People say that when you die you see your whole life flash before your eyes. 

https://tinyurl.com/interstellar-004

I think that's what could be happening now. 

I think this is what they call the "big event" ... except in my case it all seems to be going so slow ... 

Day by day, the clock keeps ticking ... and yet all of this as I perceive it ... is just unfolding out of one precious moment in time ...

So precious because it's my last.

"Welcome to the game," they said.

https://welcometothegame.fandom.com

What game is that ???

The game they call Millennium.