the same making the story bland, and it make reader not interested in the story anymore.

    The story also have some major problem that still can be fixed and can't be fixed anymore without Reinst.

    1. The drawback of her strongest element, is the darkness temptation that severely hinted through in other chapter, without reinst I don't think the conflict of her dark element will be interesting.

    2. The main cast is too much and they mostly stick together which already commented by other reader at many chapter.

    3. The chapter contain lot's of focus in introducing the main cast gang  which keep getting bigger and taking too much portion of the story.

    4. The core conflict of main cast gang seems already resolved, where I think it should be left for later and make the main cast team bonding become deeper at each conflict.

    Minor problem:

    - The character development after each training feel non exist

    - The main cast gang + the good faction have too much strength against the enemy, especially with the existence of dragon, strong familiar, god that helping the main character.

    - Main character Lyra other 3 strong element left unexplored, why give her too many strong element when it's end up being unused, I think there is room for the other element to shine.

    - Main character Lyra Oracle power underdeveloped and very rarely used

    - Passive main antagonist

    - Academy life at the moment is too bland

    - Too much birthday chapter

    - some story that forgotten or left unsatisfied like the promise for coming into fumitsuna territory or fiona existence.

    - Main character become stuck with main cast since the academy age that take too much we are at 200 chapter and still stuck at academy.

    Some idea that maybe can't be used anymore:

    - I really think that it would be better that some part of Miseria  dwelling inside Lyra giving it major boost for main character progression

    - Honestly I believe it would be wonderful combo when her darkness outburst combined with her oracle giving Reinst take over control her body from appearance and personality

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    Akaiv
    Status: chapter 72 – my [nephew]’s sixth...

    Cute and well written.

    Definitely one of the better stories on this platform. I hope that Lyra gets more character development past her obsession with her former family though I understand the process will take time.

    My biggest annoyance with the story is that the Isekai genre doesn't apply to this story. Isekai translate to "another world" but she is reincarnated into the same world only 7 years later.

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    timelycrow
    Status: c101

    I forgot to leave a review, but this is without a doubt one of my favorite light novel, sure the world itself is not 100% believable but it makes up for it with really cute characters, and heart-warming moments (lots of them).  The cute parts are really cute, the engaging parts are thrilling, and the sad parts made me despair. I really love it when a story can give me mixed feelings of emotions for a character.

    Overall a great read that doesn't trend with regular isekais, well its not even an isekai in the first place XD. Give it a try.

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    Kuma
    Status: chapter 51 – an unexpected storm

    This story is really good!

    I think this is a well balanced story, there's some heartwarming scenes, sad part, ofcourse some conflicts, name it! That's why it's not boring.

     Idk what to say anymore, this is just one of my favorite!

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    Ehansa
    Status: chapter 100 – werebeasts

    Really cute novel to read. Love it so far and hope it gets a lot of readers that stay till the end. 

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    Lucien
    Status: c86

    I loved this story, it's super cool to read, I recommend it to everyone who wants something new to read.

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