I lost to the the person I “loathed” the most
For the second time even
When I was born my parents had found out my Karma
They had drilled into my head
“You’re gonna be a hero”
I was sick of it
But that’s when I met him Spade the Karmaless kid he was different entirely he was happy
When I was stuck going through hell becoming something I didn’t want to be
Studying magic day and night, getting beat for the sake of becoming stronger I hated it
I was envious of him
And what I hated the most
Becoming a “Hero”
A symbol of masculinity, and for that.
My parents threw away my gender as a girl
I wanted him to feel what I felt like trash.
That was the real reason I never gave a damn about if god rejected him or not
Honestly when I met him I actually —
Thank you for this chapter! So wait dude enemey was a girl