They say that love is what makes people have the strength to keep on living.

The famous Mahatma Gandhi quoted this even.

"Where there is love, there is life."

But I believe in none of that.

I mean, what's so important about love anyway?

I don't even love myself.

I don't want to love myself.

I'm a so-called "professional gamer".

Otherwise known as a "hikkikomori good-for-nothing neet".

I have no talents, no capabilies, and I can't even cook.

A 19 year-old misfit of society, a burden to people around me.

But even so, I have to make money.

With this curse of "being skilled in games".

I get a lot of viewers, thousands per stream.

But other than that, I'm pathetic.

My name is Heomak Ryun. And this is my final diary entry before finally giving up.

Sorry, Mom, Dad, and even you, Jaehyun. I couldn't handle it anymore.

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