It was my self-loathing that made me dunk all the way under the frozen waters, letting the burning fluid enter my lungs. They didn't have to force me at all. I didn't have time to complain that it was cold and should be described accordingly before a hand pulled me by the hair to the surface.
I thought maybe it was him trying to bring me back to beat me, but was so surprised when I was met with an unfamiliar face.

Betrayed by the one he loved, betraying his beloved sister, he thought he should just die. There wasn't a reason to live in this world anymore, he could finally let go of the love that had turned into a gut wrenching hate. Yet why had the world denied him the one request he had ever made? Why must he continue living, when he really had no compass in this darkness?

1v1 no harem, sporadic updates and dubious plot. Rating subject to change, if I decide to let my bad habit of torturing characters get the better of me, though it's most likely going to be HE.