It's been three weeks ever since nightmares started. Every day I had these hallucinations; they're like the nightmares I've had been having. Sigh, I think I'm remembering something sealed off, I don't know what, but It just feels like it. I don't contact anybody anymore. I'm alone. The cigarettes feel good: alcohol helps with the hallucinations as when I feel nothing, I can always become drunk. I can hear my mother banging the door saying, "Get out!" Hah, does it look like I care?

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Sooner or later, I have to get out. Booze and cigarettes are running out. Maybe healing magic will do the trick better. This is just going to get worst, isn't it?

AGriamore

Going to be edited one day.