Hello. First, I want to thank you for reading this story. Each view from you guys makes me grateful that at least people read my works and there are people who enjoy it. And, I want to make it clear too that my personality isn't like my written characters and they are just fiction in case you judge me as an evil person for creating evil characters.
Uh, I won't beat around the bush again. I will enter the hiatus for a few months.
Even though I still can chat and laugh like normal in sosmed, I am really not fine behind the screen. Even as I was typing this, my hands were continuously shaking and my eyes were red from constant crying. Actually, I had written the explicit reason, but I decided to delete it. I just want you to know that I am in the most fragile mental condition in my life. But, no one in real life can sympathize and even
Anyway, I am not planning to commit suicide. Life must go on, but I am not fine. I will disappear in real life. Uh, not like ending life I repeat. I've decided to live alone. I need to calm my mind and go on mental therapy alone somehow. If u want to interact with me, maybe I will still be active in Scribble Hub Discord. Well, I am alone. If I don't chat with people, I will become crazy, won't I? Though I won't online for a few weeks maybe. Cuz aside from my mind, my body condition is affected too. I can't eat since yesterday. I am shaking and shivering.
I need to stop right now. I need to rest. At least we can get something sweet in the dream if we have a sweet dream. I want a sweet dream. Goodbye and see you again when I've calmed down. Once again thank you for reading. You are strangers, maybe some of you dislike this story, but at least you give my works attention.
i hope you are fine.....
have a nice rest
thank you very much. I promise I will immediately write again after I am better
@alienix Well that is good to hear!
Hi there, late arrival here. I’d like to say that (from personal experience) you should not immediately start writing when you feel better. Even if you’ve already taken a vacation to feel better, take another. It will help. I hope. Whether it be in the form of a hike or a roller coaster ride, it’ll help.
I hope you're doing better now, and therapy is good even if it can be scary.