Re.life2

a few months have passed since the [hatake] family was discharged from the hospital they are now living a normal life

today is the weekend,my family is at home resting, me and dad are watching tv in the living room and mom is in the kitchen making some snacks.

Sasaki: honey show about start

Kizumi: OK dear almost done~

she walked out of the kitchen and brought snacks on a tray with warm water.

she put snacks on the table and sat next to her husband on the sofa

"Thank you honey" he said to her in gentle voice

"Fu fu im glad" she reply

she looks at her son sitting on his father's lap looking at them both very relaxed he looks happy

"It not fair dear I want my cute boy sit on my lap too" she sulk said in sad voice...

"Hiyoko come over with your mom she feel left out~" he said when he saw his wife sulk which very cute.

Hiyoko: (Jeez can't you not flirting for pew minutes) he said in his mind

I crawled over to her while she patted her lap like she wanted me to sit on her lap

"Ara~you really so cute and soft" she said when poke gentle her son cheek 

(Ummm this feel weird but I don't hate it for some reason)

"Come on Hiyoko call me mommy" she said in joyful voice

"Aa aa a"(I'm only 4 month old can't speak not alone call her oka-san)he thinking in his mind

[Oka-san mean mom or mother by the way] :note:

"Honey take it slowly our son need bit time to learn" he said to her

"Your right dear but im will be happy it he call me mommy right now~" she replies

(....very funny but. I will try my best call you mom just can't speak right now. need more practice)

Family right now watch anime it

Nyanta to pomeko

(Huh ? that weird let just watch....)

episode 1 have end. this anime.... I'm sure of it....

(This world it same but different if I have say then it parallel world)

in my previous life this novel had no light novel only manga and no it also didn't have anime at that time I didn't find death and it was still 2022.....

(this world different but same time it similar.August 1, 2022 at that time I was still reading this novel, it didn't have an anime.  The time of my death is August 19, 2022 which is my birthday.  and I was reincarnated into this parallel world)

today is Saturday December 1, 2022. I was reborn on August 19th the same day I died and have been living in this world for 4 months now

if so, I don't know if those novels are available in this world. Of course there will be because this is a parallel world! I thought I wouldn't be able to read the next episode of traumatized girl's story, I'm so lucky!!

(Unfortunately I can't read or buy any yet.... Because my conditions right now)

Novel one many thing that still keep me from broken. every story I read all have drama genre tragic romcom and wholesome types

(The novel has partly saved me when I'm sad or when my mind has negative thoughts I always find a quiet place to read it, is help me relax and make me forget the ugly reality)

I'm feeling bit sleepy.....

"Hmmm~oh you feel tired Hiyoko? oh right let me take you to bed" she walk to room she put the baby to bed and sing a song to help her lovely son sleep

Kizumi: hmm~  hmm~ hmm~

Hiyoko: Zzzz....zzzz....Zzzzz

Kizumi: sweet dreams my dear son~

He is sleeping now, it's 8:30 a.m morning. looks like he was playing with his dad while watching TV. anyway babies fall asleep easily.his mother leave the room walk toward living 

Sasaki: you back honey let watch more anime 

Kizumi: let do something else dear~~~ fu fufufu

Sasaki: come here I give kiss then

Kizumi: kya~ oh my you just pushed me down on sofa already~~~

Sasaki: are you feel like left out? my lovely wife really cute when jealous of our son haha....

Kizumi: jeez you~ little bit ok. see both you play happy together like that without me make me sad bit~

Sasaki: how about we cuddling on sofa. I'm want feel your warm...

Kizumi: I want feel your warm two so hold me tight ok~

2 young couple cuddling on the sofa as time passed they fell asleep while embracing each other...

Now let's talk about Hiyoko the boy in his bedroom let's see what he's dreaming about

I went back to this place now it looks a bit different, doesn't it? when i go to sleep in my dream the space is empty everything is white .this place gradually changes every time i sleep

now it transforms into a green field surrounded by grass and leaves. the sky is blue with the soft clouds floating and a gentle breeze blowing through which makes everything pleasant.

"this place is also very comfortable and the sky looks so beautiful an ideal place to read a book if it exists in the real world" he said while lying on the green grass

Time has no meaning in the dream world how many minutes have passed? 

"I don't care any more...."

You don't mind if I join you ?

He heard someone's voice and to the right was a black figure in the shape of a man. he didn't seem surprised to see him, of course, when he dreamed this shadow was with him when everything changed

"I don't mind come sit next to me" he reply

"Excuse me then" the shadow said

At first, I didn't know there was a shadow following me. At that time, I was shocked but he didn't do anything, he just followed me and some time sat next to me like he wanted to comfort me

"How's your day, anything new?" the shadow asked him, his voice was soft

"It's nothing new. every day is full of surprises, lots of things to learn and unpredictable in short, everything is normal" he reply

"I see" 

two people talking to each other mostly about everyday life in the new world

"I don't know if I deserve a second chance because in my previous life I gave up everything I ended my life to free myself..." he said

because there's no such thing as a free wish, everything comes with a price and he wondered to himself if he were to live again, what would he do to pay that price.

"i don't have an answer for that but if you are given this chance try to live a good life doing something to help the people you love like your new family" the shadow reply.

"I don't know if I can do it anymore because I'm still traumatized, it's ingrained in my mind....." he said the voice filled with anxiety and sadness.

"It's up to you to decide, remember that when you decide to do something, don't regret it " the shadow he said encouraging words to him.

"haha... is that so. I will try to make a decision that I have no regrets" he said.

both of them haven't talked for a while now and are now enjoying the breeze passing by and looking at the sky cover full of stars. When it's dark no one knows but this is just a dream world so it's not surprising anything can happen.

""maybe it's time for me to go" the shadow sat up and told him

"So we'll end here. Let's talk another time I feel a bit lonely if I don't have anyone to talk to" he said.

"don't worry I'll be here. When you need someone talk to" 

"oh remember don't let your guard down. stay calm in any situation or you'll get in trouble that's all I'm saying" After saying that much, the shadow gradually disappeared....

he wakes up from a nap

(I wonder how long I slept) the boy said in his mind

He sat up and saw that the door was slightly open

(Fortunately, my mother did not close the door completely. I won't be able to open it if the door is completely closed because I'm still a baby)

he got out of bed but he fell over too. it's not too serious because his mind is a 18 year old boy if it's a normal baby it's a different story because the baby will cry when feel pain.

(I don't know what my parents are doing right now. I can't hear anything)

he crawled out of his bedroom and crawled to the living room and the scene he saw was the two of them lying hugging each other on the sofa and sleeping.

(look at them hugging each other while sleeping. both of them look so happy haha...)

Everyone will be jealous if they see this scene because everyone wants a partner in there life and wants to give each other love and happiness. If you ask me if I'm jealous, I'll say no, on the contrary, I'm very happy for them to see that the two truly love each other and are sociable, I don't want anything more, I just want the two of you to be happy. a lifelong happiness.

(unlike in my previous life, my parents didn't get along and always argued. I won't say anything about that right now)

(Where is that book? .ah there it is. Dad probably put it on the ground when he sometime forgot fut it back on the bookshelf. but under next the sofa it's convenient for me)

It kanji book I want learn more about it . might help me lot.I can understand Japanese though. but when it comes to writing, it can't be because languages ​​are difficult to learn, I need to learn a lot.

(Let's start I want to be good at Japanese and I'll work hard)

he checked the clock in the living room before he started studying. it's 1:00pm he sleeps at 9:00am

he concentrated on the book thinking it would be difficult to understand. But no, he learns very quickly because he is a baby. Babies are curious and absorb everything very quickly.

(I'm starting to enjoy it and here it is)

absorbed in the book time passed quickly from when. he doesn't know since when

"Hmmm~~~~"

he felt he was being watched. and slowly saw his mother looking at him with curious and amused eyes

(since when is she awake!!!!????)he panic in his mind.

she sat up slowly not letting her husband wake up and approach him.

""Ara ara~ I didn't know that my son likes reading books and even kanji books~".

(I hope she doesn't suspect anything because there's no way a 4 month old baby can read a book.....) he said in his mind".

Is it already 5:00 pm?" she said when she saw the clock in the living room.

"I'll keep it a secret for you if my son wants to read, I'll help you~" she said in a very childish voice.

(I was caught red-handed... but my mother didn't seem to suspect me. on the contrary, she was happy because she thought I wanted to learn).

Mother and son play together for a while. then she woke her husband up, it's getting dark 

 young couple right now in the kitchen and cooking for the dinner. the husband help her out.

"oh my where did your hand touch~"she said to him

"it's nothing honey" he said and hugged her behind back and kissed her rosy cheeks.

Seriously, can you two stop flirting with each other for a while? At this rate I won't be able to eat anything. Eating too much sugar is not good for me.

but it's okay, I'm happy for both of them. Love can change people.

If it's about love, I know it through novels. I never experienced that feeling because I never had anyone to love. In my previous life, I was always bullied in class in general, but the students in the same class as me abused me mentally and physically. it scared me so much and because of that i didn't want to socialize with anyone.

When I was in middle school, I didn't meet my classmates who bullied me. but I still get bullied even though I change schools I'm still seen as being targeted for fun.

I don't think I'll ever have a friend to talk to. until I meet them. Those people, even though they saw that I had no special talent, they considered me a good friend. It was the first time in my life that I had someone to trust and accept me for who I am. I have played with them many times. They are my best friends even though their personalities are a bit weird. Even so, the 5 of us never let each other down. I don't know how they're doing. Do you guys know that I'm dead and right now live in different world?......

I really don't have anyone to call me friends right now because we're in a completely different world. and i learned that i will never see them again i feel so lonely knowing that......

" itadakimasu! " After that, they started to have dinner

After dinner, my mother took me to my bedroom. Everyday life goes on as usual, nothing out of the ordinary or out of the ordinary.

I need to do this first. because it's going to be a little noisy tonight. And no, those two couples didn't have a fight. If I say it out, I'm a bit embarrassed....

He covered his ears with his hands to prepare to sleep. But it didn't help much.

"ah! Ah~ ah!!!" moans coming from the couple's bedroom

Kizumi: ah. ah dear slow down~

Sasaki: you say that but you really enjoy it don't you honey ~

Kizumi: Jeez you~ kya~ ah!

both continue. while their son was trying go to sleep

("my god..... this is the 9th time this week. Please be gentle with your wife") he said in his mind while cover his ear.

("I feel like there will be a new member in family really soon haha...") He laugh bitterly

This is his daily life and what's new and unexpected next that awaits him?

Chapter 2 end