After Saitou-san and I had our chat in the sauna, we went back to our respective rooms. Mom and Mari-san asked us to join them in their room for dinner later tonight. Saitou-san said she was providing the meal in their room around 7 PM so, Hana-chan and I relaxed and played a few games together. When the time arrived, like the mature girls we were, we did one last check around the room then made our way to our "mom's home" in a sense.
"Oh, the sisters arrive!"
Mom greeted us, waving from the table. Saitou-san and Saya-san had already made their way inside. Everyone now sat around with a feast of food in front of them. The entire table was decked head to toe with expensive-looking sushi and seafood platters as far as the eye could see. From how this place operates, it wouldn't surprise me if they have a place nearby that they keep all the fish alive until ready for freshness.
“Eat up everyone! The meals on me.”
The boss lady sparked in excitement as she clapped her hands together. There we sat in seiza-style around the mountain of food. The majority of it was seafood sushi but there were also, seafood stew, dumplings, and a couple of plates of sushi rolls. Mom was a tad out of it as she was just drinking a few hours back in the bar. I couldn’t say she was drunk, but she certainly had a good share of the bottle. Uncle Ryuji and Mary were off having themselves as honeymoon and we decided to respect that. We figured the majority of this trip we wouldn't see them as they are newly engaged and probably want to spend as many romantic moments together as they could. How...simple of a worry that must be for those two. It made me a little envious if I were being honest.
“Come on, Ayumi…eat.”
Mari-san fed mom a helping of sushi but it was nothing like they usually did. Mom was a tad out of it as she giggled obsessively causing the sushi to deflect off her cheeks as she moved about. Her lover, Mari-san, was noticeably annoyed by this as she tried to land her food plane in mom's mouth.
“Ayumi, if you don’t eat then I’ll take you back in the bedroom and make you sleep off all that liquor!
Her daughter slumped her shoulders. The sight of her stepmother acting like a five-year-old must quite an embarrassment for her. It sure was for me.
“Mom, why did you let mom get like this?”
The fox twisted her body as her frustration peeked. It seemed all of her food planes attempts failed. Knowing how much Mari-san likes to feed others, this must have been vexing for her.
“What was I supposed to do, Hana?! You know how she gets when she's having too much fun!”
Mom waved her right hand as she continued to laugh like a hyena.
“Oh, stop it you two! I'm just happy, you know Mari, Hana?”
“You shouldn’t find happiness at the end of a bottle, Ayumi.”
Saitou-san chimed in from the other side of the table.
“Saitou-san, it wasn’t the end of the bottle... Mari stopped me before I could make it there.”
“Here, eat this, Ayumi. Stop being difficult for me.”
Mari-san made another food plane approach her mouth, chopsticks and all. Instead of opening her mouth and accepting the meal, mom leaned to the side and met her lips with Mari. For a few seconds, everyone watched as they tenderly melted their juicy lips together.
Just witnessing her have the ability to do that without consequence…tore at me all the more. It pained me to the point that I closed my eyes just so I didn't have to see it anymore. This moment between them was nothing short of happiness despite what Mari-san might say.
“Madoka-san, do you like the sushi? It all comes fresh from outside and maintained in a small manmade pond behind the inn.”
Saitou-san remarked as she eyed the collection of sushi on the table. I’ve never had this quality of sushi before…it was quite expensive and certainly a luxury meal. But here we are like noblemen in a royal ball only having the best of meats. The queen, Saitou-san has bestowed her blessings upon us mortals so we can enjoy a feast like this. In simpler words...she spent a lot of money on this meal.
“I haven’t tried it yet, Saitou-san.”
“Here, Onee-san!”
To no surprise, Hana-chan jumped on like white on rice. My favorite food plane was already ready with her chopsticks in hand and a serving of sushi at the end. So, not to make her wait any longer for landing, I opened my mouth as she fed me. I was becoming used to this, I was painfully aware of that.
"You even feed your Onee-san, Hana-san?!"
Saitou-san erupted, standing to her feet. Saya-san has to settle her sister down with a wave of her hand.
“Ohh, you two are so cute Hana, Madoka.”
Mom giddied with excitement. From the other end of the table, Saitou-san's eyes felt like lasers as she pierced into us. Probably she wanted to be the one feeding me instead of Hana-chan? If that was the case, what do they think I am, a pitiable animal that's starving?
“Ayumi, come on! This is why I told you not to tell her about the bar earlier, Saitou-san. She gets carried away and I'm the one that has to watch her.”
“Oh hush, Mari!”
Mom poked her nose causing that fox to swell up like a red balloon ready to pop.
“That’s easy for you to say, Ayumi. I’m the one taking care of you.”
She nuzzled her nose on Mari-san’s. They gently pushed up against one another. This was becoming a tad too much for Saitou-san and Saya-san to witness now especially at the dinner table.
“You…love…taking…care…of me, don’t you, Mari?”
Hana-chan sank in her seat as she pushed a tuna sushi roll into her mouth. My stomach was starting to twist more than I could take as they shared all these moments that I wished for with...her. I was beginning to feel...ill now. So, I straightened my back and plead with the two lovebirds.
“Mom, Mari-san, this isn’t the right time for this!”
I tried my best to sound calm, mature, composed, but I was a bit too loud and came off as demanding. Mom opened her eyes wide and turned to me. Instead of saying anything, she waited for me to continue. So, I did just that.
“Ah, could you two not do this right now? I mean...we're at the table, guests are over and they shouldn't have to witness this...embarrassing behavior.”
I tried to sound reasonable. It wasn’t just our family here…It was Saya-san and Mari-san’s boss, Saitou-san, that sat across from us. They shouldn’t act this way…even if they are ridiculously in love...
But that wasn’t the only reason why I said that, and I knew it. The pit in my stomach grew larger like becoming a black hole. My fragile body tensed up like someone wrapped me with fishing wire. It was painful, as my heart was being ruthlessly squeezed. I felt exposed that my outburst right now was nothing more than…
Me not wanting to see mom…
...flirt with the woman I love too…
“Madoka-san is right, Ayumi. We shouldn’t be acting like this in front of the guest. Saitou-san was kind enough to treat us to such a wonderful dinner. We're being disrespectful right now.”
Mari-san added a deep bow towards her boss.
“Oh…I’m quite used to this already though, Madoka-san.”
Saitou-san chimed in with a hardy laugh. She reminded me of an Ojou-sama from a manga.
“They act this way at work, Saitou-san?”
Hana-chan asked the embarrassing question for me.
“They can’t get enough of one another. It’s been nearly two years since they got together yet they act like newlyweds still to this day.”
“…T-That’s not true, Saitou-san!”
Mom complained, face still red, likely from the wine. She leaned her head against Mari-san’s shoulder though, shattering any credibility she had moments ago. These two were nearly inseparable and that should warm my chest but it doesn’t… All it does is make me want to claw at my insides to pull my heart out. That way it wouldn't hurt anymore…
“I think you both are perfect together. Don’t you agree Risa Onee-san?”
Saya-san snickered as she turned to her elder sister. Despite her saying that Saya-san's face was a tad red too. I’m sure even the con artist was a little shy by how open these two acted. But her words struck a chord in me...
Even Saya-san said that mom and Mari-san are perfect when they are together. How the two years made them grow, connect like two find pieces of rough ore that had been crafted and merged together to make a flawless piece of steel. They were beautiful and shined in complete harmony when they were...together. And not even I could deny that.
“...The sushi is great, Saitou-san.”
I spoke, completely off-topic. How I wanted to ignore the fact that this fire in my heart wasn’t there. How I wished that I could drink a sip of iced tea and it would extinguish the flame that’s been lit since I noticed my feelings for...her, Mari-san.
“Oh, I’m glad, Madoka-san! If you want more I will ask the desk to bring it. Is that what you want, Madoka-san?”
Saitou-san is more conscious of me than ever. Most likely the only reason why she agreed to help me later tonight at 9 PM was her feelings towards me. But is that selfish of her to only be doing it for a chance at my affection? For a moment I pondered that as I searched the food on the table. If Mari-san asked me to do something for her, I would do it solely because it’s Mari-san who asked me to do it for her…
That's the curse that love puts on a person. To be strung around by an invisible cord that hopelessly tugs at one's body. If the woman I loved, Mari-san, pulled me one way with this cord, I would follow her… If she tugged me another way, I’d helplessly go there too. Because I love her, I would want her to acknowledge me so, I'd do all I could for that to happen. Deep in my heart...I'd want them to maybe one day love me back in that way too. Maybe that is how Saitou-san feels and why she's willing to put her neck on the line for...me.
If so...it makes me feel all the more guilty for asking her.
“Onee-san, don’t forget to finish your plate.”
Abruptly, Hana-chan snapped me out of my daydreams. I turned to her and caught eyes with a sad-faced puppy. If she had ears they would be down to her shoulders now. Could it be that my little sister noticed me spacing out again?
“Oh…yeah, you’re right Hana-chan.”
As I ate the meal it was marvelous…but it wasn’t like Mari-san’s meal. It didn’t have the power to make me happy beyond measure. It didn’t make me want to finish every bite…It didn’t capture me and make me feel alive because she was the one who made it.
It now occurred to me as I searched for my next piece of sushi with my chopsticks... For the last twenty-four hours, everything I thought of always came back to Mari-san. Again, she assaulted my mind and wouldn’t let me go. That’s why I need to understand what happened in the past. If I was with Mari-san in that way, or we had feelings for one another then, why is her daughter the one feeding me and not her? I questioned again and again as I slowly finished my dinner...
“That meal was delicious, Saitou Bucho. Thank you for providing such an experience.”
“It was a pleasure. Remember, we still have one more day here so make sure you guys use all the facilities. Everything is paid for by me.”
“Thank you, Saitou-san! Mari and I are about to use our facility first though.”
Mom gripped on Mari-san like a high school girl possessing her crush. Them being the only two left in this room...I knew just what she meant by that and I’m sure the others did too. Tonight was perfect for a more intimate time together. A new environment, lavish room, romantic scenery…everything I’d want to share with the one I love too…It's the perfect set up for lovers to show their affection towards one another...
Mom has everything I want…and I feel terrible thinking that.
"See you later, Hana-chan, Madoka-san!"
Saya-san waved us goodbye as they both made their way to their room.
As Hana-chan and I walked back to our respective room as well my heart pulsed with irritation. Why am I thinking about this? Mari-san and mom...having a romantic time together. Why am I thinking about something so obscene right now? They would have had plenty of those moments together before I woke up from my coma…
Yeah...that's right, isn't it?
Mom and Mari-san would have had...sex long before I woke up from my two-year-long coma. They would have seen each other's bare bodies. Heard each other's cries of romance as they made one another feel...special to them.
Once we entered the room, Hana-chan turned on the lights. But it didn't illuminate this darkness capturing my heart. I was still engulfed in this black world with no way out.
“Onee-san?”
My roommate tugged on my arm, causing me to lean down closer to her.
“What’s wrong, Hana-chan?”
“…Why are you crying?”
Air escaped my mouth as I felt my blazing hot cheeks. How could I walk all this way without noticing what was going on with my body? What could I even tell her? That I was crying over the thought of mom and Mari-san having sex? Or maybe tell her how much I wish they weren't intimately involved with one another? That way I could whisk Mari-san away and have her embrace me like that instead? Touch me and tell me how she truly feels about me...instead?
“I…I’m just not feeling too well right now, Hana-chan.”
I attempted to lie but my voice cut out on me. Like someone was blocking my airways, my voice kicked out harshly as I tried to save face. But I’m not Mari-san…or Mae-chan…I haven’t perfected a smile to use when I’m hurt yet. Only recently did these pains start to assault me so hard that I couldn’t recover from them. I’m still weak despite my need to become stronger.
“Onee-san, it’s obvious that you’re lying to me! Something is going on with you and it’s hurting you inside! Why won’t you tell me already?!”
She was aggressive now as she pulled on my yukata sleeve. But her eyes weren't full of anger, no, they were filled with something I could only describe as pity. Hana-chan…had tears in her eyes too.
“I hate seeing you hurt but you won’t trust me enough to let me in! What is it that’s hurting you so much, Onee-san?”
“…I…I… just don’t want to hurt anyone Hana-chan but…but I know...I will.”
The tears began to flood down my chin now. Was there any way to be strong while crying? No, this was nothing but the same weakness I’ve shown my entire life. As if nothing in these past months about me had changed. I was still struggling to be stronger.
“What do you mean? Who are you going to…hurt? I don’t get it, Onee-san!”
I gazed at the one who would suffer most from my choice. A small girl who fought hard to make sure her family was accepted by others. She would openly call Mari-san and Ayumi, "mom." Not just because they are in turn her mothers but…to make sure the world knows that she accepts them both as that role. Not only that, but Hana-chan was the one who suddenly cried "Onee-san" to me that day in the bath…bringing me into the fold of being the older sister of this family. If anything, Hana-chan created this family.
I pet her head gently…would I be willing to hurt this flower who shot up and accepted me into the din of sheep? Would I be the monster that ravages her family and tears it to pieces? The fact that I can’t say yes…or even say no…scares me. It scares me to death. I…I wish that my feelings would stop and disappear. So I could just be Mari-san’s daughter and she can be my mother. That way I wouldn’t want to touch her…or kiss her…or have her tell me she loves me…
“I’m…I’m going to talk to Saitou-san about something, Hana-chan…”
“About something?”
“Yes…about mom and what happened after I went into my coma. I'm also going to see if she knows about my trauma that made me stay in my room. The one that mom is hiding from me.”
I leaned against the wall feeling all the more defeated now. Hana-chan put her soft head on my shoulder.
“I see…so, you’re going behind mom’s back and finding out what happened then, Onee-san?”
She made it sound as though I was betraying mom’s trust…and she was right…I was doing just that. I was being like a thief and stealing the secrets she held dear to her heart so I could expose them…because I couldn't trust her any longer.
“Yes…and I’m scared about what I might find out…Hana-chan. I'm...actually terrified.”
I curled my knees up to my chin as I masked my lips behind them. They trembled as the tears kept rolling down my face.
“I get it Onee-san. Not knowing why they're keeping it from you...that does sound scary.”
I nodded. How I felt like a child in the corner of the room pouting. The complete opposite of what I wanted to be. If anyone looked into this situation they wouldn't call me mature or strong...no, I was emotionally weak like always.
“But…I’m more afraid that I might find out something that would change the way I think about things, Hana-chan. Maybe even the way I think about...mom.”
I was afraid that what Saitou-san would tell me might solidify how much Mari-san and mom mean to one another. It might create a solid barrier that I dare not touch. And that scares me. The weight of this discussion might determine how I will go about my feelings for Mari-san, and that terrifies me.
“…What time are you going to meet Saitou-san, Onee-san?”
“…She asked me to come to the lounge at 9:30 PM, after closing. So, I ask that you stay here until I get back, Hana-chan. And...if mom or Mari-san come to the door, could you make an excuse and say that I'm asleep?”
She rubbed my back and shook her head from side to side. In this situation, it felt like Hana-chan was the Onee-san, doing her best to calm her little sister's heart.
“No, I won’t Onee-san.”
I gazed at the flower whose eyes pierced me with determination.
“If you’re worried about what you might find out…then I’ll be there to support you.”
“…What?”
“Don’t you get it by now Onee-san?! You’re harboring all these feelings to yourself and it’s destroying you inside!”
Hana-san nearly shouted at me and it caused my heart to race in a different way. The fire in her words warmed my body as she took my cheeks in her hands and yelled her feelings out to me.
“I love you to death but you can’t do everything alone! I will be there for you, Onee-san!”
“Hana-chan...”
It took my little sister to make me snap out of it. Her passion made my weak heart pound against my chest with a new kind of rhythm. So, I took her in my arms as I let these tears dry up. There was no time for this, no time to be weak. She was right, even Sophia-san was right…I’ve been trying to harbor everything on my own…haven't I? And that might have been a version of weakness that I couldn’t overcome yet. Here I wanted to express myself more clearly but I have been shying away at doing so at the worst of times.
“Hana-chan…thank you. Thank you so much for being my little sister.”
“Onee-san…”
“I’ll be strong and learn what I need to.”
And if the truth of what happened takes me further away from the one I love…then so be it.
This flower here…I never want to hurt. I…I don’t ever want to see her break. But how long do I have before I crack under my feelings for Mari-san? Like a weight is constantly trying to smother me, I can’t bear it for much longer. Soon I'll be engulfed in these feelings and I'll lash out, say something that would ruin the family I love...
But Hana, if you go along, their conversation will stay too PG. :(
Yay, Hana-chan! Be respectful and let Madoka have her PG+13 with Risa-san!
Goddess, are these tears in my eyes?
It's those onion cutting ninjas. They've been spotted around these parts.
This is so good! Even though... We all know this is going to hurt so bad.
I don't see Hana as a romantic choice for Madoka, but this definitely made me like Hana more. She's such a good sister! I feel like the only way this family could have more trouble is if Hana romantically fell for Madoka, not just familial love. Please don't do that to me though! [I'm sure some of you readers would love it though :P]
I definitely can't see Madoka being able to hold her feelings in for much longer at this point. Like she's just going to end up saying it soon regardless of what she hears later. Of course, telling her family she loves Mari will, at best, change the dynamic of their family. I really don't see Madoka and Mari getting together without hurting Ayumi's feelings at the very least. When drinking, people usually hide their feelings less, and what showed up? Ayumi absolutely adoring Mari. I still want Mari and Madoka to get together, but I feel bad for Ayumi.
Not knowing the tone of “You…love…taking…care…of me, don’t you, Mari?” bothers me. The constant pauses gave me a hint of... unease? ...uncertainty? ...worry? Without the tone, I can't tell if it was just said playfully since Ayumi is almost drunk. Going into that sentence, her behavior was playful. So, I'm really not sure.
As always, fantastic job, Yairy :)
Oh, I'm glad you enjoyed the chapter so far! Your reaction is fuel for my soul! You wouldn't believe how many Hana-chan fans are out there. I'm 10000% sure they would love that chaos.
Madoka is like a balloon that's ready to explode. Giving her only a little bit more air she'll likely spill everything she's been holding onto in the past months. There is so much for her to consider in the idea of revealing everything to her family. Certainly the dynamic would change but would it be for the better? There might be a chance that Hana would hate her because she would be destroying the family she helped cultivate in the two years Madoka was gone.
I personally wish I could voice that part with Ayumi. (Maybe if I wrote how the tone felt for Madoka then it wouldn't be as confusing.) But since I didn't and it left you with different emotions, I'm actually glad. This might be important as the story branches on.
No, Thank you! And I will get back to you soon. I've just been focused on these last 5 chapters. lol
Oh yeah, I'm sure they would love that chaos. When I saw the character poll chapter, I was very surprised! Everyone loved Madoka, obviously, but Mari got so few votes?? Hana was so many people's favorite, and I've seen some comment about not being blood-related sisters... So, I can believe how many Hana-chan fans there are.
But since I didn't and it left you with different emotions, I'm actually glad.
You... love to play with my emotions, don't you, Yairy? hehe, I love it too!
And I will get back to you soon. I've just been focused on these last 5 chapters.
Don't worry about it! I'll keep working as well :)
@Emilovesdoubles I expected Mari to get so few votes actually. With all of her misinformation, she could be looked at in a negative light. But when you pull all that back and understand the level of her intentions, then and only then do you see how she feels. She is certainly a person who takes more understanding because she hides all her feelings.
As for Hana, people just really liked the finger kissing for White Day.
And thank you for your understanding!
Even with the misinformation, I never saw her in a negative light. The only thing I was upset about Mari was keeping secrets, but ...yeah... I can see what you mean. Hana has always been completely supportive, so in comparison, I can see why they'd like her more.
As for Hana, people just really liked the finger kissing for White Day.
hahaha, OK, to be fair, I can totally understand that. That was very...emotionally stirring. But that was posted a week after that poll! [I wonder how many people went back to change their answer...]
@Emilovesdoubles
I feel like the only way this family could have more trouble is if Hana romantically fell for Madoka, not just familial love. Please don't do that to me though! Blob Astonished [I'm sure some of you readers would love it though :P]
I have taken a bite around this idea before but to be honest....I actually don't see much drama there. As supportive as Ayumi and Mari are, wouldn't they be happy if those two got in a relationship? Just thinking about their personalities. Ayumi would see it as a gift, she already loves Hana and now Madoka is protecting her. So, I don't think it would be so bad. Just my opinion. I haven't considered everything though. lol
Now, what if Hana had romantic feelings for Ayumi? That sounds like a story! But then you know me by now, I'm pretty warped.
I don't know... I feel like the drama happens in people's indecisiveness or their unwillingness to be open and honest. Every route can be drama!
Say Hana told Madoka that she loved her romantically, if Madoka didn't love her back in that way, their relationship would obviously be strained. Madoka could think that she needs to distance herself from Hana, so that Hana could get rid of her feelings for Madoka. At the same time, Madoka might try to deal with her feelings of Mari all by herself, and we've seen how bad she is at dealing with that. She may think it is best not to tell Mari and distance herself from Hana, "for their sakes". ~Drama~
If it was mutual, Hana x Madoka could be less drama... Unless Mari starts to break down seeing Madoka fall in love with her own child, where she lives. Mari was strong enough to push Madoka to become friends with Mihara, but it was obviously hurting her a lot to do it. Now imagine the pain she'd go through seeing Madoka's love for Hana blossom in front of her at home? Mari is strong, but that may be too much for her to act as just a step mother. All of this leading Mari to acting in ways to gain Madoka's affection, even though she told herself not to [This wouldn't be the first time!]. Would Madoka be able to love Hana and keep a step-daughter-step-mother relationship with Mari? Or would she continue to harbor feelings for Mari, despite being with Hana?
There hasn't been any hints of romance for Hana x Ayumi so far, but if it did start, that age gap is even larger than Madoka x Mari! [I get the feeling that wouldn't stop you, lol...] I'm not sure Sora would approve either, though! They're ""Best Friends"". No hidden feelings there!
@Emilovesdoubles I don't know why I glanced over the fact that Madoka might not see it that way. To be honest, Sophia mentioned to her in Red Carnations (3) iirc when they were talking about a what-if scenario of Hana confessing to Madoka. Madoka struggled to say she'd accept her so there is that tension that Madoka isn't fully accepting of that kind of relationship.
I'm not sure if a lot of people read the Field Trip Reunion (1) that was a bonus chapter with Hana-chan as the main lead but it exposes a VERY important point for the entire story. I've noticed that a lot of comments in the story haven't mentioned this point...
“If you ever fell in love…would you tell me?”
My heart pounded hard as my cheeks felt like they were on fire. For a moment, my mind went blank as I turned to her. She wasn’t staring at me but that strange girl in the bed.
“…Yeah, of course, I would mom.”
Mom looked at me now.
“You see Hana, Madoka had someone she loved but wasn’t able to tell her mom.”
I wasn’t sure why mom was bringing this up. To be honest, there were plenty of times that I didn’t understand my mom. Not that she was that much of an enigma, but mom knew how to shield her true motives at times. All because of the way she grew up in grandpa’s home. So, I decided to humor her.
“What do you mean?”
“Well…Madoka was a hard worker and wouldn’t stop at anything to make sure her mom was happy…”
She sighed.
“But then she found herself in a position in which she thought her mom wouldn’t approve of…and that was the person she loved.”
What I'm trying to point out with this is that Mari is open to however Hana loves as long as she tells her. Mihara-san was certainly one thing. It is a girl she only heard 2nd hand from Madoka but her own daughter is a whole other. Hana also implied to Madoka that Mari takes her promises seriously. So this promise that she'd accept whoever Hana loves as long as she tells her would correlate to this scenario. I think Mari-san would be hurt but also she'd be happy that Hana chose Madoka.
Ayumi x Hana will never happen. I'm not the creator of 1x1/2. XD
And yes, Sora still is Hana-chan's best friend. Hana even mentioned that she might like Sora but she doesn't know.
You guys getting me all excited.
@Yairy I was just thinking of that chapter this morning actually!! I was like "ah, my theory is probably wrong. Again, I'm starting to think Ayumi doesn't know that Madoka and Mari had feelings for each other at all, primarily because of that line."
“You see Hana, Madoka had someone she loved but wasn’t able to tell her mom.”
Before, it was the only idea I had for the incident, where I could line up the idea that Ayumi had some regrets and Madoka's anxiety of going to the amusement park with Mari just before the coma. I'm going to have to think this all over again though...
As for the Mari struggle with Hana x Madoka... You're right... Sorry for doubting your strength, Mari. You wouldn't try to steal Madoka from Hana, you're too amazing. But I could still see her accidentally doing things just because of how she feels [being affectionate to Madoka in a *mostly motherly way* or have split seconds of looking sad when Hana x Madoka are romantic together].
As for Sora x Hana, they are best friends and Hana thinks she might like Sora romantically, but we don't know how Sora feels about Hana... ~yet
Maybe all the ideas I'm giving you can be fuel to make all the different routes in a VN ;) *excitement intensifies*
@Emilovesdoubles Oh, believe me, I'm keeping note of everything everyone says for story route ideas. This is a harem and all the girl's stories will be outed and resolved before the end of the story. And I'm serious! I'm not sure where everyone got the idea that Ayumi knew about their relationship. LOL
@Yairy Btw, commissions are always helpful. tounokuraikenja asked for the Mihara-san chapter as a reader thank you bonus and I was happy to make it. So, if you have any fun ideas I'm open to it!
@Yairy Now I'm sad
Ayumi x Hana will never happen. I'm not the creator of 1x1/2. XD
I've dreaming on it for a time already.