'why what did i do to deserve this? Did i do something wrong to the gods?' 

"sir are you ok you have been looking in the mirror for some time now are the clothes not to your liking if so should i bring you something else?"

'Huh who..?'

As I look to my right i see a girl with brown hair and green eyes with her hair in a ponytail

Ah right she's here she should be about 15 what no 16 i think if my memory is right from what I remember in the novel... Right i almost forgot that I'm in a novel i even sound crazy to myself no matter how much I think about it' 

 "sir"

''ah no i was just thinking about something and no the clothes are fine ''

as i look at myself in the mirror again  i can definitely see why his name is angel by no means am i lying i can definitely see why people say he looks like an angel with gold eyes and a smile that can make someone feel like they are in love with him  at first sight 

'And with white hair yeah that's right white hair so to say I'm blessed with good looks is an understatement to bad i can't enjoy it because of the stupid male leads and a girl. ' 

"What time is it now"

"It's time to go eat with your family sir" 

"Is that so...."

"Is something the matter sir would you like me to tell them you can't make it again?" 

''uh no it's alright no need to do that''

'I've been saying no for a week now if i say no again I'm sure they'll get suspicious and no way in hall do i want that to happen'

"I see"

"..."

 'god this is awkward' 

*Cough*

"You are excused now"

"Yes sir" 

"..."

"Ahhh i can finally breathe again"