I groan into the bed sheets, no thoughts, head empty. Well, except for the constant and lingering sense of panic from the fact that if I slip up even slightly I'm going to end up in an alleyway murdered by some Demon Hunters.

Well, I'll just have to try and go to the library and try and find anything to help me out of this situation. I have to, a lack of information is the greatest enemy! Sighing, I drag myself up off the bed, heading to the wardrobe expecting some aggressively pink or otherwise garish items.

To my fortune, however, there's none! I just see a lot of white, though... White fashion is supposed to be referencing purity, so I feel like it's illegal for a succubus to wear. Those are out of the question.

I dig through a bit, grabbing a comfortable set of black trousers and a maroon shirt, giggling happily to myself at the thought of being able to wear normal clothes after so long. I'm not sure how it's perfectly tailored to me, but let's be honest, the Heroine probably measured me while I was sleeping.

Pulling on the pants and buttoning up the shirt, I tuck it in loosely with a wide smile, while I might end up dying sooner rather than later, the fashion is on point!

After a few minutes of admiring myself, I make my way to the button to call the servants, giving it a push, hoping that I'm not going to get ogled too much when they arrive.

I stretch out each limb in the meantime, slightly straining the clothes I'm wearing. At least they're relatively free to move around with in case I need to run away from some psycho demon murderer.

My tests are quickly interrupted by a knock followed by a voice. "Lady Ilvia, did you need something?" I don't recognize the voice, but at least they seem amenible to helping! Yay!

"I wanted to go to the library, if possible. I'm uh..." I roll an excuse around in my head for a few moments before continuing. "I'm bored, so I wanted some reading material."

Silence lingers for a few moments before the voice comes again, slightly shaky this time. "Um, I'm sorry, Lady Ilvia, but... I can't do that." That's about what I figured... I'm not allowed to leave at all, I knew it.

"But! I can get the Librarian over here and you can ask her what reading materials you would like, if that would be okay?" I exhale slowly, closing my eyes. Well, hopes were pointless anyway. Perhaps the Librarian will know of some hotspring caves I can live out the rest of my life in?

"Yes, that will do." I call out, heading back over to the bed and flopping back first onto it, the mural above me now feeling unpleasant to even look at. Why couldn't I have a normal relationship like this? I got someone who will never be satisfied with me forever, someone who has my life completely in their hands.

I don't know, maybe I can bring tactical information back to the demon lands? Will that be enough? Maybe if I figure out what the humans know about demons, we can plan against it! I doubt the humans will write down any risky knowledge about themselves, that's for sure...

I want to say I could read romance books to figure out how to please the Heroine, but I've already done all of it! I've given everything I could to her and I can still guarantee she'll be throwing me away soon, so I...

My heart aches deeply as I try to push away the start of the spiraling thoughts, not wanting to lose focus on what's important. Hotspring caves, human information on demons, that's all I need.

My desperate attempts at righting my thoughts are interrupted by another knock, my almost numb sounding voice calling for whoever it is to come in.

"... Um, hi. Ilvia, right? It's been a while." I slowly lean up, peeking over to see a slightly plump woman, completely not recognizing her. Was she a servant of mine? I don't think she was a servant.

Brown hair and brown eyes are pretty uncommon, so I would assume I'd recognize her? I furrow my brow, wondering if maybe it was someone from the massive group of people I'd been introduced to by the Heroine.

"Oh, uh... If you don't remember that's fine, I don't really stand out too much without tentacles." My mouth slowly hangs open as the realization comes over me. You're the bookworm that I always think about when I hear the word tentacles now!

I feel an almost instinctive urge to protect my crotch, but I do my best to ignore it, nodding to her. "I remember you, yes. Did the Heroine send you?"

She tilts her head in confusion for a few moments before opening her lips. "No? I was told that you wanted me to come over and figure out what books you might want." Wait... You're telling me... "I'm the Royal Librarian, so, you know."

So I've had sex with the Prince, Princess, Head Maid, and Royal Librarian... What's next, the King and Queen? I sigh, completely baffled by the twists and turns of my life, wondering how exactly everything has gotten to this point.

"I uh... Well, I wanted to ask if you knew of any caves with hot springs that humans don't use... And maybe some books on what humans think or know about demons. ... You know, since humans hate me and everything." I do my best to pull the guilt card, resting back against the bed sheets while she approaches.

"Um, hot springs? What for?" ... Shit, did she really have to ask? I was expecting the knowledge of demons thing to be a lot more relevant than that! I chew on my lip while I think before letting out a long sigh.

"I just wanted to know of places I can have a bath in the future if we go traveling, I was all sticky on our way there and here." I don't know if that's good enough, but whatever, I'll just force her to tell me if she keeps prying.

"Couldn't you just, like... Use a hotel's bath or something? A hot spring without any cold water can lead to severe burns." I glance at her before shrugging, letting out an annoyed sigh in hopes of getting her to drop it.

"I'm a demon, I can stand extremely hot and extremely cold temperatures, even these baths here could stand to be hotter." I try to show off my wet hair as proof that I've already tried it, earning a gasp from her.

"Oh, that's actually true? I thought it was just exaggeration from, like, stories of the Hells!" I shake my head, no, it's not exaggeration, now please just tell me already! I don't want to take cold baths for the rest of my life!

"Um, I'd have to look for some, but I can do that for you, as for the uh... Demon thing, well... Mm, yeah, I think I have a couple books I could recommend you, but... But..." Oh great, here's where she says I can't have certain books because they'd be tactically disadvantageous or something.

"... Um, can I... Can we do that thing again? Y-you know..." I stare at her, mouth agape in confusion for several moments before I realize that she's just coming onto me instead. To go through that tentacle torture again, willingly?

I bite down on my lip, glancing away from her in contemplation. I mean, I have gone through worse since then, so it's fine! It's fine...

"Yeah, but books and information first!" I say, hoping that maybe she'll somehow forget about it in the meantime, or at least... I don't know.

She nods, an excited look on her face now as she trots away to the door. "I'll go get what you want, then! And I'll see if I can study up more on tentacles to use them better!" I open my mouth to protest almost immediately when she says that, but she's already long gone, leaving me staring at the door in horror.

She's going to study to make them better? Maybe I should just run away now... What if I trick her into, like, passing out from cumming and then going 'Oh, well, that's just how it goes?'

Fiddling with my thumbs for several moments, I turn to look for the toy box, ready to hunt down something to help protect myself against her... But that's also missing. You're telling me they just took it?! The servants just brought it in here to have the Head Maid get fucked and then...!

I groan in frustration, everything stacked up against me now despite my efforts. I have to go through that tentacle hell again?

Vividly, I go over those memories, the massive invaders thrusting into me while they assault me mercilessly, not even stopping when I'd beg for some sort of mercy, every hole being filled without question. How can you even improve on that? How does she plan on improving it?

For a succubus I really lack sexual creativity, but it's gotta be fair this time, right? I mean, who encounters a tentacle monster regularly?! Nobody!

... I just need to make her cum her brains out before I cum, that's it, it's fine. It shouldn't be too hard, she's pretty submissive when she's not dreaming.

I cross my arms, nodding contently. Confident I can at least do that much as a succubus, I mean, my pride isn't that low. It'll all work itself out in the end, I should just probably rest a little bit before then.

Crawling into the bed, I flop myself against the fabric of the pillows, ignoring the cold feeling of my wet hair as I do. I'm all dressed up, just had a hot bath, and now I get to fuck a cute little Librarian until she's screaming for me to stop.

Life is good. Definitely. I promise. It's perfect. Nothing wrong with it.

I doze off repeating those empty platitudes in my mind to try and keep the negative thoughts at bay, slowly drifting into dreamland without issue.

+Wait, we're getting more tentacle porn next chapter?!+

(...)

+Oh fuck yeah!+

(Spoilers, idiot!)

+Oh, right, well... Eh, we know you're a weakling when it comes to sex anyway.+

(It's not my fault this time! She just had- Mph!)

+What was that about spoilers?+

(Only you're allowed to spoil?!)

+No, but I wanna watch you lose in real time.+

(That... You're mean.)

+Not mean, you're just hot, there's a difference.+

(I fail to see how me being one means you can't be the other.)

+I didn't say I can't be mean, I just said I'm not being mean right now, I love seeing you get your brains fucked out!+

(... I hate how I understand why part of me is the way it is now.)

+What, the part that loves cumming herself silly until she can't think anymore?+

(... Shut up.)