Chapter 142: Aftermath. (2)
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As Homura sat in the solitude of the tree branch, his thoughts echoed through the corridors of his mind, their weight becoming more burdensome with each passing moment. He couldn't escape the nagging question that lingered within him: Did he possess the heart of a true shinobi?

The days that had passed since his encounter with the female kunoichi had been a whirlwind of physical recovery and mental reflection. The wounds on his body were a testament to the intensity of the battle he had fought, but it was the scars within that plagued him the most.

Thoughts of that fateful encounter consumed his mind. The memory of their clash, the hesitation that lingered within his heart, and the ultimate escape of his opponent replayed in his thoughts like an endless loop.

He couldn't deny the fact that the female kunoichi had posed a serious threat, one that had even taken his life multiple times during their fierce clash. In a world where survival was paramount, where the line between life and death was razor-thin, he wondered if his hesitation to kill her stemmed from a place of weakness.

He knew as much…everyone knew as much be it children or adults…he thought that he truly understood that lesson; but turns out he was only pretending that he did.

Which was a bit of a shock for the cadet that almost always understood things perfectly. As far as book smarts or when it came to retaining knowledge Homura had always been good at it, though he was slightly lazy when it came to learning entirely new things such as languages or entirely different fields from the one he had prior knowledge.

However, it only took him to seriously apply himself for him to show growth and overall positive results.

That was a trait that he kept from his previous life and seemed to have intensified in this world, which made him much more cocky.

Though not that it mattered a lot, Homura was still rather easy to be provoked and prone to lose his cool, he was overall incredibly emotional deep within.

Nonetheless, the fact that he was not able to apply the rhetoric that this was a dog-eat-dog world when it mattered the most showed his lack of maturity and that he was overall getting soft.

Despite not having any true family, he was still surrounded by people kind-hearted people, and mostly took their teachings to heart; though he pretends not to.

He was easily influenced by the people he surrounded himself with, an example was Granny Akane who taught him how to take care of plants and overall care for a garden.

To this day Homura enjoys gardening even if he tells himself that he is just perfecting a skill that could be useful for him in the future. When in reality he does it too because it reminds him of better times, and he grows her favorite flowers to then leaves them on her grave every single time it is hers or Takao’s birthday and the day that she ultimately perished.

He was truly soft-hearted and easily influenced by others, two very dangerous traits to have and could easily be exploited.

So it wasn’t hard to believe that he had what it takes to be a cold-blooded killer, no matter how much training he had.

It was a choice that he would not so easily make unless pressed, if he had no choice on the matter or his hand had been forced.

The events that transpired a few days ago may have ended quite differently.

The battle with the female kunoichi had unearthed a hidden part of himself, one that he had not yet fully come to terms with.

The battle replayed in his mind like a haunting specter, and he found himself questioning the very essence of his being.

"Am I cut out for this life?" he wondered silently. "A shinobi must be decisive, unwavering, and yet, I hesitated. I couldn't bring myself to end her life, even after all she did to me."

Homura contemplated the nature of their encounter. They were enemies, locked in a deadly dance of blades, each fighting for their own cause. He couldn't ignore the fact that if the tables were turned, if their roles were reversed, she would not have shown him an ounce of mercy. In a world governed by violence and survival, the notion of extending compassion to an enemy seemed almost naive.

The hesitation that had stayed his hand, the flicker of mercy he had shown, they haunted him like ghosts in the night. He couldn't help but wonder if he was simply too weak, too soft to walk the path of a shinobi.

It was the path he had willingly chosen to walk, how could he so easily waver?

In the shinobi world, where danger lurked around every corner, where life could be snuffed out in an instant, the ability to make swift and decisive decisions was paramount. Homura questioned if he possessed that innate quality, the unwavering resolve to do what needed to be done, regardless of the consequences.

But in that moment of hesitation, he couldn't help but wonder if he was too soft, too cowardly to bear the mantle of a shinobi.

"Why did I show her mercy?" he mused, a tinge of frustration seeping into his thoughts. "She wouldn't have spared me if the tables were turned. So why did I bother? Is it because I lack the resolve to take a life, even that of an enemy?"

Homura's fingers absentmindedly traced the bandages on his cheek, mimicking the markings that concealed his identity. He knew that the path of a shinobi demanded sacrifices, that sometimes he would be called upon to make difficult decisions for the greater good. Yet, he couldn't shake the feeling that he might not be cut out for such a harsh reality.

The teachings of the academy, the words of his mentors, all echoed in his mind, urging him to be strong, to be unyielding. But he couldn't escape the nagging sense that maybe there was more to strength than mere brutality and aggression.

"Is it weakness to hesitate?" he questioned himself, seeking solace in the quiet of his own thoughts. "Or is there strength in questioning the path I walk? Is there a way to be a shinobi without losing my sense of compassion?"

His mind wandered to the faces of his friends, the people he cared for deeply. Would they understand his inner turmoil, or would they see it as a sign of weakness? The fear of judgment gnawed at him, but deep within, he knew that he couldn't deny the turmoil within him.

As he gazed into the distance, the moonlight casting a serene glow on the surrounding foliage, Homura felt a flicker of determination take root. He realized that his internal conflict was not a flaw but a reflection of his humanity.

His introspection brought forth a myriad of conflicting emotions. On one hand, he understood the necessity of eliminating threats to protect his village and its inhabitants. It was a duty ingrained within him, a responsibility he had willingly taken up.

At least that was what he had been taught throughout the years, he cared little for the village but most of the people in the village were relatively innocent and feared the consequences that may come if they went against it.

It didn’t particularly make them good or sympathetic people but no less human. Most of them were powerless in a world where giant monsters existed and people with extraordinary abilities.

As a cadet, he was more or less taught to protect the people, and there were a lot of people that Homura had become acquainted with in the village throughout the years.

The tragedy that befell the Uchiha clan had left an indelible mark on his perception of the village's leadership and its underlying motives. He couldn't help but feel like an outsider, someone who never truly belonged.

So he never took what he had been taught as gospel, the hypocrisy of it all was not lost on him, still outright throwing away the village from his mind when people like Saya and Naruto were part of the same village was a step too far for him.

But on the other hand, he couldn't help but feel a sense of moral unease at the thought of extinguishing a life, even that of an enemy that did not personally cause him harm or harm to those he cared about.

The teachings of the academy and the shinobi code echoed in his ears, their words etched into his psyche. But Homura questioned if there was room for compassion and mercy amidst the harsh realities of their world. He wondered if he could one day be a shinobi who upheld some semblance of justice without succumbing to the darkness that often accompanied it. Or ultimately become a tool, in the service of that very same darkness. Making plans for the future was one thing but reality was another. It is likely that he will be unable to reach the levels of power he will need to uphold his revenge.

Even the thought of taking revenge was something he doubted the people he wanted to avenge really wanted…so what was there really left for him to do? Though Homura wanted to do it by the family he never met as well. Other Uchihas, probably wanted revenge. Was it the same for his father? Mother? Grandparents?… He wanted to be a good son…even if he didn’t know them. That was the least he could do or was it?

His thoughts meandered, contemplating the nature of shinobi life and the sacrifices it demanded. As he gazed into the depths of his own doubts, Homura couldn't help but wonder if there was a way to reconcile his sense of duty with his own personal values. Was it possible to navigate this world without compromising his integrity? Was there a path that would allow him to protect those he cared for without sacrificing his own identity?

"I don't have to conform to what everyone expects of me," he thought, the strength of his resolve growing weaker with every heartbeat. "I can be my own kind of shinobi, one who values life and seeks understanding. I'll find a way to be strong without losing myself.…that’s ridiculous *sigh* That’s something cheesy that Naruto would say," Homura could not help but think.

Kindness could not save people, bad people will still do bad things no matter what kind of backstory they may have, and kindness was the reason he even was under such a predicament.

The village he called home had its own set of principles and beliefs, ones that valued mercy and second chances, even towards enemies. At least on the surface but it was nonetheless true.

Homura couldn't help but question the effectiveness of this approach. He understood the importance of gathering intelligence, extracting information that could potentially save lives. But when faced with an adversary who may have had witnessed his sharingan, who could potentially expose his secrets, the gravity of the situation weighed heavily on his conscience.

If that fact became known it would affect his overall range and scope of activities. No less his own life. He was not Sasuke and the Hokage had no obligation to protect him any more than any other citizen.

So whatever happened from the end of the ordeal that transpired a few days ago, if that kunoichi was captured or saw things that he failed to hide… things were likely to not go in his favor.

He couldn't shake the pessimism that clouded his mind, doubting whether the kunoichi had truly met her end. In many other villages, such a defeated enemy would be swiftly eliminated after extracting all valuable information. But in Konohagakure, the situation was different.

She could recall a particular thing that even ninjas that could see into her mind would ignore, as long as she was alive, the possibility remained that she was a wild card for Homura’s future plans.

With these lingering stipulations in the air, Homura knew that the journey ahead would be rife with challenges and difficult choices.

Life was much more simple when he was a simple orphan living at the orphanage, which is what Homura could not help but think about recently.

Things had not exactly been fun lately.

He had more secrets and had to become more distant from his friends, their relationship was not what it once was.

Back in the day, the walls of the orphanage were their entire world, nowadays the scope of their world had increased and seemed much more complicated as they were all busy doing their own things.

“I…I wonder if I made a mistake,” Homura murmured. He could not help thinking of the untraveled road, he could realistically give up and change paths, but that wouldn’t make anything better.

It would not bring down his nightmares or the constant self-doubt that he was under…and what else could he truly do?

Once in the database of the academy, he could never truly escape such a fate of being tied to Konohagakure. He had to live in the village for his own safety or risk getting himself killed and someone stealing his identity.

“H-How…will I do these things…for no-” Homura’s body was heavy, but after he finished attending his classes he was particularly tired.

Though as he forced himself to remember things, Homura’s body was still injured forcing him to doze off until finally, his eyelids closed.

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As Homura drifted into a light doze, the scene shifted to the Hokage's office, where Hiruzen Sarutobi, the third Hokage, sat behind his desk. A report and a drawing of the masked individual who had encountered Homura were presented to him, unaware of the masked figure's true identity.

Hiruzen studied the drawing, his eyes fixated on the darkened eye sockets of the mask. Something about the markings on the individual's cheeks struck a chord within him, but he couldn't place where he had seen them before. Many shinobi sported similar markings, making it difficult to pinpoint their significance.

Inoichi Yamanaka, the head of the Yamanaka clan and the Analysis Team in the village's Intelligence Division, brought forth the files containing details about the unknown shinobi. According to Inoichi's assessment, the individual appeared to possess the strength of a genin or even greater.

Inoichi, ever diligent in his analysis, pointed out the use of the fireball jutsu by the unknown shinobi. While it was a technique associated with the Uchiha clan, Hiruzen knew that it wasn't exclusive to them. The Uchiha clan members were mostly gone, and attributing the jutsu solely to them would be an oversimplification.

 

Inoichi's brow furrowed as he delved into his analysis. "Hokage-sama, the presence of that red light in both the drawing and the kunoichi's memories is not a mere coincidence. It indicates a unique characteristic, possibly an ocular ability possessed by the masked individual or the activation of some sort of ninjutsu, or even special lenses, it is hard to identify its true nature from the memories alone. While I cannot determine the exact nature of this ability, it is undoubtedly a remarkable trait that sets them apart since it remained activated during the whole fight."

As Inoichi described the small red light visible in both eyes of the masked individual, he inquired if it held any significance. Hiruzen paused for a moment, contemplating the possibility. However, he dismissed the notion, chiding himself for overthinking the matter. After all, his long tenure as Hokage had a way of making him see connections where there were none.

"These markings do resemble someone...though the color is slightly off," Hiruzen muttered, his voice betraying a hint of contemplation. However he soon dismissed it as he thought " It seems improbable for them to be involved in such events."

Though Inoichi still heard the murmurs of the Hokage and pointed at picture of several shinobi who had more or less the same skill level as the one in the memories of the female ninja.

"Here are some of the potential candidates for the masked individual within our village. The resemblance could be coincidental, as many shinobi possess similar markings. However, it is worth investigating further to ensure that we do not overlook any potential connections or leads." said Inoichi with a voice filled with a slight hint of uncertainty.

Hiruzen sighed heavily, the weight of his responsibilities pressing upon him. "You are right, Inoichi. We must remain vigilant and consider every possibility. The safety of our village and its inhabitants must always be our utmost priority. Still, we cannot investigate our own shinobi without a good enough reason."

Inoichi nodded in understanding, respecting the Hokage's decision to dismiss the potential connection. The village was filled with individuals who bore similar markings, and drawing conclusions based on that alone would be premature.

However, Hiruzen looking at several mug shots of ninjas, could not really make his mind. He had met throughout his life many people with similar markings but his mind always went back to one especially, he didn’t fully understand why.  Nonetheless, he quickly brushed aside the thought, shaking his head. "I don't know why but my instincts tell me that... No, it couldn't be. He's just a cadet, still training in the academy…and he is not…"

Hiruzen sighed, the weight of his responsibilities pressing down upon him. He knew that he had to remain cautious, but he also didn't want to succumb to paranoia or jump to unfounded conclusions. The safety and well-being of the village were paramount, and he had to ensure that every piece of information was thoroughly scrutinized.

"I see..." said Hiruzen as he leaned back in his chair, his fingers intertwining as he contemplated the possibilities. His eyes narrowed as his mind traversed through years of memories and countless faces. The markings on the masked individual's cheek continued to nag at him, resurfacing in his thoughts. "Naruto... backhills... shurikenjutsu of that skill...if it wasn't for the fireball jutsu and the height difference...Could a cadet fight so well in a form that isn't theirs? No. Even for an experienced shinobi it would take months for the fluidity described described in the reports...unless" Thought Hiruzen once more gazing at the reports.

Why would Homura have to hide his skills in order to save Naruto?... It didn't make any sense. Why was Homura even choosing to act now if he were to be planning something. He was certainly a 9 years old boy, who had ample of chances to do whatever he needed if he was after Naruto.

Everything pointed not towards Homura. The person who intervened was not only taller, used jutsus that no cadet could master, even the hair color was off...even the only point that was more or less the same was the high level of shuriken jutsu on display. Even the battle detailed in the reports showed a rather deep understanding of fighting though nowhere near perfection.

So it all pointed to the mysterious masked individual not to be Homura... 

But Hiruzen couldn't help thinking that the boy could be somehow involved, and even if he was...should he be commended? Interrogated? 

"Keep an eye on this matter, Inoichi," Hiruzen instructed, his voice tinged with a sense of determination. "But don't let speculation cloud our judgment. We must gather more information before drawing any conclusions. The preparator has committed no actual crime and is likely already long gone. "

Inoichi nodded, his expression serious and resolute. He understood the delicate balance they needed to strike between vigilance and rationality. The village's security relied on their ability to navigate through the shadows and uncover the truth.

"A genius, huh..." thought the Hokage as he then proceeded to add more tabacco to his pipe.

As the two men continued their discussion, their minds focused on the mystery that lay before them, the scene shifted, leaving behind the Hokage's office. The truth remained veiled, waiting to be unraveled, while Homura's secret identity and the consequences of his actions hung in the balance, unknown to those who sought answers.

 

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