Chapter 39: Before The Vows
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— Pattaya Seaside Hotel —

The room was quiet in the way hotel rooms always were—air conditioner humming, curtains breathing faintly with the ocean wind beyond the glass.

The only real sound was Chen.

He was sprawled diagonally across the bed like a fallen soldier of chaos, one arm dangling off the side, snack packet crushed in his hand. A chip clung stubbornly to his shirt. He snored once, loud, then rolled slightly and went still again.

Nathan stepped out of the bathroom, steam trailing behind him. Damp hair clung to his forehead, drops sliding down his neck and across his shoulders before disappearing along his collarbone. A towel hung low at his hips.

Knight didn’t even look up at first. He was leaning against the desk, sleeves rolled, phone in one hand. Then his gaze lifted—brief, automatic—and stopped.

For a moment, he simply watched.

Then pushed himself upright, crossed the room and took the towel from Nathan’s hands without asking, and started drying his hair.

Close. Familiar.

Wordless routine.

“You packed?” Knight broke the silence, his tone deceptively casual.

His hands moved through Nathan’s damp hair, slower than necessary, fingers threading through dark strands before dragging the towel after them.

“Half,” Nathan murmured, leaning back slightly into the touch to give Knight better access. “We will leave early in the morning. No delays.”

“Good,” Knight huffed softly and glanced toward the balcony doors. “I’ve had enough of this place.”

Nathan caught the note beneath the words immediately. “Still thinking about the meeting?”

Knight’s hand slowed in Nathan’s hair, his fingers tensing slightly. “You let her talk too much.”

Nathan’s mouth curved faintly, a trace of amusement softening his features. “We didn’t sign.”

“That’s not the point.”

Knight dragged the towel through his hair again, more firmly this time, letting his irritation bleed into his movements. “She was talking like you were part of the package deal.”

Nathan turned his head slightly and met his eyes unbothered. “I wasn’t listening.”

“I was,” Knight shot back flatly, his jaw tightening.

Nathan studied him for a moment, calm eyes following the irritation Knight wasn’t bothering to hide. “You don’t actually think I—”

“I know you don’t,” Knight cut in before it finished, rolling his eyes slightly. “Still annoying.”

Nathan’s gaze softened by half a degree, a rare warmth breaking through. “You’re the one who kissed me in the middle of the negotiation.”

Knight didn’t blink, his expression entirely unrepentant. “Effective strategy.”

Nathan almost smiled.

Knight’s hand slid lower as he pushed damp strands away from Nathan’s neck, and that was when his fingers brushed against the chain resting beneath the collarbone.

The movement stopped.

The towel stilled.

Neither spoke.

Knight hooked a thumb beneath the chain and gently drew it forward.

Metal slid across skin.

The Flame pendant emerged first.

Then the Ring followed.

Both resting against Nathan’s chest beneath the warm hotel lighting.

The room suddenly seemed quieter.

Even Chen had stopped snoring.

Nathan reached up slowly and caught the ring between his fingers.

Not surprised.

Not nostalgic.

Just familiar.

Like someone lifting a weight he’d carried for so long that he no longer noticed it until it was placed directly in his hand.

Knight wasn’t looking at the ring.

He was looking at Nathan.

“You still carry it like that,” he murmured, watching the subtle shift in Nathan’s expression as the metal turned once beneath his thumb.

Nathan rotated the ring slowly. “I can’t carry it on my hand.”

Knight didn’t argue.

“Tomorrow,” Nathan continued, his eyes locked on the band, “we go back. Everything resets.”

Knight leaned one shoulder against Nathan’s arm, close enough that warmth passed easily between them. “Nothing resets.”

Nathan let out a faint breath through his nose.

Almost amusement.

Almost resignation.

He turned the ring once more before letting it fall against his chest, settling back beside the Flame pendant.

The metal rested there— History and Fire.

Side by side.

Knight’s gaze lingered on it for one second longer than necessary.

Then he reached up and adjusted the chain where it rested against Nathan’s collarbone. His fingers brushed skin lightly during the movement, slow, unhurried and entirely deliberate.

“Guess what? You could just wear it,” he whispered at last, his voice dropping into a low, deliberately offhand tease. “Might stop half the room from thinking you’re available.”

Nathan huffed softly through his nose, keeping his eyes downcast. “I already have you to handle that.”

That earned a twitch at the corner of Knight’s mouth.

A second later he leaned in without warning and pressed a slow, familiar kiss to Nathan’s cheek—Casual, Territorial, Unapologetic. “Dangerous job.”

Nathan’s fingers closed briefly around the ring before letting it fall once more. “You will manage.”

Across the room Chen suddenly rolled onto his side and muttered something deeply passionate about noodles before immediately returning to unconsciousness.

Neither of them bothered fixing his blanket.

After a moment, Knight sighed quietly, the sudden shift in his posture betraying a deeper thought. “You still remember that day?”

Nathan’s gaze went distant—not unfocused, just… pulled somewhere far away. “You don’t forget a day like that,” he muttered at last, the words thick with memory.

Chen let out a heroic snort from the bed and rolled onto his face.

Knight glanced over his shoulder, the heavy mood instantly breaking. “If he suffocates, I’m not explaining the paperwork.”

“He’ll survive,” Nathan sighed, the tension leaving his shoulders. “Chaos always does.”

A quiet beat settled between them.

Then Nathan nudged Knight’s wrist lightly, “You should sleep.”

Knight didn’t move immediately. His eyes searched Nathan’s face, quick and sharp, checking for something unspoken beneath the surface. “You’re not coming?”

“In a bit.”

Knight studied him, recognizing the stubborn set of his jaw, then huffed softly through his nose. “Don’t stay up rewriting history again.”

Nathan’s mouth curved faintly. “No promises.”

Knight turned away at last, grabbing his own shirt from the chair. “If you spiral, wake me up.”

“I know.”

Knight didn’t argue further. He walked toward the bed, stepping over Chen’s hanging arm without mercy.

Nathan waited until the room settled into quiet again—the steady rhythm of the AC, the distant murmur of coastal traffic, and Chen’s uneven breathing.

Then he crossed to the desk.

Opened his bag.

Took out the diary.

And sat down at the desk, pen in hand.

After a moment’s absolute stillness, he pressed the nib to the paper and began to write—

“I keep telling myself some days belong to the past.

But tonight, the ring felt heavier than memory.

And I remembered exactly Where It All Began.”

And just like that, the present loosened its grip, and the past opened its door.

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───

— Twelve Years Earlier —

Morning arrived at the Lang Mansion like a festival had broken in overnight and refused to leave.

Ribbons were already losing battles. One trailed from the staircase like a defeated flag. Another hung stubbornly from a chandelier, twisted in a way that suggested someone had tried to fix it and made peace with failure halfway through.

Flowers occupied every available surface, including places flowers had never legally existed before.

Mrs. Lang stood in the center of the hallway like a general in silk pajamas. “No— no— NO, that bow is tragic! Do you want people to think we raised our children without aesthetic standards?”

She snatched the ribbon from a bewildered house staff member and retied it herself with fierce maternal authority.

Mr. Lang passed behind her holding a mug of tea, stepping carefully around a ladder someone had abandoned in the corridor.

“We still have walls,” he observed calmly. “Morale remains high.”

“Harold!” Mrs. Lang gasped in outrage, “This is our son’s engagement. Where is your emotional participation?”

“I am emotionally participating…,” he replied, sipping his tea. “Internally.”

Grandpa stood near the staircase railing, hands folded behind his back, watching the storm of preparation with quiet amusement. His sharp eyes moved from the decorations to Mrs. Lang’s theatrical distress to the house slowly transforming into something festive, chaotic and alive.

“Good,” he murmured at last, satisfied. “A house should be noisy before important days.”

Mrs. Lang clutched her chest. “Father, don’t say it like that, you’ll make me cry before breakfast.”

“Too late,” Mr. Lang sighed gently.

Mrs Lang turned dramatically and pointed at him accusingly. “You are banned from commentary.”

“Yes, Dear,” Mr. Lang agreed, turning another page of the newspaper he had somehow manifested.

The mansion hummed around them—voices, footsteps, the rustle of fabric, the clink of decorations.

The air itself felt expectant.

Then—

A door down the hall clicked shut.

And the noise softened.

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───

— Ping’s Room —

Ping’s room lived in a completely different world than other parts of the mansion.

Morning light filtered through half-closed curtains, turning the room gold and quiet.

A few neatly folded clothes sat on a chair, clearly placed there with intention, then abandoned in indecision.

A small shoe lay under the bed like it had escaped during the night.

Snowball—the penguin plush—rested near the pillow, slightly flattened from years of loyalty.

Ping was still asleep.

Blanket tangled around his legs, hair a soft disaster across his forehead, face relaxed in the way only children and the deeply safe ever looked. One hand was curled loosely near his cheek.

The door opened without ceremony.

Nathan stepped inside like he belonged there—because he did.

He closed the door gently behind him, muting the mansion’s chaos to a distant murmur.

For a moment, he just stood there, looking at the small figure in the bed. Then he crossed the room.

He pulled the curtain aside just enough for light to spill in, not harsh—just present. “Good Morning, Little one,” he murmured finally.

No reaction.

Nathan moved closer, sitting on the edge of the bed with familiar ease. The mattress dipped.

Ping groaned without opening his eyes and rolled toward the sound automatically, like gravity had shifted.

“Wake up, Little one,” Nathan whispered, brushing his fingers through Ping’s hair absentmindedly, smoothing the worst of it down.

Ping made a small protest noise and burrowed deeper into the blanket. “Five more minutes,” he mumbled, voice thick with sleep.

“You said the same thing yesterday and slept for an hour,” Nathan sighed.

“Yesterday me was wrong.”

Nathan exhaled softly—almost a laugh—and reached for the blanket. He pulled it down just enough to free Ping’s shoulders.

Ping squinted at the light, then at Nathan’s face hovering above him. “Oh,” he muttered faintly. “You.”

Nathan raised an eyebrow. “Who were you expecting?”

Ping blinked slowly, then gave up and reached out, grabbing the sleeve of Nathan’s shirt like an anchor.

Nathan didn’t comment. He just let Ping hold on. “Sit up,” he added gently.

Ping tried. Failed. Leaned forward and ended up resting his forehead briefly against Nathan’s shoulder instead.

Nathan steadied him automatically, one hand at his back. “Still half asleep?” he asked.

Ping nodded against him.

Nathan reached for the glass of water on the bedside table and placed it in Ping’s hand. “Drink.”

Ping obeyed with the tragic dignity of someone betrayed by consciousness. “If I fall asleep standing, catch me,” he mumbled, eyes still half closed.

“I will.”

Nathan watched to make sure he drank enough, then set the glass aside. His hand brushed Ping’s forehead, checking temperature out of habit. “Not sick,” he observed.

Ping yawned. “I never am.”

“You were last month.”

“That doesn’t count.”

Nathan ignored the argument and pushed Ping’s hair back from his eyes again. He smoothed it carefully, then reached for a comb from the table.

Ping blinked at him. “Already?”

“You want to go down looking like this?”

Ping hesitated. “…Maybe?”

Nathan gave him a look.

Ping sighed dramatically and turned around, presenting the back of his head like a reluctant royal.

Nathan combed through his hair slowly, untangling, smoothing, fingers occasionally replacing the comb when gentler handling was needed. He fixed the stubborn strands that never stayed down, adjusted the part, then tilted Ping’s chin slightly to check the result.

“Better,” he stated like reviewing a sculpture.

Ping squinted at the mirror across the room. “I look normal.”

“That’s the goal.”

Ping turned, suddenly more awake. “Do I have to wear the blue one?”

Nathan glanced at the laid-out clothes. “Yes.”

Ping fell back onto the bed in despair. “Tragic.”

Nathan caught his ankle before he could disappear under the blanket again. “Up.”

Ping allowed himself to be pulled up, wobbling slightly, still clutching Nathan’s sleeve with one hand.

Nathan helped him out of his sleep shirt and into the new one with practiced efficiency—arms through, collar straightened, buttons fastened when Ping’s fingers gave up halfway.

“Do you ever get tired of fixing me?” Ping asked quietly.

Nathan didn’t hesitate. “No.”

Ping blinked. Then, whispered softly, “Okay.”

He stood there, eyes half-closed, swaying faintly while Nathan adjusted the fabric at his shoulders.

“You don’t even look excited,” Ping accused.

Nathan looked at him. “You’re the one still asleep.”

Ping thought about that for a moment. “Fair.”

Nathan crouched to fix the hem of his pants, brushing imaginary lint away, then tied his shoelaces when Ping just stared down at them like they were philosophical problems.

“Stand still,” Nathan murmured, tapping his knee lightly when Ping kept fidgeting.

Ping froze, then leaned forward suddenly and hugged Nathan around the shoulders.

Nathan paused, then rested one hand on Ping’s back without looking surprised.

“You’re weird today,” Ping muttered into Nathan’s shirt.

Nathan raised an eyebrow, “Why?”

Ping thought about it for half a second before answering. “You’re being… extra you.”

Nathan huffed softly. “That’s not a thing.”

Ping pulled back, grabbed Snowball from the bed, and hugged the plush to his chest instead. “Okay,” he declared, fully awake now. “I’m ready.”

Nathan stood, looking him over once more. Hair fixed. Shirt straight. Shoes tied. Sleep gone from his eyes.

Ping smiled up at him—small, shy, but bright.

Nathan nodded once. “Let’s go.”

Ping slipped his hand into Nathan’s without asking.

Nathan didn’t react.

They stepped into the hallway together—

Back into the noise, the laughter and the ribbons losing wars.

The morning was already unfolding, moving, pulling them toward a day none of them fully understood yet.

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───

Next Stop in Before The Vows:

A House Full of Noise

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───

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