I had seen his power from a distance and reaffirmed my thought—
“+Nightmares ARE Fiction+ should not be real.”
The power never made sense to me. The powers that humans could achieve were general, ever-sweeping powers. The ability to see all, the ability to touch all, the ability to move all, the ability to travel through all. Those were the deific powers that awaited humans that came to learn the nature of reality.
But +Nightmares ARE Fiction+? That power could never exist under the previous paradigm--the paradigm that the physical reality created.
The power--it was so fragmented—such a segmented look at reality. It had so many rules and so many divisions. It had so many drawbacks and so many arbitrary limits. The user himself didn't know why the power was, just that it was.
This was not a power made for divinity.
No, this approach to powers—this was human. Only humans that were not so far along the ladder to enlightenment would so divide up reality. Humans with infant understandings were incapable of understanding reality all at once, but they were good at focusing on one aspect and building their understanding of that one sliver.
Breaking off a sliver from the whole and understanding the nature of the sliver was certainly a good first step, but the fixation on the sliver itself would be what often prevented them from seeing that dividing the sliver,--and their belief that they divided the silver--cut them off from the potential of complete understanding.
Ultimately, the humans who had to divide to understand would not be rewarded with the powers of divinity at that step. The ones who endeavored to become one with everything at once—the ones who saw that the sliver was never truly divided--they were the ones who would taste the power that waited for them.
Humanity once had many great sages. Divinity was possible for them, and it still was when they could put aside their arrogance. Humility with a thirst for understanding was something to be rewarded.
At least, that was how it worked.
Here, Fainn was with a power that shouldn’t have existed. Svilran didn’t know about it. I did not either until he revealed it. Did the higher forces of the Hero Hub know? I think not… If they had… Something would have been different. Our Hero Hub would have been different. We would have placed different rules on Fainn and would have given him different responsibilities.
But here we were, Fainn has a power, and I fear that this power goes beyond me. This inexplicable power, born of a human interpretation, ignores the rest of the rules and perceives the world through one lens, hyper-focusing on its topic--the veracity of nightmares. In questioning that topic, it moves heaven and earth to explore...
I watched him as he faced the Parasite, I watched as he destroyed a nightmare, and I watched as he crumbled before Elma. My intuition has led my thoughts, and I believe I have devised some possibilities. These are all cases where Fainn would use his powers in an offensive manner, against a clear and defined target...
Fainn uses a nightmare on a Parasite, a totally subconscious being—the Parasite dies. By itself, this is an amazing power. A boon. Fainn may be the single most valuable weapon against the Imaginal Parasites. Unfortunately, Imaginal Parasites are not the only inhabitants of the Imaginal Realm's underside.
Fainn uses a nightmare on Elma’s dream self—he would greatly injure Elma’s mind. Some of the wounds may appear on her body because her mind believes they are there. It might induce insanity depending on the degree of injury.
Fainn uses a super nightmare (like the form he had when he fought Dorthaunzee) and targets the dreamer’s fog in its entirety—he would damage the subconscious so severely that the conscious mind would be driven insane, and the subconscious would be extremely wounded.
Fainn uses a nightmare on me, and slays me, the subconscious of a conscious being--a god of the earthsphere physical reality. I would die... and in my absence, Svilran would become…
I cannot bear to bring myself to confront that truth. I must endeavor to ensure that Fainn never turns his powers toward me, and I must ensure that I never cross into +Nightmares ARE Fiction’s+ realm. The arbitrary and self-imposed limits of humanity--they are the only thing saving me now. If +Nightmares ARE Fiction+ were to ever gain deific, all-encompassing properties… It would be a catastrophe of unimaginable proportions… At that time, perhaps only the Imaginal Will could stand up to it, or adapt…
I must hope that +Nightmares ARE Fiction+ stays human… So far, the limits seem to imply it will. Considering everything about the nature of human, the downside to its power may be that it can only be so powerful while its arbitrary rules are in place… Without the rules--the touching component, the limited range of the dome, the penalties it imposes on Fainn--the power may cease to exist...
If Fainn truly ascends the way sages of old did, then he might outgrow the power like a child outgrows their toys… A child with a gun, is just as dangerous as an adult with a gun, if not more so... To think of a power as a dangerous weapon in the hands of a child--is that a good metaphor?
The future… It is much more open than I thought and that… that is concerning. I must be prepared for anything so that I may react appropriately. I hope that my efforts are being mirrored up above. It is a little shameful that you hadn't prepared the Inverse's Point System, but I understand that you are overwhelmed at the moment, Miss. I will do as you requested and keep Fainn from questioning it. Please, do not be mad when I reveal the truth to him, however.
He is my equal, after all. Or wait... Is he? Maybe in authority... and he is most certainly deserving of respect as an equal, but... could I say I am equal without knowing the origins of the young man and the power he wields?
They say a picture is worth a thousand words, but how many words is a thought in your head worth? Certainly, some you can put into meaningful words, but that's a pale imitation of the layering and abstractness underlying how you think. To reach a thought that is "more" than the mind housing it, one may find something that is simple and elegant in beauty yet too complex to hold all at once... Perfect, unattainable, universal enlightenment may be a thought needing infinite words; The questionable approximations humans can achieve may still require more words to convey than we could ever hope to provide.
"Anyway, I won't bore you with the details, but when he spoke of the things that came with enlightenment, he said that it was simple. For some things, it was a matter of flicking a switch. Now that I'm older, I realize I should have asked him, "but how does one move their hand so as to flick the imaginary switch?! Bro, I want powers, but I'm basic!"
Ahem, anyway, and ironically, he was actually a lot like an engineer or some other technical expert. You know like how sometimes people in hyper-specialized fields just take for granted that you get their jargon? It's like if you're talking to an engineer about figuring out the physical properties of an electromagnetic field. Engineer dude could be like, "Yeah just take the Integral." and you're like, "Bro, i don't know how to read.""
Spitballing as a layman, If it's anything like zen, maybe it's more about the nature of enlightenment then a jargon/expertise thing?
Cool! So, (in my humble opinion), you're not wrong in bringing up the implicit nature of enlightenment. There are however other things that come wrapped up in just saying, the "nature of enlightenment."
A big part of pursuing enlightenment is departing on the path as an Initiate or Disciple on the path. When you're at the feet of the Master, the Master won't just tell you everything, as they can't infringe on your free will and your natural development. They can't just tell you the answers that you have to come across yourself. When the Master talks to you in "jargon" or speaks of how simple things are, it's on the student to know enough to be able to tell the Master what he or she doesn't understand.So a fundamental part of Enlightenment, is the journey toward it, and a fundamental part of that is the ability to know how to ask questions, and the humility to be able to say that you don't know.
Was I able to continue the conversation well? I won't lie. I see Jargon and expertise as something that fundamentally goes hand in hand enlightenment as the language of ascension is riddled symbology, parables and years of practice. If I didn't answer well, let me know!
When you're at the feet of the Master, the Master won't just tell you everything, as they can't infringe on your free will and your natural development.
My assumption is that the student needs to do the work/go through the process, and the teacher can and may dump as much material on the student as they like, but the student won't develop without going through the process, be it Zen, some Greek mystery-cult, or old-school Christian contemplative practices. Analogous to math or science instruction, although different. Shooting basketballs versus watching someone shoot basketballs, maybe.
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This feels like a solid Zen resource⬇️. I've done at least 2 episodes now.
https://zenstudiespodcast.com/episodes-in-release-order/
@Placeholder That assumption isn't wrong, but I would say the line "the teacher can and may dump as much material on the student as they like" might be finicky depending on the school of thought. There is almost always an asterisk on what can be said as they have to abide by any karma governing the interaction, along with any other laws that might pertain to their school of thought. again though, there's nothing else I disagree with here. I'll check that link out :)
It is a little shameful that you hadn't prepared the Inverse's Point System, but I understand that you are overwhelmed at the moment, Miss. I will do as you requested and keep Fainn from questioning it. Please, do not be mad when I reveal the truth to him, however.
Yup.. I feel like the lack of transparency with Svilran and Fainn, and Narlivs and Fainn will probably cause some future issues… Thanks for the chapter!
Thanks for reading! And yeah, you've already seen how Svilran acts. Narlivs will probably be able to diffuse everything though. That one's just doing a favor for the 'Miss' and is already preparing to act against that person's wishes
So a human ability is extremely limiting but a godly ability is nigh all encompassing which means if Fainn becomes a god he should theoretically become a god of either nightmares or void since the ultimate nightmare is absolute nothing, the belief that something exists after death or the a cycle will continue should time end like a clock getting rewound would be destroyed before him making it an endless nightmare.
Very well, let's joust, Jedi.
So, you got the general idea on the all encompassing nature. You made a critical assumption though.
The question is would Fainn actually succeed into nightmares and whether he wants to. [Nightmares ARE Fiction] can be interpreted as a statement that reassures the speaker that nightmares aren't real. In that interpretation, would it make sense for someone who constantly has to tell himself that nightmares can't hurt him--would it make sense for that type of person to become a god of nightmares? Well, it could depending on how you argue it. If Fainn accepts the power, it would work. If he falls to the power, it would work too. You just have to resolve the power's principal statement.
Alternatively, you could take the road of saying that because Fainn has a developed knowledge of nightmares, he would be the best to become a greater god of nightmares. If we were to take all the humans left on earth, Fainn would definitely be in the Top 10 of people most aware of dream logic. So he would be a worthy candidate. This argument takes for granted that god positions are filled as according to relevant knowledge of the field.
If we go with Narlivs' interpretation, Fainn could outgrow the power, and become something else entirely like a greater god of heroes. Or a greater god of sleeping around.
So, that's the long answer and how I look at it. Nothing's set in stone, so there may be yet other arguments that could be factored in. We could also go ancient and give Fainn a bunch of domains. Poseidon was a god of sea, storms, earthquakes and horses, for example.
Finally, you had an interesting interpretation of the ultimate nightmare. I think he might need the office of time god too to pull it off. Otherwise, he could definitely trap someone of the illusion of an endless nightmare, using your interpretation of course.
For fun, if Narlivs worst concerns come true, and +Nightmares ARE Fiction+ reaches godhood with Fainn, the underside of reality is forever changed if not destroyed and topside becomes a reality without death but filled with endless fear and exhausted people. This is her conjecture based on what she's seen.
@Sebas_Guzman I would think that destroying the underside would be counter-productive no matter how Fainn develops as a person, no matter how good or evil he would become in the future. If he remains good, then obviously he'd have no reason to bring about drastic changes to the underside, but even if he would become evil, destroying the underside is like demolishing the White House while he's the president.
The underside is where he's literally at his strongest, regardless of the other consequences, it would only make him weaker destroying it. He would have to be literally and absolutely insane to do that.
Though this does make me think that something similar like that actually happened to the physical reality, the cause and reason for its collapse hasn't been made apparent. Wonder if it's still explorable like a ruin or if it's actually gone.
@Starstorm Good points. I should clarify that Narlivs concerns see the power becoming sentient or always on, kind of like how Svilran always forces the people around her to have stronger minds than they normally would. You can see how that would answer your point on why Fainn's development can't lead to that naturally. You're right to point out the insanity angle too. It would require something on that level to make the worst happen, but that's why its the worst outcome she's thought of. She might be off base too. She's basing the power acting on its own off of Svilran's own aura, and the fact that the power actually doesn't care about Fainn's feelings once it starts transforming him.
Anyway, right now, she's dealing with a power she's identified as human. It can either be human and 'grow arrogant' or it can be human and 'mature.' She has no choice but to wait, see, and learn.
On your second point, that's a good observation. Obviously, I can't answer because those would be massive spoilers either way. Where the powers came from is a big question mark. The question on Narlivs' mind would be "did the powers cause the destruction or was it the destruction that let the powers happen?"
Here's another tidbit because you guys earned it. Thank you so much for engaging with the story.
A good chunk of Earth's "evil" have rule-based powers, though the human powers have more arbitrary conditions. The style for the "evil" powers is based on some abilities demons in the lesser key of solomon were written to have, so if anyone knows the material, you can figure out the style of shenanigans you could see. This is a pretty big tidbit, so I might delete this later.