Ah, I'm paralyzed. My mouth is foaming. What the fuck did that dew do to me?

No, no, no, no, no, no. Fuck, no. I'm gonna die again for the third time. Well, I survived that maelstrom, and probably almost died of spiciness to that fruit. But now I'm dying from drinking dew?

What the fuck? Seriously?

Shit, my body is numb. I can only feel my face. And even then, my mouth is seriously foaming.

I don't like this place. I need to get out of here very fast. I want to go back to my old shitty lonely life that I had before.

I hate to think about it, but sleeping might just fix it. I can't do anything either, so there's no choice.

Agghhhh, I can't even sleep. Please let this suffering end. I'd rather die quickly than slowly.

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Ah, how long has it been? How long has it been since I got paralysed? That dew, that fucking dew.

My body looks so rugged. And what's worse is that leaves had covered it. It must've been days since I drank that dew.

I drank that dew too much, if I had only drank little, it might've only lasted a few hours.

Shit, I'm so hungry and so thirsty.

Huh, I can somehow feel my fingers again. And my numbness has decreased drastically.

Is the effect wearing off?

"AWOOOOOOOOOO"

What the hell was that sound? That sounded like a wolf. But this is an island though?

I've literally explored the whole beach line, so it's not a possible place for a wolf to live in. Also, this is a jungle on an island. Why would there be a wolf?

Furthermore, it's been a few days since I got standed here. Why am I only hearing it howling now?

It's possible that I'm being delusional. But, why did it sound so real?

If I ever get released from this paralysis, I must check it out. It'd be dangerous to not know wether it's lurking around me or not from time to time.

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I'm free, finally free!!!

"HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

Oh I'm going insane alright, that laugh was supposed to be an inside laugh. I might've alerted the wolf.

Shit, fuck, shit, fuck.

Should I just drown myself? It's better than to be mangled by a wolf. It'll feel horrible, but it's still better.

Nope, on second thought, I'm too much of a coward to kill myself. If I was more insane than I am right now, I might even just go to the wolf and die. But I guess I'm not.

Let's just-

*GRUMBLE*

Oh no. A few days of not eating is turning my stomach inside out. I need food.

Shit, I can't just eat this shitty fruit after all that suffering. I'll die if I eat it now. I just know it.

Oh yeah, bugs. If I remember correctly, they were delicacies in the southern part of the continent.

They say that larvae are the juiciest and most safe to eat of the insects.

Yeah, let's search for them before I die of starvation and thirst.

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Ah, I found some! They were in the trees and in rock crevices.

They look, disgusting. Shit, I can't eat those, I just can't. No way.

*GRUMBLE*

*GRUMBLE*

Holy shit I'm so hungry, I have no choice, but to eat them.

Let's pick the safest looking one to eat.

Nope, this one has spikes.

Nope, this one has too much hair.

Nope, this one has a skull pattern on it's skin.

Nope, this one looks super gooey.

Ah, this one's the safest looking one. But ughh, it looks like it has human skin.

Huh, why is it so big now that I think of it. And why does is have five mini tails?

It looks like it's not moving. Is it sleeping? Or dead?

Let's just reach it and grab it. It's stuck between some pile of rocks and it's big, so it's gonna be hard to pull it out.

"Heeeeeggghhh, heeeeggghhhh."

Shit, I need to muster up my full strength to pull it out. I need to muster up my life force, if that is even possible.

"HEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAGGHHHHHH, HEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAGHHHH."

*CRASH*

Ah, there's good news and bad news.

The good news is that I managed to pull it out.

The bad news is that it's not a larva.

It's, it's....

"AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH"

That's a fucking arm, that's an arm. Fuck, that's a mangled arm.

That still looks fresh. Maybe it was just severed a few hours ago.

Fuck, the meat is still red. Doesn't that mean that it was that wolf that killed this person?

Shit, this is the only thing that is safe to eat. Fuck.

You know what, I'm actually gonna eat this. It's less disgusting than eating those crawling larvae. And those larvae might be poisonous like every single thing on this island. Probably.

I've never eaten raw human(?) meat before, so this is my first one.

I need to add some flavouring to it.

The juice of that spicy horrible fruit might be good. And the salty water from the ocean is great.

But....

*GRUMBLE*

*GRUMBLE*

I need to eat this now. Ughhh.

Here goes nothing.

*BITE*

Ew, ew, ew, ew, ew, ew. Don't think about puking, just don't fucking think about it.

No, no, no, no, no, no, nope. Fuck.

*CHEWS*

This is so chewy and disgusting. I need to endure it somehow.

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I feel a little sick. Is it just in my mind or is it actually making me sick?

It's probably both. Damn it.

I've only eaten a quarter of this hand and I'm already feeling sick.

Let's just continue it later.

*GRUMBLE*

Damn you stomach.

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I've eaten half of it, and my stomach is now fine. But I feel more sick.

I can't puke, no way. It'll just waste the effort I just made.

It's almost midnight if I look at the two moons, and I'm tired as well.

Let's just find shelter and sleep. Because of that damn dew, I haven't slept for days. Or more like, I couldn't have slept.

Ah, this is a decent place, it's a big rock stacked onto 2 bigger rocks, so it's sturdy and can shelter me.

"Ah, I miss Alteria Academy. Even though it was boring there, it's still better than this shitty hell hole."

Wait, why was I talking to myself? I'm getting crazier.

~To be continued....