I was discharged a week after the incident

I still remember how the doctor and the nurses were amazed at how fast I recovered, because usually people with my injuries would take up to one to three months to fully heal

-Day of the Funeral-

*sob*"Mommy~Daddy." - Kid Xeno

"I don't want the plushie no more and I don't wanna go on stupid adventures...

I just you want you two back.." - Kid Xeno

I said that while holding tightly the pikacho plushie that both mum and dad bought prior that day of the incident; i found about it in a letter they wrote, it was attached to a cake that was meant for my birthday the next day.

'Happy birthday to the dearest and most precious son, we love you mum&dad!!

P.S there's a surprise waiting for you when you get back home it's under your bed'

*sob*"I had my birthday party a few days ago..

 I felt so lonely, I wanted to celebrate with you both not with granny" - Kid Xeno

My lamenting was soon cut short due to a sudden appearance of a group of people that I've never seen before showing up at the Funeral.

Two adults; a man, a woman and two twins.

The twins hid behind the woman while man approached us

"I'm sorry for your loss little one" he said while patting my head

The warmth of his touch and words cheered me up a bit 

Then the woman followed soon after but she hasn't said a word to me and went straight to my mother's coffin..

*sob* "My dear beloved sister..." - Woman 

She places her hand on my mother's casket 

"You were my best friend, my mentor, most importantly my big sis... You didn't deserve to die.." 

- Aunt 

She turns around and gazes at my father's coffin with

anger

"I knew you should have never left our homeland for this good for nothing!" - Aunt

*tsk* "This is the man that took the life of my sister..

If you wanted to end your life that badly you could have done it without taking her with you.

I hope you rot in hell for eternity!" - Aunt 

I stood in front of her with my arms open protecting my dad casket, I wanted to yell at her for the things she said but I didn't want to act irrationally because I didn't want to escalate the situation than it already is so I composed myself.

I could see that other person she came with was about to intervene but I shook my head and I smiled at him to thanking him for the gesture

"I may not know what kind of people my parents were before but one think for sure my daddy was one of the kindest and modest person I've ever known in my life and as such he doesn't deserve that kind of disrespect.." - Kid Xeno

She finally acknowledged my presence and switch her gaze onto me

"So this is the brat that survived!?

  You devil! Out of all people that could have 

  survived.. you come out unscathed.

  I'll never consider such fiend as my nephew!!" - Aunt

"That's enough!!" - Grandma 

 My grandmother stepped in 

"You shouldn't never talk to a child like that,

Using such foul words.. You are even scaring your own children..

Your not the only grieving and mourning right now, 

What gives you the right to come here and start a scene, you are disrespecting the dead with such acts.

" - Grandma

The woman was taken back from what she said and just stood there nervously 

"Can you please leave this place I don't want you to traumatise my grandson even further." - Grandma

"Alright I'll leave but If I see any of you again when I want to visit my sister grave we'll have a problem" - Aunt 

With that the entire family left and from that day I've never seen any of them

I always get nightmares thinking what she said about me being a devil and always felt guilty for being the only one that survived that tragic day..

-Present day-

 "Hi Mum... Hi Dad...

 How are you both doing?" - Xeno 

I place down the bouquets in front of their respective graves 

"I came here to tell you that tomorrow is my 18th birthday and that hopefully I can get into a university next year, like I said before I'm not gonna purse those childish dreams anymore that's all in the past now.. 

But I can't never let go of that painful day it's just stuck with me forever...

I don't think I'll ever find closure, if I only could trade life I would have done it in a heartbeat..

Well there's no point in thinking about it now

I guess it's goodbye..

See you later guys and love you both" - Xeno

As soon as I was about to turn around and leave I feel warm hand on my shoulders, the same warmth I felt 8 years ago

"Hey it's been a while.." - ?????

End of chapter 4