For someone who has lost everything , this was a suggestion that heals wounds ,at the same time a proposal  that restores the painful past , also creates a fear of repeating the past , after a great silence , I answered that voice.  

   " these  scars , aren't going to fade , don't look like they are ever  gone away , and that fact  will never  change , I'm glad  hearing this proposal , but  I can't do it alone , I can't , I can't , I'm not that good enough , I'm sorry''

Even I tried to cool down but, in the end, ,  I can't override the will of my heart , and start crying like a baby

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

" oh my , poor child I'm not going to ignore that pure heart of yours, so enjoy yourself , I know you can do it this time , I'm going to give you my blessing, because there were two people who sacrifice all they had just to give you this opportunity, they even accepted a hard condition, so don't be selfishness "

After crying , a light emitted out of nowhere and pulled me out of darkness , when I opened my eyes 

I was shocked , it wasn't long before i broke down in tears 

 " Rhea what wrong with you , are still sick " 

'What, Am I in heaven?  No no way....... Wait a second why my body feels so stuffy, and my had look worried it look like a kid hand.'

     ' I went back in time to the age of 8 , even thought i was scared, i accepted my fate '

 but the look in rhea eyes give several meaning the first one of Missed and the second is long waiting , if you see that  look of her you would have noticed the cruelty of what she went through in her previous life  

'sooob, sooob !!!!!!! I'm back  , I'm back thank you god , for giving me another chance to correct the future ,  I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do. ' I don't know what the reason but I looked at demetrios, he looked at me Strangely. 

   " oh honey , what's going on with you today , you look like someone who came back from death "

  It's just an analogy , but it's true , I came back from death , just to save you all , this time I won't be silence , I won't be the coward I used to be , because after you all gone , I felt like life punched me by ,in that time when I let my life support gone , I realize there were nothing worthy in this world  

That was the start of the new me, but 

'demetrios gaze makes me feel uncomfortable. He was just starting at me, like if he saw someone else, what the hell with him, It's like he's reading my thoughts. Suddenly he opened his mouth with some words 

  "Rhea stop crying like a baby " huh