When were you last happy? Can you even tell me what happiness is? I'm a hedonist and I can't even begin to understand what happiness is. How do we quantify such an emotion? I never sought out this question, it just came to me, like I was always walking through foggy woods not knowing what was surrounding me. I never knew what question to ask, what action would disperse the fog. Maybe I never wanted to disperse the fog, happy in my forest of illusions, deluding myself into a fallacy. I want to be happy, guess it is about time I started to chase it, instead of waiting for it to find me.