Rise of Necromancer Tatican chapter 2 “Where is god?”
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There is a person that starts to wake up, “where am I” I ask myself as my eyes start to open up but when I was only greeted by darkness until I turned around and saw light coming, like a holy angel ascending upon anyone until I reached the end of light.
All his hope was scattered upon seeing what outside like when you find out that you just bought a something and you got scammed
He found no one to greet him and he was in middle of nowhere with never ending sky since there wasn’t any mountain or hill block the view of sky
“CURSE YOU,WHO EVER SEND ME HERE!?” Which damn god sent me here?
Any normal person would have been grateful to the god for giving them a second chance or ignore the fact they reincarnated or got Isekai and focus on surviving.
Mark is one of these people that believe god exists in a spiritual sense but he doesn't worship god
he view himself as a atheist, which is that he believe that there is a god but he doesn't not believe god have a form or any form power just like how when
your being respected toward your ancestors by you believe you have ancestors or they exist because they create you and need to be respectful to them since without them, you wouldn’t exist just like god. He doesn't go over his way by worshiping them
If he doesn't fully believe in gods, why is he cursing at god?Well if he is Isekai then that means god somewhat did exist
If he respects god then why does he curse god? it is because what would you do when the most respected person you believe in like your dad or brother sent you to middle nowhere to survive and didn’t give you anything cheat or survival equipment, you also curse at the person that you once respected
Unlike most protagonists that will be thankful to god for giving them a second chance, he won’t as he has to survive this on his own. Which is the same thing as someone waking you in the middle of night to tell you nothing as there is no god present when he exits the darkness.
I rather stay in darkness forever or have memory wipe in a I read novel in my one memory than being here survive the wilderness
then he realized something, “but then again if I stay in darkness too long I would have gone crazy for staying in the darkness for too long” it human nature to want more, it trait of a human to be greedy. After all he isn’t asking for much as he isn’t demanding to be king but wants to have the equipment to survive this grassland. If he reincarnated into a household then he won’t demand some sort of cheat or survival equipment since he didn’t need if he can learn from this world resident as he never survive in the wilderness
Then he kneel down not to god but due to his hunger his stomach was hurting so much that you can’t tell if it was stomach growl from a bear growl
The growling was so loud that you know it hurting him so much and the fact that he rather punch himself in the stomach to stop than wait for pain to go away but it didn’t work as he intend to be
He was trying relief the pain by punching himself in stomach to switch the pain from stomach to punch but all it did was wasting his energy and making him sweat to show up on his face and you can hear him starting to pant
SFX: Panting
SFX: Panting
His panting sound was geting lower as time when by
His eyes become tired as they want to close again and rest again “Damnit is how I die again when I got my second chance, where are you god to help me”
“I am going to die the moment I come here, what shit luck I have must have to die again”
“Fine I die but I better don’t find himself waking up from the underworld”
He slowly submerge into darkness, as he summit to the almighty darkness to rest
When he enters the darkness, light once again enters his eye, “Why is this happening to me?” He ask himself, why did he have to see light again
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A hour passed
When he wake up again, he find himself back in the grassland
His lip was so dry, it was like grapes turning into raisins. He tried to move his legs but it was too weak to stand so he crawled to see if he could find any berry. his mind was only focused on surviving so he forget the fact that in grassland and not in jungle
If he was in city back at home and he was crawling in street then he be seen as crazy person that need help or laughstock beggar of whole city but since there no one around and his mind not think of anything else beside survive he let go off his pride
He began to try to stand up again to have better visuation over the place to search for food, his face was looking down on the ground of grass and soil as he was too tired to lift his head. After walking to look for things he could eat for 5 minute. he collapsed onto the ground and the place he fell down there was a dead rat next to him and his face
the ended of chapter 2 the Rise of Necromancer Tactician “Where is god?”