• chapters won't be usually this long
• drama is only limited to chapter 1
• this is the aunt's pov

I remember my past life and this kid looks just like him.

that person from my dream.

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I didn’t know when this started but, killing became a need in my life.

I didn’t start doing this for fun and stuff like that, I was forced.

I thought that this was just a one time thing.

I killed a person and I thought nobody would know.

But they started coming one after another, the only thing I could do was protect myself.

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Running away in the province in my family’s home, my sister gave birth to a healthy baby boy.

The first time I saw ‘it’ I really didn’t feel any attachment, nothing.

Until the very first time he called his mother’s name, I only thought ‘how lucky this child can be’

‘so ignorant, so innocent’

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Asked to take care of the kid the whole day, my sister and her husband went on a date.

I could just have fed him and let him go to sleep, but he wouldn’t listen no matter how shitty I acted

‘Children’ this is a word that triggers something within me

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"xxxx-san"the kid started calling my name

“no, call her oba-san AHAHAHAHA”

Looking at my laughing sister, I could only laugh too

“xxxx-san” trying it again

“I told yo-“

“it’s fine, let him call me whatever he likes”

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Remembering that time while smoking at an alley, the city lights were blinding, honking cars and random people passing by.

The blood that drenched my shirt is not visible due to the dark night.

‘I’ve killed yet another man, again’

‘I hate this’

‘can someone just take over this shit?’

‘always on the run’

‘I wonder when I’ll get back to the province again’

“there she is! Get her!”

Looking at the side, this scums still did not give up

Grabbing the knife in my pocket, I slit the throat of the first one who came to me

*bang*

“ngh”

‘my ears where shot’

Using the dead man as a shield, I threw him to his men and shot the hell out of them

*bang*

‘fuck, didn’t you bring a silencer or shit? This’ll attract a lot of attention’

Pulling the trigger at their heads ‘was killing this easy?’

Looking at the bleeding person at the ground, just seconds ago they had their own thoughts and consciousness to do things.

'How come death is like this?'

Just sleeping my ass, there isn’t an afterlife how the fuck can they die peacefully.

Scary thing to think, that we’ll die sooner or later and remember no shit.

Even if we become immortals somehow, through time, we’ll have already lost the will to live.

So I kind of understand how the creator would think, giving us only about 60 years, because by then, we would be ready to pass on.

‘death is scary’

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*bang*

‘I think this is the last one this month, it’ll take a while before someone comes after me again’

Going back to the rundown apartment I rented.

I’ll stay here for a while just before they find me again

*knock* *knock*

Grabbing the gun, I looked through the peep hole

“xxxx-san”

Opening the door

“What are you doing here? Did your parents come with you?”

“I came here by myself”

This was my nephew, he’s now in highschool and graduating to become a college student

“teach me how to use a gun”

‘wha-‘  when did this child know?

“let’s talk inside”

Sitting on a chair face to face, I took a deep breath

“look, You’re a good student, just like my sister, why don’t you go back to school?”

“I don’t do this shit for fun, if you wanna look cool coz’ of this, it’s not fun at all and simple killing people like what you think”

“………………”

“Why aren’t you still going? You can stay the night if you want but I won’t teach you shit”

“…………….”

"Still not going? I’ll think about it if you can press the trigger just like how you press the keyboard of a laptop, but when you start this shit, I’m sure your mom will not be happy”