"Hey Rain, is it fun living?"

"Hm? Why the sudden question?"

"Ah... Nothing. Just a passing thought."

That was my last conversation with my dear friend who committed suicide years ago. My name is Rain, a College Undergrad and I will prove to my friend that there are many reasons why living is fun!

Well, I said that line in front of my friend's grave but it seems that when you challenge Mr. Reality, it slaps you harder. When you thought you're friends with Ms. Luck only to realize that there is no such thing as free lunch. The only thing that chases me with passion are problems however, I will not reject them. I decided to accept them and be part of my life. Only then that I realized that life without darkness will make you lifeless. You do not have the ink to design your paper.

I do not fear death. Instead, I am afraid that I did not live longer to explore the world - this achingly beautiful world.