A wise man ever said 

" Don't look for Happiness, But look for Calmness "

After thinking it carefully, 

I begin to aware that I can only feel happy for a short time in the most moment in my live. 

There is no limit for happiness.

When I want one thing and get them, I Will look for other thing with higher standart.

A happiness that I have reach can't make me happy anymore. 

Cuz of that, a wise man ever said 

" Neighbor's garden always look more green and more beautiful "

Only a happiness that I am still thinking and but hasn't reached can motivate me doing something.

After I reach that goal, I Will forget how valuable it was for my past self. 

Cuz I have that, it 's value become lesser than what I don't have, lesser than my current new goal.  

" No matter how valuable a thing is, a seller Will consider it as worthless if it is not sold "

 " A costumer Loves to buy a things that seller didn't want to hold any longer "

WTF...

Idk what random things I have just written. 

My initial intention is to remind my self that...

" When I smile and feeling happy, it is not because of liking or loving, No...

It is because I find a thing that Will draken my future if I aren't carefull enough.

Today happiness is almost a synonym of wasting time and Unprodictive. 

Worse, I don't like to strugle in this instantneous Era.

The Faster and easier to feel happy, the more wasting time, the more addictive, the darker my future "