Chapter 9: Sketchbook
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[Studio Building – After Hours]

The door creaked when he pushed it open.

Dim light. Chemical scent. Soft buzz of fluorescent hum.

Most students were gone for the day. The art wing emptied earlier than the main halls—except for the ones who lived in it.

Tessa was still there.

She looked up from her sketchpad the second he stepped inside. Her hair was pulled into a loose knot. Charcoal dust along the edge of one wrist. Music playing low from a cracked phone speaker.

“You came,” she said. Not surprised—just satisfied.

He said nothing. Just closed the door behind him and stepped farther in.

She shifted on the stool, legs crossed under the fabric of a worn oversized shirt. No pants. Just black shorts barely visible beneath the hem.

“Sit,” she said, pointing to the corner couch.

Garren didn’t move immediately.

“You told me to stop by. Not to model.”

Tessa grinned. “I don’t need you to pose.”

She flipped the sketchbook closed and grabbed another one—thicker, older, spiral-worn.

“This is the one I don’t show in class,” she said.

She offered it.

He took it.

The first page was a rough sketch of his profile. Jaw. Eyes. The sharp edge of his mouth.

The next page: his back. Muscles implied with minimal lines. His hand clenched.

The next: just his mouth, open slightly. Not speaking. Not smiling.

“You’ve been watching,” he said.

“I draw what interests me.”

“How long?”

Tessa tilted her head. “Since I saw you fight behind the gym. Two months ago.”

He glanced at her.

“I wasn’t trying to be seen,” he said.

“You weren’t,” she replied. “That’s why it stuck.”

[Student Council Room – Same Time]

Aria stared at the digital attendance log.

Wolfe was listed absent again.

This time, there was a note from admin:

Reported presence in west studio building. After hours.

She didn’t need to guess why.

Her jaw set.

No rules broken. Nothing official.

But it was Tessa’s territory.

And she was in it.

She opened her messages.

Typed:

Where are you?

Then deleted it before hitting send.

She wasn’t going to chase him.

But she hated not knowing where he was.

[Studio – Garren’s POV]

“You’re not afraid of me,” Garren said, still flipping through the sketchbook.

Tessa’s expression didn’t change. “Should I be?”

“Most people don’t know how to look at me this long.”

“Maybe I’m not most people.”

She stood.

Walked to the shelf. Pulled down a container of fixative and shook it lazily.

“Most guys on campus talk like they’re important. You don’t talk at all.” She turned back. “That makes people nervous.”

Garren met her eyes. “You nervous?”

Tessa walked forward. Slow.

“Not yet.”

She was two feet from him now. The air between them warm. She didn’t fidget. Didn’t overplay it.

She just let the silence sit.

“I know you’re sleeping with someone,” she said.

Garren didn’t blink.

Tessa’s voice stayed calm.

“Maybe her. Maybe someone else. Doesn’t matter.”

She leaned in, breath just above his collarbone.

“I just wanted to see what you looked like up close.”

Then she stepped back and picked up her charcoal again.

Like it was nothing.

Like she hadn’t just tested the edge of something that could break her.

And he let her.

For now.

[Courtyard – Later]

He left the studio at dusk.

No messages. No interruptions.

He didn’t need to look to know Aria was watching again.

She was always watching.

But she never moved first.

He liked it that way.

Because when she finally broke?

It wouldn’t be clean.

And it wouldn’t be quiet.

[Studio Building – Exit Stairwell, 7:42 PM]

The air was cool when he stepped outside.

Tessa hadn’t followed him. She’d gone back to sketching like nothing had happened—like leaning in close enough to feel his breath was just another part of her technique.

But he knew better.

She was bold.

Not careless. Just curious.

She hadn’t asked for anything. Not yet.

But he’d seen the way her eyes tracked his jaw, his throat, the line of his shoulders under the hoodie.

She wasn’t drawing him anymore.

She was waiting.

[Courtyard – Same Time]

Garren crossed the quad, hands in his pockets, steps quiet over the stone.

He didn’t need to look to know who was there.

Aria sat on the edge of the garden wall, posture rigid, pretending to scroll through something on her tablet.

The council office lights were off behind her.

She wasn’t working.

He didn’t slow down.

She didn’t speak until he passed her.

“You make a habit of being seen with girls who stare at you like that?”

He stopped.

Didn’t turn.

“Only if they’re not pretending it means nothing.”

Aria stood, tablet against her chest, jaw tight.

“You’ve skipped four council responsibilities this week.”

“None of them required me.”

“They required your presence.”

He looked over his shoulder.

“You need me present to do your job?”

She stared at him like he’d hit a nerve.

Then she stepped closer.

There was less than a foot between them now. The garden lights threw a soft gold edge on her collarbones, catching where her blazer had fallen slightly open.

She didn’t fix it.

“You think you’re untouchable,” she said.

“No. I just know who’ll reach first.”

Her lips parted—like she was going to snap back.

But nothing came.

Just silence.

And that was answer enough.

He stepped forward again.

Not touching. Not speaking.

Just close.

She didn’t move.

Didn’t breathe.

He tilted his head, voice low.

“You’re not used to being the one who wants.”

Still, she didn’t step back.

But her eyes didn’t hold steady either.

She blinked.

Once.

Then he left.

Again.

[Aria’s POV – Minutes Later]

She sat back down hard on the wall after he left, fingers clenched around the edge of the tablet she wasn’t reading.

He knew exactly what he was doing.

She hated that.

Hated it more because it was working.

She never chased. Never paused. Never gave space for anyone to believe they had an effect on her.

But with him… she couldn’t look away.

And worse—he knew.

Her reflection in the dark screen showed the flush in her cheeks.

She turned the device off.

[Lydia’s Apartment – Same Time]

She hadn’t seen him in two days.

Her mind wouldn’t stop replaying the way he left the infirmary—calm, without guilt, without the courtesy of a backward glance.

She told herself it was better this way.

That letting it happen again would be worse.

But the silence? The absence?

It hurt more.

She pulled her knees up on the couch and stared at the blank TV.

The air in the room felt heavy.

Like he’d left a part of himself in the walls.

She wasn’t stupid.

She knew she should file it away—pretend it was a mistake.

But her hand still shook every time she reached for her gloves.

And she couldn’t bring herself to delete his name from the visitor logs.

[Library – Garren’s POV, Final Scene]

He found an empty table on the second floor.

No council members.

No artists.

No watching eyes.

Just the low hum of overhead lights and the whisper of a few students flipping pages nearby.

He pulled out a notebook. Blank. Untouched.

He wasn’t writing for a class.

He was tracking patterns.

Names.

Eyes.

Weak points.

They were all unraveling.

Not because he forced them.

Because he didn’t.

And the ones who chased silence always fell the hardest.

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