Thara's POV

I went home at last. It has been a month since I went home. I just sadly watched my baby brother walk towards his room I know its hard for him.

I sighed. I know, I'm wrong.

He only has me and our mother. But, mom is now living in the province tending our charity hospital.

It is not as if I don't want to go home. I really wanted to. But, I have been busy with overseas training. It was a sudden trip and it was confidential training. So, I can't even sneak to use my phone. I'm also frustrated. I missed my baby brother so much. Thus, after getting back to Thailand, the first thing I do is run as fast as I could back to my baby brother Beam.

Beam is so aloof with people around him. Aside from me and mom, he only talks with his teachers. He is not shy. He just tends to be silent mostly. Unlike today that he vented his frustrations to me.

I sighed deeply. Thinking how can I fix this mess knowing that he is really hurting because I am too.

Call it a brother complex. I only want happiness for him but it turns out I caused his sadness.

Luckily he was able to endure it for a month alone. I know he didn't try to contact mom because he doesn't want her to be distracted. But, I noticed he is thinner. His eyes were deeper. I just saw exhaustion on him.

I sneak into his room after I put my things to my room. As always I sleep with him but today there is no laughing between us brothers. I noticed that his pillows are wet. He cries until he falls asleep. I'm so pissed at myself. I slowly lie down beside him and hugged him to sleep.

"Good Night my baby Beam," I said as I closed my eyes.