I gazed down on the bright lights of the street below, the sound of people driving by and people talking. My cheeks were still hot and my tears kept coming, because tonight was the night I just couldn’t take it anymore. I knew I could never be accepted for who I was nor even able to achieve what I want to be. Why couldn’t I just be normal? I felt another wave of tears cascade and run down my cheeks, the night breeze making it feel cold against my skin. I shivered at the chill before looking down again, if I just took a few more steps, I would fall to my death and I knew I wanted it so badly, I couldn’t deal with the pain anymore, I didn’t want to keep suffering like this.I took one step and then another slowly moving closer and closer to the edge until, just one more and it would all be over and the pain would be done.

But the night had different plans for me as I heard a husky almost sultry voice behind me “You don’t want to do that, trust me dear.” I turned quickly to see who it was and I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. There stood a woman who had to be at least 6’4, but her other features were by far the most strange. Her skin was pale, bordering on white looking like one of those really goth chicks. She had a beautiful alluring face and her body was just breathtaking. I felt my heart flutter at her appearance but was also overtaken with jealousy. But there were some strange features like I said,

Her eyes were alight with a red glow as two black horns rose from her forehead and were slightly swooped backwards, her raven hair long and soft looking, but the most interesting part of her were her wings. They were long pitch black feathered wings. She looked incredibly intimidating and a little scary and also very hot. But oddly she gave me a face of sympathy and was filled with sadness.

“W-why not?” I was able to stammer out completely overwhelmed by her aura. Hold on a second that is definitely not the most pressing question. “Wait, who are you? What are you?” Whomever this woman was she had a powerful aura, I felt I could barely get a word in and I almost felt safe? Why did I feel safe with this person? Demon? I have no idea I should probably just let her tell me herself instead of me just wondering hopelessly. I saw her looking at me for a few a moments and I got nervous that I might have said something wrong, hey maybe she’s come to help push me off this buil-

“I’m not here to push you off to your death dear.” She said sighing, sounding a little exasperated “And yes, I can read your surface thoughts, but please, trust me I’ll explain everything but just let me take you somewhere safer.” Wait where was she going to take me and how many of my thoughts could she hear? I got a little scared and tried to back away but instead I stepped off the building and began to fall. I saw her burst into action she swooped in and caught before I fell too far. My heart was pounding and it was getting hard to breathe, where was she taking me?! I saw her glance down at me with that sympathetic look again, though I had no idea what that meant.

But I began to notice that indeed, we were flying, and weirdly enough, it didn’t bother me at all. In fact I loved it! I felt so free up here away from all my problems and my worries. I was able to just admire the beauty of the sky and the city and we climbed higher and higher reaching our peak just below the clouds. I felt myself smiling in a way I haven’t smiled in years! But then my anxiety hit me like a truck. I guess I should've seen it coming but all those problems I mentioned being away from earlier, had once again gotten into my mind and once again I was stricken with panic. My breathing became fast and my heartbeat even faster. I knew I should’ve just jumped why couldn’t this just be over please for the love of god just kill me please. I felt something hit firm and hard hit the back of my neck and I was out cold.

When I awoke I wasn’t flying but instead in a bed in some fairly nice apartment. I looked around and saw nobody but I did notice that it was still night, so I couldn’t have been out for that long. Slowly I got up but my body ached all over and my legs were almost weak enough for me to collapse but fortunately I caught myself before that happened. I began to slowly creep around hoping to maybe find my way out but suddenly that woman showed up just in time to stop me. But her wings and horns seem to have disappeared.

“Going somewhere?” She asked, crossing her arms. “Because I hope not, I still have to answer your questions from earlier and probably new ones now.” She smirked as she pointed towards her living room “Let’s go somewhere a little more comfy then I can answer all the questions you have.” I gulped before begrudgingly doing what she said, sitting on her admittedly nice soft couch. I saw her sit on the other end of the couch before awkwardly said “So… I guess I should tell you who I am. My name is Alysandra Kain and I guess I’m part demon. That means I can hide those more obvious features whenever I need to. So, are you going to tell me why you were up there on that roof?” She looked over to me with those damned sympathetic eyes again.

“I…” Oh god I could feel the tears coming down again as I thought back on the last week. “I was going to kill myself, because…. B-because I know I can’t be me! I’m a freak and I know that whatever thing I wanted to become is impossible. I tried talking to me but people looked at me with disgust and disdain.” I could feel my throat tightening and I sobbed harder. “You should’ve let me jump.” I murmured before I heard her slam her fist into the arm of the couch, I felt myself shrink in fear as I brought my legs to my chest as I continued to sob, unable to speak anymore, just warm tears continuing to fall down my cheek. I saw her looking at, eyes probably filled with hate. But instead I felt her… hug me? “W-what are you doing?” I asked through my sobs, barely even able to make it intelligible.

“Showing you the care you deserve dear.” She whispered into my ear, I felt myself melt into the hug a bit as my sobbing intensified. I didn’t deserve care like this, did I? “Everything is going to be alright, you can be whoever you dream to be, I won’t judge you for it.” She said calming me and soothing my sorrow. I can? That can’t be possible, what I want is out of reach. Or is it? I mean she can fly and has glowing eyes so why couldn’t I be what I want to be, I mean What I wanted was much less than she was. I felt myself smile a bit at that and mumbled a thank you as I let the remainder of my tears flow out of me. I feel her lightly rub my back to bring to a much more manageable calm. It still took me a few minutes of managing my breathing before I was even able to speak comprehensively again. She unfortunately separated eventually so we could continue our conversation.

“R-really? You won’t judge me for w-wanting to be a-a…” I choked my anxiety down and spit it out “A g-girl?” I eyed her nervously hoping she wouldn’t be disgusted like the others. Instead what I saw made my heart flutter as she smiled at me with such compassion that I didn’t even think was possible to display in just a facial expression. I felt my tension release as I felt safer and safer by the second. “B-but how can I be one? I mean it shouldn’t possible I’m gonna be stuck as an ugly man forev-” I felt her finger against my lips as she shushed me and I whimpered a bit but obeyed her as I just became a puddle of uselessness.

“Shush dear, you won’t be stuck as a man forever I promise you, no matter what you choose to do. I was like you too once so I am going to give you a once in a lifetime offer…” I looked at her with hope as she considered her next words carefully “I can give you the body of your dreams at the cost of becoming something like me. Which obviously has a lot of benefits but it means that for a while you’ll have to be seeing me, cutie.” She said seductively as she booped me on the nose.

I felt a blush creep onto my face as I considered her words. Can she do that? Make me who I always wanted to be? That can’t be possible… But what if? In that moment I felt my hope and excitement rise exponentially as I thought about it more and more. Before I had time to think anymore she spoke again “I’ll give you this offer once because I know you’ll take it Miranda. Don’t forget I can read your surface thoughts deary. I do have to say that is a gorgeous name.” she haughtily laughed, smirking to herself as I blushed at her compliment but I felt annoyed at the fact that she was right. I didn’t really have an option that didn’t end with me dead and crumpled in the street.

I thought for a few more moments to feign consideration before nervously speaking “I...I-I’ll do it, if it helps me then I’ll do whatever it takes!” And I knew that I truly meant that last part I would do whatever I needed to be myself to be… to be a girl, a girl named Miranda. I smiled as I thought back to that name. I don’t know where it came from but it felt right. It felt like me. More than that other putrid name that I didn’t even dare to think or even speak again.I was going to throw away that life for a better one. I saw her smile at me warmly as she reached out her hand to me, and I took it. She led me to what I assume to be her bedroom. It was a bit basic but nice and not as gothy as I would’ve guessed from her appearance. She threw me onto the bed and I was left breathless as she hungrily straddled me before leaning down and whispering into my ear.

“This is going to hurt about my little hatchling, but it’ll be over quickly.” she said sensuously before licking her lips. I couldn’t help but feel nervous as the moment stretched on further and further without either of us moving. Then suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my neck as I realized she had bitten into it. Every second I could feel her draining me and it was almost agonizingly painful, I nearly blacked out from the pain on multiple occasions before she slapped me back to reality.

Then after what felt like an eternity it was over but… But nothing had changed.
I felt incredibly weak but that didn’t stop my mind from racing and my heart from nearly pounding out of my chest. She looked at me with those sympathetic eyes a glint of a sorrowful expression. “Now comes the more fun part dear, you’ll need to do the same to me that I had just done to you if you don’t want to die at least.” She said the last part a little cheekily but I did what she said trying to be as gentle as possible as I bit into her and started feeding off of her as she had just fed off of me. I felt her blood and essence flowing into me as I felt my strength return and I felt my body heat up and burn.

Every drink I could feel my body change in ways that shouldn’t have been possible. I felt my hair over my body just disappear without a trace, my skin became noticeably softer that I wasn’t even aware was possible. I felt my head become heavier and was weighed down by my increasing amount of hair. My bones cracked and reshaped themselves to make the perfect feminine frame for me, the sound was almost sickening but I continued to feed for as long as I could. I felt my muscles lighten and shrink with my overall shape, though there were some areas I felt growth in.

My chest slowly but steadily expanded into a perfect set of breasts, my thighs plumping up to a delicious crescendo. But ass I felt lifted me a bit as I knew it was just scrumptious. I felt my face shift and contort as bones moved and softened, my nose became a cute button nose, my lips became more plump and sensual as my face became more round. And let’s just say that downstairs I felt a very big change that required a bit extra for everything to be in order and working correctly, I’ll spare you the details. Eventually Alysandra pushed weaned me off it and I knew I was finished.

“You seem to have some fun! And oh my you seem to have become quite the delicious looking treat now haven’t you.” She said to me with positive ara ara energy. I felt dazed as I slowly returned back to the world fully, still a little shocked I had even done that in the first place. As I came back to Earth Alysandra led me to a mirror and I saw myself for the first time. Not who I was told I was but who I always knew I was. I smiled and cried tears of joy for the first time in my life.

I couldn’t believe I was this gorgeous woman before me, just as I imagined her with all her curves and the perfect body, Her beautiful wavy strawberry blonde hair was gorgeous as were her green eyes. I couldn’t help but hug Alysandra as I just cried, happy as can be. “We have work to do dear, remember you’re one of my kind now. Soon enough you’ll be able to manifest our truest forms. Don’t worry, I’ll teach you every step of the way.” She reassured me, giving me a confident wink that made my heart melt a little. But whatever lies ahead I knew I could do it. I was Miranda and I was finally myself.