CatDrip

I can only write when drunk. I can only drink when I don't have work or school which is two days out of the week.

Chapter 9 Tedium

I couldn't shake the feeling that I made a mistake. I looked across the desolate snow-scape weighing my options. For the millionth time today I wondered what was wrong with me. A very strange but pretty girl was waiting for me back at the cabin, and I am out here taking in the nature...?

The hike was uneventful, I was too preoccupied to really appreciate the beautiful snowy peaks and far off cottages that filled the scenery. I tried thinking of anything else but it would eventually circle back to Natalie. Why does she think of me in that way? What did I do to gain that amount of appreciation? What will hold her interests?

*sigh* Fuck I was down bad.

Maybe this wasn't a bad thing. Is that why I came up here, to experience something new or to see where this leads? What could go wrong?

Clicking my tongue I turned around making up my mind. Time to face the consequences, running away wasn't an option especially in this winter wonder land.

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I shrugged off my coat and kicked off my snow covered boots. The curtains were drawn shut casting a gloomy scene on the skewed chairs and books strewn across the ground.

"The fuck", I muttered aloud.

Every door and cabinet lay open or a jar except... I didn't see that one last night. It was a small door trapezoidal door in the corner by the bathroom. I walked toward it kick some books aside. I opened the door revealing a pitch black stair well down.

*Slam*

I turned around to a face an enraged Natalie rush in.

"Where the fuck were you!", she screamed her face contorted in rage.

"Uh-"

"Answer me! Where were you? Why the fuck are you so fucking selfish.", she said interrupting me. She marched up to me tapping a knife-hand against my chest with every syllable. (See foot notes for knife-hand)

"I was ju-"

"You weren't... you were gone... you ", she said her voice losing its anger.

"I... thought", she said as a sob cut her off, and just like that she was crying.

I stood there for a moment considering my options: move past her, go down the stair well, or comfort her. :\

I gave her a loose hug at least that's how it started. Sensing weakness she latched on to me like she was drowning and I was buoy.

"Hey, there there", I said as I patted her back. I couldn't think of anything else to say that wouldn't set her off like a powder keg.

We stayed like that for a while until slowly her sobs died off.

"You weren't there when I woke up. I thought. I thought you left me.", she said with a wobble in her voice. She held me tighter then she did before.

"It's alright", I lied. "I just took a walk outside. Don't you remember?", I said, softly.

"Yeah, it's just when I... you just...", she said clearing her throat and continuing, "You worried me for a second. It's not safe to go out with out a hiking buddy you know. I can't bare the thought of something bad happening to you. What if a cougar was out there, or you got lost in a flash blizzard. No. No. It's best you stay in here with me.", I let my arms drop to my sides.

"Oh, ok. Maybe we should clean up the place.", I said, while unwinding myself from her grasp.

"I didn't give you permission to leave my arms.", she said giving me a doe eyed face. Her eyes flickered behind me, then widened.

"W-", a questioned started to form on my lips when it was replaced with hers. Falling-

*SLAM*

*CRACK*

"Mother Fucker", is all I could think and say through the pain.

"Oh my god, I am so sorry. I just couldn't help myself. Did that hurt? Are you injured? Come sit down over here, and let me check you out.", she said in a rush.

"Yeah I am fine", I said while holding my pounding head. Fuck I hate being tall.

She fuzzed over me and didn't stop apologizing. Evading I convinced her to just give me some ibuprofen and leave me alone.

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"So do you want to play a game?", Natalie said cutting through the daze. I yawned and leaned back from our cuddle.

"Uh sure I said.", I replied, shifting from our spooning position on the sofa.

"Okay, wait here.", she said, climbing out from under the blanket.

I shifted to her side where her body heat still permeated in the cushions.

Coming back in, she held a wooden box. I raised an eyebrow at this development. She tried doing the same but had limited success, instead it looked like her eyebrows shrugged and gave up.

"So what did you have in mind", I said, breaking the silence.

"Well first I have to explain a few things. This game well it belong to my grandparents. The same ones that built this cabin in fact. My grandmother devised it so that my grandfather wouldn't get bored, when he was... well he didn't get to leave that often. More like my grandmother wouldn't let him.", she said trailing off on a awkward note.

"Okay... so what's the rules of the game?", I said trying to get the point.

"Uh, so it's not something we can't do today but it entails exploring the property like a geocache or scavenger hunt thing.", she said perking up a little.

"Oh?"

"Don't worry it's really fun I swear. Please don't look at me like that.", she said acting all shy.

"So... is this why you freaked out earlier?", I said.

"Uhh yeah. That was the reason, I didn't want you finding the surprise.", she said still looking away from me.

"So did you want to do this tomorrow? We only have a day before we go back.", I said.

"Oh yeah. I think we will make time. I mean, I don't know about you but I could spend an eternity up here.", she said her tone turning a little too serious for my liking.

"I don't blame you, it is pretty beautiful up here.", I said.

"So it's a date", she said with a smile.

"Oh how is that?", I asked.

"I mean this isn't going to be the last time we go up here. Don't worry next time, you won't ever want to leave. I'll make sure of it.", she said with a giggle.

"Oh, yeah for sure", I said not really sure if I wanted to make a commitment like that.

"So as of tonight... I was thinking we should play a little drinking game.", she said with a smirk.

"Hot damn, I am game", I said, sitting up a little.

"Wait here", she said leaning over and giving me a kiss on my nose.

I watched her walk into the kitchen outlet and I had to remind myself that I am not in love. No matter how much I wanted to hold her, it was only a reaction. It didn't mean that she meant that much to me.

"Ok, the rules are pretty simple. you confess something you haven't done and if the other has then you drink", she said picking up a bottle from the cabinet.

So the game started. Really she had never been to a concert or eaten Thai food? Weird. As the afternoon transitioned into the night our conversation strayed from the game. It was a launching off point to get started anyways.

I found my self enamored by my reflection in her eyes. The room swayed with the heat and glow of the fire place.

"Hey, I have an idea", she said as she pulled me up by my arm. I didn't go places, I was dragged along by others and Natalie was taking the lead.

I let myself relax into the sheets as the steel cuffs were placed on my wrists. Something seemed off but the world was glowing too brightly to listen to reason. I couldn't help laughing as she kissed her way down my chest to my navel. The limited light sparkled across the room and I could barely see the glint in her eyes. Soft whispers and moans crossed my lips as she started taking me in her mouth. I can't help but get hard. I let out a sharp gasp as she took me in fully.  She looked up at me pride.

"Oh? Do you like that dearest?", she said with a smirk as she smacked my hard member against the side of her cheek.

"Yes.", I said breathing in the cool air like it's ambrosia itself.

"You got so hard so easily. You must have been craving this all day haven't you? Tell me that you want this my dearest", she said shift up my body.

"I do",  I said without thinking of the consequences. It felt too right.

"Good. Now what do you want dearest? Say that you want me.", she said gripping my face and making me look into her eyes. "Say you love this. Say that you love me. Tell me. Come on I don't have all day.", she said with a fiery passion.

"I love you. I want you.", I said looking deeply into her eyes.

"I love you too. I... It's just so good to hear you say it love. I... I don't know what I would do without you. It's just. We belong together. It's hard for me to explain just how uncomfortable it is being without you dear. I don't think I could leave you even if I wanted too. It's just fate you know? I know this is all... you know not normal but it's something that I can't shake. Something deep inside me tells me we shouldn't leave this place.", she said with increasing passion.

"What are you saying", I said a little confused. Her words bounced around my head, very little of them made sense together. I tried getting up but my arms were restrained. Wait what is this, I thought in my muddled state. "I don't want this", I said.

*slap*

I felt the room spin one more time as my vision tilted to the side.

"Don't say you don't want this. I know you do.", she said anger in her voice. "Enough of this", she said shifting from one leg to the other as she took off her panties.

"I only want to hear low masculine moans of pleasure coming out of you for the rest of the night. You understand?", She said pausing for a moment for me to answer.

"Wai-"

*slap*

"You understand Fucker!", She said her voice getting higher.

I grunted in submission.

"Good. Now open up. You're going to have the pleasure of tasting me on my panties.", she said and then leaned in closer conspiratorially. "I think you'll appreciate how wet they are.", she said with giggle.

She wadded up her panties and presented them to me. I turned my head away in act of defiance. 

"Open up. Don't make me hit you again. I will if you don't.", she said a look of excitement on her face. "Please. I promise I will never hurt you again. Good boys get treated well. You'll see. I'll treat you so well."

*slap*

I let out a gasp in pain.

"See, I am not messing around.", she said with a pained look.

I opened my mouth, my eyes were starting to water.

"Hey. Hey, don't cry. Please don't cry. It's your fault for not listening to me. It's your fault for not asking to leave my arms isn't it. What did you see out there? Wait no. It's fine, really as long as you stay here it's fine. hehe hehe hehe hehe", she said not able to continue through a fit of giggles.

"You look so adorable when crying. I can't help but want to hold you and protect you from the outside when you do.", she said then licking off the tears running down my cheeks.

"We should get matching tattoos! Yes, I could one right here.", She said pointing to the inside of her thigh. "What do you think about having your name right there! Wouldn't that be just so perfect. You know it would be so romantic. Maybe you could get one on your cock with my name. Wouldn't that fit so well, especially when we have sex. Just thinking about how we belong together gets me so... well you know. I don't wanna steal all of your innocence honey, well just yet.", she said as she massaged my cock and began rubbing against herself.

"You know we fit so well together, like two parts of one whole.", She said leaning over me and beginning to grind against my cock. "Ok you ready", she said positioning herself above me.

"AAAAAAaaaaaaA", She moaned as she slowly moved down. I couldn't help but react to her tightness around my cock. The makeshift gag barely muffled my moans.

"Yeah you like that", she said savoring the sensation. Slowly her unfocused gaze settled on me. Reaching down she gripped my hair and started kissing around my face.

"I love you, please love me", she whispered in sweet gasps. "Please", she said with more pain expressed in her tone her hands gripping around my throat. "PLEASE", she said applying force, and a sob escaping her mouth.

"I know", she said hoping off me and shifting off the bed. "Wait here, I'll be back. hehe", she said reaching into her bag.

She started throwing out items and clothes until she put enough stuff aside. It wasn't until she popped up that I saw the items in her hands, a pair of scissors, a skirt, a bra, and a box. I didn't like the smile she was giving me but the sunshine in my blood painted the picture a humorous shade of violet.

After many threats and punishments she removed my shirt and applied the make up in the box. I squirmed feeling the skit and bra against my skin.

Humiliation.

"Aren't you just the cutest", she said running her hand up and down my figure pausing and resting on the skirt and bra respectively. "Don't cry baby. HAHA", she said toppling over through a fit of laughter. "It really does make you look that much cuter. Cute girl."

"Hey. Hey you know your the cutest right. Right darling. I love you", she said as she gave me kisses all over my face. "Isn't it time we ended this night right. Like how we were supposed too every night. Baby girl don't cry, don't worry I am done with foreplay.", I couldn't look her in the eye. She began pumping again getting me as hard as was possible.

She slowly lowered herself on to my cock, gasping and moaning as she did. As she took me in fully she used one hand to rub her breasts and the other to support herself pressed against my chest. I couldn't help but let out a groan as I felt her take me in.

She rested like that for a moment before slowly raising and falling. "yes", she said in a whisper with her eyes closed and rocking her hips back and forth.

Just like that she began picking up speed, with so much force that the bed started to shake with every stroke. I couldn't help but let out grunts of pleasure, not to be out down she let out low predator roars as she bounced up and down. It was in this moment that I started coming but she ever didn't notice or didn't care as she continued to ride. She only stopped when we were both sweating and gasping for air.

A look of complete serenity crossed her face as she slumped down holding me close. She pressed her forehead to mine and gave me a quick tired kiss. "Can't you feel this? Right now. I want this to last forever. I don't want to face the world anymore, not after you, not after this.", she said tears crawling down her cheeks. "I'll never feel as happy as I am with you.", she whispered as snuggled next to me. I felt my arms drop next to my body as I fell asleep.

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I was being chased. A tightening corridor was my only escape. A growl permeated the darkness behind me. I know I must escape. Untold horrors remained entail, never letting up never letting go. The corridor was met with a stair case but the walls pressed further inwards making escape impossible.

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"Hey", a voice said pulling me out of my slumber. With groggy eyes I search the room alarmed.

"Hey, you doing alright?", said Natalie holding a hand against my cheek. I flinched under her touch. I held my breath frozen as I cringed away from her touch.

"You feeling alright? You up to exploring and doing the scavenger hunt today?", she said.

"I just... I just want to go home.", I said.

"Is that what you really want? You really want to cut our trip short?", she said giving me a look.

Is that what I wanted?

¹Knife-hand a gesture used by drill sergeants in the army to intimidate recruits.