Ahh…annoying

I muttered inwardly while sheltering from the rain under some wooden board. The
place I currently in is in the slum district at the Feldian kingdom royal
capital. Even though it’s the royal capital, the slum situation is the same as
in other cities in many fantasy novel I have read in my previous life.

That’s right, I have memories of my previous life. Even though I remember clearly how
I live before, I can’t seem to remember my own and all of my acquintances name
including my parents and my sister. In my previous life I’m just your typical
sleazebag who always complaining about one situation without trying to resolve
it. I just live my life without accomplishing anything. When my age reach 22 my
parents started complaining about how I didn’t have a stable job when my cousin
who I always getting along with, has already become an assistant manager in some
company.

At some point I fed up after being compared to many people who i have a close
relationship to, making me eventually quit all the part-time job i'm in and stop trying anything at all and become a
shut in. Well, that was just an excuse, the truth is I just don’t have any
motivation at all, I even thought that living is a bother but because I hate pain I never considered commiting
suicide. When I became a shut in, my parents desperately encouraging me to stand
up back. But it’s not like I was depressed or anything I’m just to lazy to do
anything so their word of encouragement didn’t have any effect at all. After
two years, my parents finally gave up on me.

When I turn 25, because I’m bored I thought, “why don’t I celebrate my own birthday?”
and then go outside for the first time in years in the middle of the night. I
was thinking about buying some premium ice cream from the little money I had,
it’s not like I shut myself in because I’m afraid of people so going to the
convenience store to buy some ice cream is no problem for me. On my way back I
decided to go trough an alley to take a short cut. Not long after entering said
alley I heard some strange sound so I decided to check it out, but when I turn
a corner my whole body stiffened by what I saw. Just about 15m from me I saw a
girl who seems to be in middle school stabbing someone who looks like a
highschool boy who seems to be already dead repeatedly while muttering something incomprehensible.

This is bad, I thought.

I slowly step back from that place while sweating bucket. But when I just
about to turn back to the corner where I’m come from, the girl turn around and
met my eyes.

Ah sh*t

Just when I lamenting my bad luck the girl stand up and spoke to me with a crazed
smile on her face.

“Hey big bro, what are you doing here at this time?”

“Ahh, I just wanted some ice cream so I just getting back from the convenience store.”

I said while trying to look calm. I don’t want to brag but I’m confident in
keeping my poker face. If there was a contest about it I’m sure I'm gonna get 1^st
or 2^nd place in the world.

The heck! Why are you spoke to me while smiling like that!? It’s scary! Why there
are girl like this in reality!? Isn’t a girl with extreme tendencies like this
just in fiction!? And even if it’s exist why must it be close by!? Damn it!

“heh…,I see…”

“By the way, what’s wrong with that boy?”

When I ask her that, her smile twisted even more. I’m trying my best to prevent my
body from shuddered not to mention shaking.

“You see, Reina already told him ‘I love you’ to him many times but he never seem to
take it seriously you know, but I thought he just embarrased about it so I just
wait for the right moment. But… last week I saw him going in a date with
another girl. When I ask him who that girl was, he said she’s his girlfriend.”

Oh boy, you f*cked yourself up.

“And so, if  I can’t have him for myself why
must I gave him to other, rigtht? RiGht?? So I decided to kill that thieving
cat. But when I tell him that, he started to insult me and run away from me
while telling me to never get involved with him again. Hey, isn’t that strange?
Even though I did it for him, it’s strange rigtht? RiGht?? And I decided, so
that other girls won’t have him I just needed to kill him!”

The girl said with beaming smile like the sun if only the situation didn’t look
like some horror movie scene. But anyway, it’s obviously abnormal how a girl can
do something like that. But what about me? Is it normal for me to be
undisturbed after seeing a bloodied corpse like this in front of me? Ah well
who cares.

“I see, keep going then I have a movie to watch so I’m going home.”

I tried to act as nonchalant as possible so the girl won’t wary of me. I don’t
care about someone who I don’t even know lying dead after being murdered in
front of me, the most important thing is to get out of here safely. Just when I
turn around and about to walk away I feel extreme pain in my left chest.

“Sorry big bro, even if you seem to not care about what happened here, I can’t have
the slightest risk of someone reported me. It’s gonna be troublesome after
all.”

I looked down and I saw a knife pirced my left chest and I can feel blood in my
mouth, and when I look at my back I saw the girl with the same smile plastered
on her face. While enduring the pain I tried to smile as best as I can and
spoke to the girl.

“I see, so you have some sanity left huh you little sh*t.”

After that I lost my balance and everything became dark.

DryLeaves

Hey guys, whoever you are who, decided to read this i just wanted to inform you that i'm just a beginner in writing so i'm open to any advice and suggestion and please keep it in moderation if you want to criticize me because i don't have a strong heart. 

Because english is not my native language please correct me if i made some mistake.

I will post the chapter weekly...or that was the plan but i don't know what will happen in the future so maybe the chapter release will be longer or maybe stop altogether if i have some circumstances that make me unable to release the chapter such as i getting into an accident or something like that.