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I'm craving this food and it's been so many days. I haven't eaten it yet. I still think of it and badly want to eat it. But I'm too reluctant to order it to a store that I don't know of and I don't want to go out. It's just a food but it feels so complicated that it took so many days. AAAAAAAaaa want to eaaaaat.
I got it!!!! AAAAAAA I waited for this to de delivered 1 whole day. It's my cousin who bought it but she is quite busy. Anyway, I didn't even sleep just to wait for it that's how grave I am craving for this. But what matters is that it's here now. AAAAA
I'm reading this story that made me cry so long. I have the intrusive thought to make my readers cry too. Don't worry, I don't think I can nor will. At least, not the next chapter or so.... Hehe
We are in a little reunion. My mother kept on yapping about my story getting monetary support from my readers. Feeling so proud that she went on and on. As long as she can insert it into the conversation, she will tell it to them. Not gonna lie, I feel shy and afraid that someone will ask what my story is all about. (Luckily, they didn't) They are quite traditional.... Just a little bit. And my personality... They would never think of me writing a story with sexual content.
You can be proud about it
My mental health is worsening. I've cried so many time this August. It's my birth month and the month where I cried the most. And yes, I'm crying. Life. life. life. life.
Try to stay strong. Life can be tricky, but you have only one go at it.
It's my Bday yay!
Happy birthday! Hope it will be a really good day and year for you!
I'm going out tomorrow for work, on site. I'm wide awake because my thought are spinning bad things that might happen, and I'm tearing up because I'm overthinking again. Why do I need to work? Why do I need to work so I can live? Can I just be at home and write a novel? Read or watch something? Yet I am born poor. I definitely won't get rich with how I am unambitious. I know but I can't push myself and be ambitious. Sometimes I will just have the thoughts of "Is life really worth living?"
It is worth living. That day will pass like any other and you will be back to you routine. But I get it. I work to afford myself to live and be able to write. Life is unfair but that does not mean that giving up is the answer. So, stay strong.
Sorry I can't update this week. I went on a two day vacation with my coworkers. Still chillin' with no sleep here.
Enjoy your vacation!
Failed in my CSExam. Can retake it though. If my future self would want to.
Good luck on the second try, take it as getting experience first
Officially unemployed. Today is my last day as an employee of my first job. I'm already hired by a company that doesn't have weekend work though. New journey! Will also learn new things! Will be busy with a month of learning after that updating twice a week will soon be possible.
Good luck with the new place! Hopefully, it will be much better!
I want to let go of everything. Go to a bar. Get drunk and dance~
I'm having another emotional and mental breakdown again. I know I might be just tired, overthinking, or whatever but... I feel so small.
Irl, I rarely speak because there are too many people that will make me feel, directly or indirectly, that I don't deserve to speak. This made me shut my mouth and only speak when I need to because I'm afraid they will belittle me, bully me, give sarcastic comments, and even look at me oddly as if I did something wrong.
A friend of mine did this, she even might thought of it as a 'just fun' thing to do. Never thought that her word has given me so much pain. Her not standing up to me whenever someone questioned me or when everyone is against me is another. I might just FO her. But she's a co-worker and I don't want to affect anything connected to work.
Anyway, I only have 27 days left and will be unemployed again. Yup, I resigned. Will finally be free from the pain and suffering that my coworkers and friend have been giving me.
Try to remain strong; life is not easy. I can't really give you any advice besides trying to find those moments that make you happy and ignore those that don't.
I usly as my name says lurk in the background I don't usually Comment on stories but a lot of the stories I read either go into purgatory or get rewrited
Thank you for your support~
I know this is just one of those challenges in life, will soon be fine. I will still continue updating just a little bit slower.
Thank you again and Have a great day.
Did I resign? No. No, I didn't. My family's situation didn't allow me to do so.
But this week has been fine.
Stay strong
After so much consideration and hesitation, I finally decided to resign from my job. My first job wasn't even 3 months long.
I'm too drained, stressed, and depressed. Right now, what I wanted is rest. I hope I can do an immediate resignation.
Stress is the worst enemy. Hope you get well soon!
I was already at the door of my work when I remembered my timecard wasn't in my bag...
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Thank you for enjoying my story, for the votes/favorites, comments and for adding it to your reading list! (/^•^)/
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