I was... Often trapped in a fake dreamland.

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To think about the past, 

To think about the future,

To think about many consequences.

Those made me stuck.

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Writting a fantasy, a power that never became true. 

Writting a tragedy, and had a nightmare about the MC. 

Writting a complicated and reasonable plot and couldn't imagine the way to resolve it my self.

Those were stressed me 

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Making character A, B, C, D, E while I was alone In square empty room?

Was I being crazy? Talking and interacting to my self? 

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Being I heat then aware a sign of NTR?

That really a nightmare.

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F##k... 

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To thing that being productive in wrong place was the same as wasting my time.

A fantasy virus that ate my life by trapping me in dreamland.

Being introvert but looking for Imaginary and online friend. 

Beg for like comment and mental support?

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Hehe

Hehehehe

Hehehehe hehehe

Just how hard miss.internet trying to normalize a real disgusting and degenerate behavior?

Should I just give Applause and turn my brain off...?