I return to my room It is a room with the minimum decoration that a nobleman should have

I throw myself on my bed holding my head thinking about what I should do to get out of this situation

Because it is always like this in this life and in the next, just being an object for women and receiving hatred from men!

As I scream in frustration at my problems I hear laughter in my room

Ujujuju! It will always be like this, you will never change either in this world or in the next!

At that moment the memory comes to my mind of what I did in the bathroom with Matilda and especially that part of me that took control of my body at that moment

Who are you because you did that to Matilda

who I am! Hey! If I had to say it, I am you!

Hearing him I flatly deny his words

It is not impossible that I did that

You are right you are unable to do it that is why I am here to do it for you!

It is not impossible who you are

LOL! I am the representation of the trauma of feeling like an object to deal with the hatred of men and the love of women!

Trauma in those moments I remember my life in the other world where women used me to satisfy their lust and I received jealousy as well as hatred from men.

When he died and reincarnated I thought that in this other world he could live a normal life but his hopes were broken when he became his brother's practice doll and felt used by Matilda

It can't be I didn't want to do any of that.

I say that when I realize that it is impossible that I wanted to commit those acts but the voice in my mind responds

Within you you know that you must do it to survive this world but you were unable to do it by combining a trauma that comes from another world together with the feeling of helplessness that were the triggers for my creation of another personality!

How that will help to fulfill my objective you only seek to take advantage of women at your convenience

 remembering what happened with Matilda I couldn't help but yell at my other self but he answers

I am using the options that I have at my disposal, unlike you, the only thing you can do is swallow your pride and endure abuse day after day.

I try to tell him he's wrong but the words don't come out

while the other me takes the opportunity to say laughing

Hahaha! Ah! But taking the woman you know your brother loves seriously made me feel very good. I would like to tell her but I will have to wait a little longer. I will settle for continuing to play with her!

Hearing that I can't help asking

Play with her you plan to continue doing this

Of course I have to dominate her completely so that I can be hers only Master of her!

You can't do that

Because I can't do that, she wants it, I'm just giving her what she wants!

You can't do it I'll stop you

LOL! Stop me You created me to do what you could not do it is impossible to stop inside of you you know that what I do is the best for you!

When I hear him say that I feel that somehow I agree with him

It's not true, it's a lie, I'm not going to listen to you anymore

When I told him that he nods affirmatively and tells me

In that we agree you no longer need to listen to me because now I will take control of the body again!

That is not impossible

I flatly deny that he is taking control of my body again

You have forgotten what the Goddess said!

Hearing him say that I remember

That the world is destined to perish

I say it but he denies it

No! I mean when a hanging family appeared when the Goddess expelled us to this world, I think you can see that this image refers to our house!

When I remember that moment I remember that if I saw a family hanging

Now that I remember there were 4 men and 2 women hanged and my family consists of 6 people with the same number of men and women

the number of people was the only thing I can remember of that image that the Goddess showed me since I was shocked by the destiny that awaited me but a part of me thought that I could change that destiny on my own

Well that was until I noticed that my father did not listen to any of the ideas that he told him to improve the feud that he had of my knowledge of the other world

Also, my brother only used me to practice with his sword and my mother would not approve of me leaving the mansion for fear that something would happen to me.

at some point I gave up and decided to carry on until I am of legal age

The voice in my head with a mocking voice denies my idea

You seriously thought that the destruction of this world would wait for us! LOL! The Goddess must have foreseen your mentality of letting yourself be dominated by your environment and she sent you to a world where your death would be assured before you reach 15 years of age!

When listening to the other I was shocked, I always considered that I had enough time to foresee the destiny that the goddess imposed on me, but considering that she read my mind, it is very likely that she also knows how she would think and that she intends.

Ujujuju! That's why I have to do this so for now relax and go to sleep!

Hearing that I feel my conscience fade and I feel that something takes control of my being

¡Well now my plan can begin I will use this curse to achieve my goals you just rest that I will take care of everything!

In my last moments of lucidity I can hear my other self say those words