He lived his life with everything handed to him, he lived without excitement. So he disowned everything in the search of love.
He found said love but found it to be the same before he lost it all.
He found someone who fought against him and believed herself to be above him. She proclaimed countless times that she wouldn't fall for him. In the end she had.
This life was boring, so he ended it.
Stood before Goddess he complained about being the prospect of being reborn.