Derek was indeed even taller now then he was those years ago, Xander could see it, even though they were currently sitting down.

There was stubble on Derek’s face, which Xander didn’t allow himself more than a quick look…

Stubble was something Xander liked in a man…

On the rare thought of why he like stubble so much, Xander could remember Derek having stubble the last time that he had seen him all those years ago.

His blue eyes were another fact that Xander had liked since young.

…Now that he thought about it, it seems that all these years, he had compared many men with Derek…And that thought disgusted Xander, making him look away and cuddle his legs tighter.

 

Did you have a good look?

Derek fully opened his eyes and gazed at Xander’s small form. He too had found slight changes in Xander since the last time that he had his eyes on him.

Xander hadn’t grown too much, but his hair, that seemed to show traces that it had been dyed recently, was longer. Now that Xander’s hair was mostly back to his original color, Derek liked his hair more.

Derek noticed too, that Xander’s skin wasn’t as soft as before either. Derek remembers quite well, how Xander’s skin had felt earlier, while he had been sleeping in the last day or two. It was still fair, but his hands had obvious marks of hard labour. His back also had whip marks and slight scratches.

There was one more thing about his skin that hadn’t been there the last time that he had looked all those years ago too…And that was a scar, on Xander’s waist.

With the scar being about three center meters, it made Derek think that it was probably done by a knife or dagger…Meaning that someone had tried to kill him at one stage!

 

What has he been through all this time?

Having the ‘luck’ of touching him so freely just hours ago…Derek also saw that if would be no problem in becoming intimate with him, as his hard on had obviously wanted to poke the body beside it.

Derek had denied it all this time but now, he could no longer hide it.

His father had been right all those years ago, since that night when Derek had warmed Xander up from being cold from the snow and found his father’s pendant, he had wanted more from his best friend…

Back then, Derek had decided to wait and tell Xander when he was more mature, perhaps in another two years or so. He was going to treat Xander extremely well, so that when he asked Xander to become his lover, he wouldn’t get rejected…

But just a couple of weeks from that night sent his relationship with Xander in the opposite direction…

 

Wanting to believe his good friend, of not stealing, Derek had tried hard to forget about what had happened with the Princess…But before he could let it go completely, his mother had died…

Seeing the Omega in front of him now, the same one that had looked at him in pure shock and abandonment before, Derek clenched his fists by his side.

If he’s thinking that I’ll take pity on him, he’s got another thing coming! Now that he’s within my grasp, I can punish him how I want to, to redeem my mother and perhaps have an heir as well…By then, I should be able to let him go…Or end his life.

Looking away from Xander, Derek instead thought of the secluded place that his Omega will stay in.

 

A part of the punishment that Derek had arranged for Xander all these years, was to have him stay in his mother’s closed off quarters.

Even though his father had another woman now, who had not had any children yet, Derek did not worry that he will go into his mother’s place very often, or at all.

With not just him, but with his mother, Norman had been detached and did not treat her with love. It seemed she had done her duty for him, by getting pregnant, and afterwards was somewhat forgotten.

Derek thought that having his Omega there shouldn’t pose a problem, sometimes he could even walk around a bit, as his mother’s area was quite large.

Having tended to the garden himself, not letting anyone else in to do it, also had this reason…As well as remembrance…

 

 

Xander’s sickness slowly got better but that seemed to be the only thing that changed.

Both of them seemed to come to a silent agreement to not speak to the other and the only time they were close, was when they had stopped at an inn and Derek wanted his sleeping Omega in his arms.

With the difference between them, with sleeping habits, Derek was only able to hold Xander for an hour or two, before he woke up.

Throughout the night, much to Derek’s dislike, Xander would be awake and lost in his thoughts, hiding away in a corner and cold.

Derek had seen him looking absentmindedly at a razor, a knife and at the alleyways away from the inn, yet he didn’t want to think of what his thoughts were at that stage. Whether it be his pride or his ignorance, Derek didn’t think he had anything to worry about…

Xander, on the other hand, had troubles sleeping. Throughout the day, they would be in a bumpy carriage ride and it didn’t help him get to sleep, but then neither did it help when he found that two times in a row, he woke up beside Derek, making his sleep quite stiff.

After the first two nights, Xander woke up a lot quicker and get out of the Alpha’s tight arms!

 

Due to such an awkward atmosphere, Derek became quite lost on what to do.

Xander would bow his head submissively, or be looking out the window deep in thought, eat little and not speak unless he was dreaming.

On the other hand, Derek could hardly hold in his burning gaze, only letting it out when they were in bed.

In bed, there he could feel like there were less boundaries, a more opened air between them.

He felt like that he could even go back to the old them, while Xander was sleeping, and tease him about his height. He could smile at him and think of how to help him with his problems.

 

In the first couple of hours in the night, that was when Derek would think of Xander the most and worry about his health. He knew that Xander was not sleeping well and that he wasn’t eating enough. That wasn’t the only thing he liked about Xander’s sleeping form…With more and more courage, Derek went from just touching with his hands, to light kisses upon the body, that filled him with desire.

It was really starting to become a problem for Derek, as he wished to take his Omega right now!

His dick was starting to hurt, and he was now thinking to use Xander’s hand this night, to get him off!

 

“You want me?”

Derek had just fixed his pants and put a leg over the other, to conceal his longing. Again, they had already set off in the carriage and it was…Uncomfortable…

Turning his head to Xander, in surprise, Derek remained speechless…Not in a million years did he think that Xander would open this type of subject!

Having spent a few days to accept his situation, Xander finally felt confident in treating Derek like any other customer.

For one, it would make living a lot easier…

Not putting feelings into account had helped him out a lot over the years and it would also help his frustrations over thinking of how he was going to end his life, as…If he could get along with his master, he wouldn’t have to worry about that kind of stuff!

Then, for a second reason, Xander wanted to know if he could do it at all. Not only to find out earlier, which he knew he was making a hasty decision, but if he knew he could do it, he would be able to be less nervous and be able to hold his head a little higher, perhaps eat a little more and not hold such depressing thoughts…

So, to him, it sounded like a good plan…

 

Getting up and willingly hopping on top of Derek’s lap, Xander focused.

I can’t think too much. He’s just any other customer!

Derek was completely surprised with Xander’s behavior…But, desire won out easily and quickly, and Derek pushed Xander’s lower half into him with one hand and pushed Xander’s head towards him with the other.

Taking his lips with his and Xander even kissing him back, put Derek out of control!

It really was a surprise to the willingness of the Omega on top of him, but little pecks and light touches really couldn’t cut it though!

All those nights that Xander was in his arms and he was freely touching him, was a huge tease and it felt like heaven was slowly descending!

More!

 

On the other hand, Xander was going fine…Fine enough for now. He can kiss, he’s kissed many people, many customers, so, right now, he was under control!

Entering his tongue into Xander’s mouth, Derek rushed to remove the clothes from their lower halves, somewhat making Xander tense up but tell himself continuously that this was ‘fine’.

In the process of feeling Xander’s own dick getting harder, made Derek unbelievably happy and he rushed to directly led a finger to Xander’s backside.

 

Already, Derek was in heaven, never thinking that he would have gotten so far with Xander so quickly!

Upon feeling Xander’s hands on his already throbbing dick, Derek let out a deep, satisfied grunt.

Once…Once he had gotten intimate with another but…It was nothing like this! He felt like he had been waiting for an eternity to do what they were doing right now!

Those hands touched him just as he wanted them too. They were like a shy, little teasing bunny that had courage…Well, for whatever reason, these hands were much better! And the lips, the lips that had some type of magic about them led Derek into wanting those lips more and more. Was it the taste or the feel of them? Was it that the owner of them was someone that he dreamt about intimately? Whatever it was, the lips touching his was doing its magical type power upon him and they were better than what they thought they’d be. Soft, just the right size to match his own, they had that moreish taste to them and teeth that didn’t get in the way…

 

With her, his first and only other past lover, he knew he was upset and worried and thinking endlessly on what had happened at the time, but now…

Now Derek was completely smitten, looking into the beautiful green eyes of Xander and touching a pert nipple.

His mind was right there, taking the smaller male in and wanting more.

So many dreams about being with him this way and it doesn’t come close to reality!

Placing his finger inside Xander’s anus, Derek could hardly contain himself!

He knew that he needed to prepare his Omega for his large dick to fit but…

I want you so much!

 

Xander moaned, stiffening slight to knowing it was his moan that had come out so easily.

Just a customer! Don’t lose your head!

“I want you!”

Derek’s voice floated into Xander’s ears like his favorite music did and he unknowingly held the hand he had around Derek’s desire tighter.

Two fingers were now being used and Xander breathed out, again losing himself to not only those fingers but the desire inside his palm.

He had never had an Alpha customer before but instead of being scared, Xander unconsciously shifted, driving Derek ultimately crazy with want!

“Xander…”

Lips were claimed once again, and a third finger rushed inside the wet hole that was nearly ready…

 

Xander moaned into Derek’s kiss and Derek took his wet fingers away.

Moving his Omega on top of him, Derek took in the luscious body that looked back at him…

To Derek, he had never in his life seen anyone so erotically and sensual, he was so damned sexy and captivating that Xander moving to take a part of his hardness inside him, completely surprised Derek.

Xander hadn’t been able to wait any longer, but the sudden feeling of having to expand, to have Derek fit him, woke him up a bit from losing himself…Again…

Always able to wait for the other to apply protection beforehand, or he doing it himself, Xander did not even think how lost he was at that moment!

 

Having stopped, because of these thoughts, Xander looked at Derek, frowning to his worries.

“Xander…”

Seeing Derek state his name so passionately, then kiss him like it was the same part of a song, a unison, Xander lost his train of thoughts.

Derek passionately stated Xander’s name like he had wanted to in his dreams and slowly entered further and further, hardly able to keep himself back from diving all in all the way in one thrust.

Could this really be happening or is this a dream that I’ve concocted over seeing him alive again?

Moans and groans floated out, as Derek finally fit himself all the way into where he wanted to desperately be for the last couple of days, and found himself locked in.

Xander stiffened up, feeling this difference, and finally realized that he had once again lost himself to wanting this man!

 

Pain traveled through Xander’s lower body, as Derek’s member was a lot bigger than Xander had originally thought!

Only feeling the pain just now really did frustrate the hell out of him, as he must have been unconsciously losing himself!

“Hurts.” Xander said quietly, having stopped moving completely now.

Sometimes customers would briefly slow down…Sometimes they didn’t…

But Xander, never having an Alpha inside of him before, he was caught completely unprepared!

“Sorry.”

Derek could only bite onto Xander’s shoulders as lightly as he could, to stay still…It really was not easy to do nothing, as that body on top of him was like heaven.

It had now gotten to a point where Derek was completely sure that he was dreaming! This was just too good to be true and if he made too many sudden movements, he’d most definitely wake up and he did not want that at all!

 

Derek let out a few breaths and just as he was able to handle it, Xander moved his body…

It was a hard decision to make for Derek because of Xander doing this, to either break his skin, on biting harder, or…

Derek then took control, moving Xander’s body on top of him.

Watching Xander, Derek felt completely captivated!

Xander’s closed eyes and head held back, made Derek push his lower half closer to him and kiss his nipples. Xander with opened eyes, full of desire for him, made Derek groan and try to hold back from cumming there and then…Xander’s tight nipples, Xander’s wetness, Xander’s tight insides…His obvious evidence of enjoying what they were doing…

 

Derek found many things that showed Xander’s want for him and it drove him completely over the edge and before he knew it, he pushed the luscious body down, so that he could be as deep within him as possible and released what felt like a lifetime of want.

All those nights beside him recently, for all those years of dreaming about him…

Holding tightly onto Xander, Derek trembled to each spurt of ecstasy that was released inside of Xander.

And…Feeling that hot liquid, Xander squirmed as a sense of panic overtook his desirable feeling.

“Ah! Xander…Don’t move so much!”

 

Being held even tighter now, Xander couldn’t even move while more and more hot liquid entered him.

It really wasn’t fair, as Xander tried not to feel…He felt ready to explode yet, he was extremely mortified…

In an unbearable moment, Xander let himself go, as he started to feel sick and dizzy to holding himself back.

His own dick clenched and just like the one inside of him, he released. Holding tightly onto Derek, Xander hated himself for moaning through what he felt like a real orgasm…

As much as he hated to admit it, this time he really had enjoyed it…As much as he hated to think, he knew that deep down, he had wanted this too…He had wanted to be with Derek at least once…

Perhaps that was what had been stopping him all this time…

Clenching his hands, Xander was still upset…Upset that it really had come down to this…

 

Squeezing his eyes shut, Xander still felt like a fool!

I should have just kept my distance! Why did I want to prove to myself that I could treat him like any other customer!?

Both males trembled more and more as two minutes go by, leaving one of them completely satisfied and the other hating himself to the bones.

As soon as he could, Xander slowly removed himself from Derek, leaving him gasp as liquid easily started going down his legs, showing a small line of blood along with it.

 

“Why are you in such a rush?” Derek frowned to the clearly surprised Xander, who picked up his clothes and hastily got dressed.

Without a word, Xander finished and sat down in his usual corner and covered himself as much as possible. He felt so ashamed…Derek hadn’t been just like any other customer. Not only had Xander lost himself to the feeling a few times but he had not even thought of protection…

My uterus is ready to conceive now…How could I be so reckless? How could I be so stupid!? All because I wanted to prove to myself that he was just a customer!